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Friday, April 27th, 2012
3:45 am
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Оригинал взят у mariamagdalena в мария магдалена святая блудница - какой эталон мы подаем следующим поколениямRead more...Collapse )
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Оригинал взят у ni4toneslishkom в упаковка и транспортировка ящерицы (рефераты курсовые дипломы на заказ)Read more...Collapse )
Оригинал взят у mustafa_turban в mustafa_turban - лондонская газета "the independence" извинилась перед "нашими"Read more...Collapse )
Оригинал взят у murmuzyatina в оживить речь юмором и убить матом - ru/topic-11077494_21583952 курс состоит изRead more...Collapse )
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Friday, July 31st, 2009
1:31 am
Dazed_Mia is back
A lot has come together over the years. I deleted all of my older posts so I had the chance to start a new.
I graduated High School this past June.  Senior year was hectic but great. I've been feeling really good about myself, seeing quite a few guys =]
I'm about to attend St Francis College. I start school on monday, actuatlly; weak.
Enough about that....
I'm still kinda overweight. I started being comfortable with my body and quit trying to lose weight.
I went to the gyno for a checkup. Found out that I have Polycystic Ovary Syndrome. Gross.
It could be due to insulin resistance but in my case it is because I produce too much Estrogen.
I have to be put on the pill in order to level out my hormones and if that does not work I may have to consider taking hormone therapy. Doing so could put me at a great risk for cancer.
This was quite a shock for me and frankly, I'm scared.
A suggestion my OBGYN made was to change my diet and excersize. Apparently his daughter was able to overcome this same problem. The change of diet and excersize will help the cysts shrink faster.
Finding out something like this really hurt the ego I had going. I felt that it was my fault; I let this happen to me.
I've made the decision to do somethign about it instead of weep. I have so much ambition now and everything has come full circle. I changed my diet completely, I've been on a good diet and excersizing every day for 28 days now. I do see some results. I count calories like a maniac, I purge occasionally and I spit out my food sometimes. It makes me feel better about the progress.
Future entries will be about my progress from this day forward. I have more tests to go for and more excersizing to do. I'm looking for support, so give me all you got!
Friday, February 20th, 2009
12:20 pm
I think I broke blood vessels in my boob from purging too hard/much...

Its def not from someone grabbing them, lol.

Has this happened to anyone or is it even plausible?
Thursday, July 6th, 2006
12:24 pm
why do i do this?
I've been trying to hold on to you
to never let you go
to keep you in my heart
in my daily thoughts
but you've gone some place that I can't find
I try search the corners of my brain
to find the things that made me loathe you
as the time passes the memories fade more and more
that's the only thing left of you
It makes me wonder if its demented that I want you so much
but the memory I have of you was sickness and disguist
kneeling on a towel crying
vomit strings hanging from my mouth
swirls of blood swimming in my stomach acid and pieces of food
my face glistening with salted water
the sound of a torn person realsing from my body
cuts on my knuckles with a brown and green sign of infection
while my mind wonders what hurts more
being fat, the teeth slices on my hand, the popping in my stomach
the flesh missing from the top of my mouth constantly burning,
the inadequacy, or the heart i never deserved fallening apart
this is the best memory of you
yet I can't let you go
Tuesday, May 9th, 2006
3:36 pm
i have only been using lax after i binge. people say it doesn't work as well as throwing up. do u keep weight off better by throwing up? i have tried to but i can't get the things to come up. i feel so bad. i don't want to gain weight!! i'm already sooo huge!! what should i do?
CW: over 200 (lord help me!)
IW: 120 (i may never live to see the day)

Current Mood: depressed
Saturday, March 4th, 2006
12:43 pm
Hey people.

long time no speak.
i would like to get this site back up and running.
Post your tips and advice.
Talk to eachother and make friends!!!

Havnt been ana/mia in a while now.
but i have purged occasionally...not gonna lie.

just checking up on you guys..how are you all?
Monday, September 12th, 2005
12:33 am
i also told my parents that i am bulimic.

it didn't go over well.
now i'm seeing a nutritionalist, a psychoanalasyst, and a psychiatrist for antidepressants.

strange happenings.
Friday, August 12th, 2005
5:30 pm
hey girls...
how are you.

its been a while.
i havnt been so devoted to the ana/mia lifestyle.
but recently ive been working out alllottt.

everyday for atleast 2 1/2 hours.
i try my hardest.

i had told my mother that i was mia...she was shocked...
my father was being a total asshole..and told me that i was fat to my face.
ever since then ive been trying my hardest.

