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Never Loved

I've never been in love, i mean the honest and true deep down love, when you just know its right. It sometimes gets me down, and i'm sure i'll meet the right guy sooner or later. The one who warms my heart and who knows me inside out, and who i can come home to and love! if your in love then you don't understand the agony of never being in love, or never being loved y someone special! I've got the rest of my life for my prince to come along and sweep me off my feet. I just wanted to know, am i asking too much of love? can you ever ask too much of it? i want it to be perfect (i understand that no relationship is perfect, but i want the feeling to be just right!)isn't it ever girls dream to fall in love, have a fairy tale romance and get married in a big white dress. well its mine anyway,only i've seen this perfect pink dress, not barbie pink, soft pink, its gorgeous, now all i need is a man or someone to love!
  • Current Music
    James Blunt - You're Beautiful
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its a hard life

every girl dreams of finding the right guy and having a great relationship with him. once you find the right guy you won't let anything stand in your way. you do whatever you can to keep him your own. and we all know that if we see the guy we like just talking to another girl we get jealous. thats just how girls are lol. i know that if i see him talking to another girl that i don't know i get jealous. especially when i think she's prettier than me. when you see a girl that you think is prettier than you, skinnier than you, or whatever, you get jealous. it makes you feel lower than them. and then you feel that you may not be good enough for the guy. this is how i feel when things like that happen. me and him just had a fight earlier this week about it.i'm not going to go through what happened i don't wanna think about it lol. but this is how i know he's the right one. . . i trust him, he loves me for me, he looks at me like i'm everything he ever wanted. he wouldn't do anything to hurt me. i wouldn't hurt him. he's been my best friend and he's been the love of my life since we were in junior high. yes we may argue but we always get through it. we don't go and break up like other couples i see do. me and him are in love and we want to be together till death do us part. no matter what happens we always get through it together. just like best friends do. and i love him more than anything else in this entire world.
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    stick wit you- pussy cat dolls
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not a day goes by

"not a day goes by, that i don't think of you.after all this time, you're still with me its true."

well brian left for his mom's for thanksgiving. yesterday i just got really upset 7th period for some reason. brian walked right by me in the hallway and then i called him and he didn't hear me. what i wanna know is why is it such a big deal that a woman wants some romance? every girl is like that! and guys don't wanna hear about it. they don't care. well here's the thing. . . i have always dreamt of that perfect relationship filled with romance and with the perfect guy your one and only love. well i've known brian is my one and only love since 7th grade. brian is the perfect one for me. he's the only one that gives me the feeling of true love, he completes me. he's everything i ever wanted. he always knows how to put a smile on my face. especially in the morning when he'd look at me, smile, and say good morning sunshine. and then if i'm not in a good mood or if he's just trying to be sweet he would say you're beautiful i love you smile! and then i would always smile. and if i was upset he would hold me and then look me in the eye and say he loves me. i could always feel the strength in those words when he said it like that. brian is a big romantic i know he is. for months in our relationship from the beginning, he was such a sweetheart. he was so romantic. and i miss that. . .

i mean. . . you know how the little things are the ones that count the most? well romance in this relationship is important to me. i need to feel the romance. i've always wanted that kinda relationship. . . its just a big thing to me you know?
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    not a day goes by
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wow long time. . .

omg its been forever since i've updated. well school started and its been pretty tiring alot. there's alot of work to be done this year so it gets pretty hectic. but i manage i get the work done. me and brian have made it to a year and 2 months almost. and everything is still wonderful. basically same as usual lol. not much has happened. this year has been filled with alot of new friends now. i talk to blaze alot. he's in two of my classes so me and him always joke around. the classes are good. i'm doing good in them except i think i might be doing bad in pre calc. i mean i have done bad on tests and quizzes i just don't know how its gonna turn out on the report card. but everything else is good. my mom has gotten on my case about school. for some reason she thinks that i'm gonna fail. excuse me i'm smart i can do it. don't they believe in me? well brian just finished football. i missed 2 games this year. this year since he's a senior i made a shirt that says "big g" brian gallagher on the front and Newburgh 63 Goldbacks on the back. his jersey number was 63. and i made him a sign. at the last home game i was interviewed for the sign. and the interviewer was someone i don't really like. she kinda flirts with brian and it makes me mad but i haven't gotten mad lately. so i really don't know what else to say. . . my life is still as exciting as ever. but i will try my hardest to stay in touch.

