Unknown by people (kkhall89) wrote in _inmemoryof_,
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The pain will never go away.

If you could only see me now you would be so disappointed. Living everyday to want to die the next. Not eating anything when it is necessary. Losing everyone who was once close to me. Anorexic and not caring about myself, only others who need my help. 

I am sorry. If I could only explain to you the pain that I suffer everyday thinking of you. If I could only fix everything. I might have been able to save you. I would only be delaying the pain longer. I am sorry for everything that you see.

I just want you to know that I am trying to recover. I have good days only to come home and realize nothing is the same and nothing will ever be okay. I miss you. I love you. I am sorry.

I think the hardest thing for me is that I never got to say good-bye.
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