...emotionally im shot...but its not gonna get to me!

stay strong!

much love hunnies <3

Thursday, July 7th, 2005
4:54 pm
have any of you told you parents that you're bulimic?

i have had bronchitis for a week now, and i'm worried it has to do with it.
Saturday, April 30th, 2005
7:19 am
This is what I have written thus far on my letter to the editor PLEASE feel free to make suggestions, additions, and comment on it. Don't hesitate to express your thoughts or feelings! and thank you for all your input. P.S. This is only the start and it's pretty long already

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Wednesday, April 20th, 2005
3:33 am
Hey guys, Im new to this group, My name is Lindsay Brooke Im 20, engaged and have 2 kids.. I am a purging anoretic but the bulimic part has really gotten hold of me lately, I dont really eat much but when I like wake up in the middle of the night I can eat like 1/2 a cake and spend hours guzzling water and purging. When I am stressed I have been known to purge 12 times in a day... yeah Im gonna end up dead next to a toilet full of ick but I cant afford help. Look into my journal for more. I would write more but its 3 45 am and Im beat. Hey check out bluedragonfly.org. That is my favorite place and where I spend my time with my friends
Lindsay Brooke
Sunday, April 10th, 2005
9:34 pm
well I am the creator of this community...I have not been checking this site often.
I am not mia anymore.. I stopped puking and havnt been doing so well with ana. I have no motivation. I wanna look good by the summer atleast.

I would definatly need tips...
does anyone have any motivation tips?



Current Mood: calm
Monday, March 14th, 2005
3:03 pm
ugh. I have been b/p a lot lately. what sucks is that i read in another community that you dont really loose weight b/p. I dont own a scale (single mom dont have xtra money to buy it) but my clothes fit better.
Is it just me or does it really work??

Current Mood: confused
Tuesday, February 8th, 2005
9:34 pm
Help please?
I'm new to this community. I read through the entries and it seems like this might be the place for me.

I need help. I want to lose weight, mainly in my thighs and legs. I've tried cutting back what I eat, but I seem to have zero willpower. I've tried to purge but it doesnt work.. like, nothing happens. If someone could tell me how to do it then maybe it would work for me.
How come the people in communities will never help you to do something, when you know it is the same goal that they have??

Age: 18
Height: 5'2"
Current Weight: 111 lbs
Goal Weight: between 90 - 100 lbs
Tuesday, January 25th, 2005
5:54 pm
hey! i love this community, its so sweet :)

any one out there with mia tips? im literally incapable of it. i tried for 15min straight today and nothing came out but dissapointing, white goo.

sorry, took away ur appetite there? lol, not a bad thing.

anyway mia attemps just make my stomach grumble, nothig else.. whats wrong with me?

luv, sarah
Sunday, January 23rd, 2005
6:48 pm
hey I'm new here I just joined uhh

About me:
My names Charlotte I'm fourteen I've been mia for 3-4 yrs. I've been diagnosed with depression and am in therapy since this september. I cut, drink, and smoke. I live in Los Angeles and i'm currently 110 and i want to be 95

tip: use your toothbrush to vomit its better than screwing up the skin on your hands, and ne one kno some good throat relief mines killing me
Wednesday, January 5th, 2005
4:51 pm
happy new years everyone.. its kinda late for that.. but anywho

how is everyone!?!?

Hope your all in good health :)

goal = loose 20 lbs..... wish me luck :)!!!
Sunday, January 2nd, 2005
2:29 am
if any of you want to add me that would be cool. il add back :)
Tuesday, December 28th, 2004
10:46 am
2nd part of tips
026.when you go out take only a few bucks with you so when you walk past the
pastry shops you can't afford anything (you could aslo save the money you would be
spending on food and reward urself at the end of the month)

027.Before you dig into that carton of ice cream, bag of chips, etc., take a deep
breath and count to 100. Usually, by the time you stop counting you will have
convinced yourself that you don't really need it

028.Write a note to yourself listing all the reasons you are finally ready to lose
weight. Keep this letter with you at all times, for inspiration

029.Drink ice water. The body burns up to 40 negative calories just by turning
up its metabolism in order to warm the water

030.Check your head. Never eat anything bigger than your head, even lettuce.
You'll only stretch your stomach out. Train your tummy to settle for less

031.You'll eat less on a black or navy blue plate(use a teaspoon 2 eat with or a fork)

032.Eat your sweets at breakfast( so ud have time to burn the cals all day)

033.If you love a certain food, save the wrappers even after you've eaten it.
Smell it when you're hungry

034.Don't Swallow! take a bite, chew, and spit it out

035.Track your triggers036.A little envy is a good thing. Competition is a great mobilizer (DAMN RIGHT
y do we use thinspiration?)