2 Urban Romance Songs, girl2boy song & boy2girl song- "Cater 2 U" (DestinysChild) & "Gotta Make It"

Dear everyone,

Often, when people think of romance music, they think of traditional romance songs.  Umm... so I just wanted to take a moment and share (the first few lines of....) a couple of non-traditional, very detailed, urban romance songs that I like a lot, not just for their nice sound, but also because the lyrics and words touch my heart and they tell of a part of society that isn't expressed often.  I just want to take a moment to say I like these two songs.  I think they are both lovely and full of emotion.  One is a girl2boy song and the other is a boy2girl song.  If you have a love song that you want to share that reminds you deeply of love, or reminds you of the one you miss, feel free to share it on the comment section of my journal or on the comment section of this community.  Thanks.

Love you all,

Thanks for listening,


The first song is titled "Cater 2 U" by Destiny's Child - (I love this song)

Destiny's Child - Cater 2 U Lyrics

[Verse 1 Beyonce]
Baby I See You Working Hard
I Want To Let You Know I'm Proud,
Let You Know That I Admire What You Do
The More If I Need To Reassure You, My Life Would Be Purposeless
Without You (Yeah)
If I Want It (Got It)
When I Ask You (You Provide It)
You Inspire Me To Be Better
You Challenge Me For The Better
Sit Back And Let Me Pour Out My Love Letter

[Full song lyrics found on my journal by clicking here]

The second song is "Gotta Make It" by Trey Songz (feat. Twista)  which I just heard today for the first time and liked it from the moment he said "shaaaaaaaawty."  :o)

Just Gotta Make It (alright)
Just Gotta Make It
Just Gotta Make It (alright)
Just Gotta Make It
Just Gotta Make It (alright)
Just Gotta Make It

Shawwwwwwwwwwty (shawty), all I got is a dollar and a dream
Is ya gonna roll wit me? (roll wit me)
You see I've tried a 9 to 5, and it just don't fit me
(fit me) (no)
I can get us out the hood and have us livin good
Ya feel me? (oh do feel me)
But I aint leavin here if you ain't wit me
(If you ain't wit me)
Cause girl a suit wit a smile that don't fit me
Taking a bus for some miles is gon kill me
(that's gon kill me)

I'm tryin' to turn it around,
start this thing from the ground
and as long as you're down I know,

Looking at you day after day, I know I
Just Gotta Make It (alright) Just Gotta Make It

[Full song lyrics found on my journal by clicking here]

  • Current Music
    "Cater 2 U" by Destiny's Child

ever feel like you can't express your intense emotions...without offending someone? thats why...

dear friends,

ever feel like you can't express your intense emotions...without offending someone? thats why... I love when I'm in love with that special person... cuz then I can finally express all my intense emotions about all kinds of stuff in the world.... to someone without havin to worry that they're offended.

if for no other reason, thats one of the greatest things about being in love,

-love for the people,


"somewhere out there" there is one we can all talk to with our defenses down...


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    "somewhere out there"

I just want to express my love for everyone who is choosing to stay away from Starbucks. Much love!

Dear friends,

K... and I are activists and I love her for the way she looks out for others and she cares for all people all over the world.

I just want to take this moment to express my mystical, and appreciative love for everyone who is choosing to stay away from Starbucks.  I love each and everyone of you deeply because I know sometimes your friends try to convince you to go, but your love for others keeps you out of Starbucks.

Starbucks exploits, abuses, tortures, steals and worst of all they promote internationally networked exploitation amongst the many multinational-corporate stores in which they breed like a virus, such as Barnes & Nobles, Borders, Safeway etc.,.

Here you will find an article, which details Starbucks many abuses.

Here you will find and article, at the bottom of which lists ways to take action against Starbucks from everywhere

Deep love for you all, your actions make a difference, real lovin for everyone,

love for the people,


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hello members

Hey Members,
Sorry I haven't been active lately. Really I truly am sorry. I just have been really busy with school things are getting so hectic. I am a junior in high school and I'm taking three college courses. So I can't make time for the computer as much as I would like because I have to study my eyes out. I will try to make it on here as much as I could. In the mean time please keep having fun in this community and keep posting. I will read them as soon as I can and help anyone out if you need me. But just because I can't be on as much as I used to does not mean that I won't be here for you all. Talk to you soon hopefully.
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