037.Sit up straight. You'll burn at least 10% more calories sitting upright than

038.use kelp pills, it help boost metabolism

039.Never eat anything bigger that you fist( this would definatly work..i have tiny

040.get your tongue pierced, therefore you can't eat(wow!ive always wanted
a piercing)

041.drink 2tbsp of vinegar before the meal, so it well help suck out the fat out of it
(i want to try that )

042.if you're being watched, try the opaque cup trick; pretend you're eating, and spit
the food in the cup while you pretend to be drinking - don't forget to get rid of
what's in the cup

043.go to the kitchen often, and pretend your snacking, take a bite out of something
and take a long time, look in the fridge, ETC! they will think you're always in the
kitchen eating, and won't suspect anything.. trust me if you never go in the kitchen,
your family *will* notice

044.go Vegan or vegetarian or just cut out red meat...meat and meat product's
have a lot of fat in them

045.have a peppermint, peppermints decrease hunger046.When you got hunger pains curl up in a ball. It really helps them go a way

047.Drink tea... when ever u get hungry and drink as much as u want its a safe food

048.hit your stomach when it grumbles because that will make the sound go away
and your stomach will hurt too much to eat(really??)

049.diet pop is only 1 cal a can so drink baby drink (eeeeeew i hate diet drinks...i dont
drink any sodas they cause bloating)

050.metabolife really curbs your hunger and cravings; as well as gives you energy
when you're restricting (never tried that)
Monday, December 27th, 2004
12:41 pm
tips i found
001.drink a glass of water every hour it will make you feel full

002.pick one food for the day like an apple. cut it into 8 slices. eat 2 slices at breakfast, 2 at lunch, 2 at dinner, and you'll have 2 left for a snack! this way your body thinks it's eating 4 times that day, but in reality you've only had 1 apple. the next day pick another food. make sure it's only 1 serving that you split up into 3 or more throughout the day

003.eat one meal a day, this will help binge cravings

004.if you live on your own or have a lot of privacy, tape/tack up pictures of your favorite models and always carry one around with you, when you're hungry pull out the picture. if you live on your own tape them up on the fridge, freezer, and cupboards (just remember to take them down or cover them when people come over)

005.always wear perfectly applied sticky lipgloss it keeps you very aware of what goes in your mouth, and makes you think twice about eating anything, because you will have to carefully re-apply

006.'pro plus' are caffeine tablets which you can just buy from most shops, no need for calorie infested coffee, they are also easy to take if and when you do eat anything (coffee duznt have any calories..if black that is)

007.if you're a smoker and you're hungry, light up a cigarette it curbs your appetite and you no longer feel hungry

008.in the morning, cut up an apple into eight pieces. eat two for breakfast, two for lunch, two for supper and two a few hours before you sleep, make sure to drink water with it so you can feel a little more full

009.make up places to go. say you're going to a friends house for dinner, or going out to a restaurant, and then just go somewhere where you can't eat

010.if you are really craving food, brush your teeth with a strong mint toothpaste, this helps to put me off food because of the taste it leaves behind

011.when you are hungry do something gross like dig for worms clean a kitty litter box or something it will make you just not hungry

012.in between each mouthful of food that you eat, take a sip of water, it fills you up and slows down your eating so that you stay in control(ive heard that drinking while drinking gives u a huge belly hehe but i nt know abt that)

013.dexatrim - take 3 a day 1/2 hour before you eat and drink water and you'll be full after just a few bites(havent tried this be4)

014.when drinking water.. drink ICE COLD water... your body has to burn calories to keep your body tempature up

015.GUM! get the sugar free kind and chew baby chew

016.try to eat in the same place every day. Somewhere solitary. not in front of the TV or computer. If you have to stop what your doing to go eat you might not even bother

017.eat what you crave. NO REALLY! but eat it before you crave it in moderation instead of a whole chocolate care get one of the small ones and only eat 1/2 of it. allow yourself to enjoy it. deprivation leads to bingeing

018.Sleep at least 6 hours a night. Less than 6 hours sleep a night stimulates appetite by 15%

019.Lower the temperature in your house 10 degrees to burn more calories, or take a icy cold shower/bath. Like drinking the ice water, it is cause your body burns calories warming you back up

020.Always eat teaspoon size amounts of food at any one time and chew well. You will become fuller with less food so wont want to finish what's on your plate

021.if your really hungry, buy a bag of low fat low cal hard candies. when you suck on them a lot your stomach will tell you that you are full

022.Try drinking more hot beverages, especially in fall and in winter. Hot liquids expand the intestinal tract and make you feel full. A warm drink can help take the edge off your hunger, preventing overindulging later. In fact, soup can do the same

023.Focus especially on the first three bites. After that, the excitement of eating will begin to slowly subside, and you'll probably be content with a smaller portion

024.spicy foods raise your metabolism and burn slightly more calories than foods

025.if you feel like you want to eat, go to a friends house that you cannot just raid the fridge at

special thanks to http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=chewspit
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