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Friday, April 27th, 2012
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(an angel fell upon the earth)

Friday, May 9th, 2008
6:24 pm - Anything Helps

ashrayne
A song - the only thing I've written recently. Now that school is finally over for the summer, I hope to be able to write more. I've got to get back to my true love :)


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current mood: thirsty

(an angel fell upon the earth)

Thursday, October 18th, 2007
4:27 pm - I'm only a mess of a girl

ashrayne
My eyelids are closing, my breathing is weak
I can't find the strength or the whisper to speak
Maybe I'm just dreaming, but light comes in peeks -
I'm only a mess of a girl.

My fingers are tapping, my toes won't stay still
I can't seem to stop dancing, I've lost all my will
Maybe I'm just dreaming, or maybe I'm ill -
I'm only a mess of a girl.

My lips won't stop laughing, my voice makes no sound
I can't find my balance, I can't touch the ground
Maybe I'm just dreaming, and maybe I've drowned -
I'm only a mess of a girl.

My heart won't stop shaking, my mind isn't clear
I can't find my thoughts and I can't seem to hear
Maybe I'm just dreaming, or maybe you're near -
I'm only a mess of a girl.

current mood: tired

(an angel fell upon the earth)

Tuesday, May 29th, 2007
11:26 pm - And it's snowing

ashrayne
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current mood: sleepy

(an angel fell upon the earth)

Saturday, May 26th, 2007
8:34 pm - Made of Sand

ashrayne
a song :)

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current mood: confused

(an angel fell upon the earth)

Saturday, May 19th, 2007
7:12 pm - Sanity.

ashrayne
This silence is pulling my soul from its bed,
Forcing to memory the hate that was dead
The pressure keeps building to pound in my head -
I wish that I knew I was sane.

This heartache is falling in streams from my eyes,
Smudging the blur that I call my disguise
And leaving small puddles for drowning my lies -
I wish that you thought I was sane.

This laughter is keeping me trapped in despair,
Bitterly trying to show that I care
But lacking all life in the smile I wear -
I wish I could prove I'm insane.

current mood: dreamy

(an angel fell upon the earth)

Wednesday, May 16th, 2007
5:13 pm - ladies and flowers

ashrayne
“You see, really and truly, apart from the things anyone can pick up (the dressing and proper way of speaking, and so on), the difference between a lady and a flower girl is not how she behaves, but how she is treated.” - From Bernard Shaw’s play Pygmalion

I'm not a lady, to you,
Anymore than a rose could be a weed
or a swan a common fowl.
My beginnings were the dirt
And that same dirt you so despise
has given me the strength to stand,
Draped in rose -
with swans to revel in my beauty.

current mood: energetic

(an angel fell upon the earth)

Tuesday, May 15th, 2007
10:37 pm - Have you, darling?

ashrayne
Have you poisoned me, darling?
It seems that your heart is tainted,
wounded, perhaps.
Maybe a tad brittle,
As if it were left too long in
the unforgiving sun.

Have you shattered me, darling?
It seems that your mind is glowing,
rotting, perhaps.
Maybe a tad stale,
As if it were left too long in
your fermenting head.

Have you buried me, darling?
It seems that your words are strangled,
crippled, perhaps.
Maybe a tad bitter,
As if they were left too long in
your crumpling life.

current mood: full

(an angel fell upon the earth)

Sunday, May 13th, 2007
8:53 pm - I never thought

ashrayne
poemness. rather sad, and not at all what I wanted to write about...but that's what came out.


I wish I could do more than whisper your name
I wish I could breathe without feeling the shame
I wish I could lie and give up the blame -
I never thought that you'd take it this way.

I wish I could rip up that tedious letter
I wish I could throw out your comfyest sweater
I wish I could scream and that things would get better -
I never thought that it sounded this way.

I wish I could laugh at the memories I've found
I wish I could scatter this heartache around
I wish I could rewind and tear up old ground -
I never thought; so it ended this way.

current mood: inspired

(an angel fell upon the earth)

Monday, April 23rd, 2007
3:02 pm - i forgive you

ashrayne
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current mood: enthralled

(an angel fell upon the earth)

Friday, April 6th, 2007
5:45 pm - only a friend

ashrayne
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(an angel fell upon the earth)

Monday, January 29th, 2007
1:41 pm - A simple anything

ashrayne
Yay for writing a song. Thank you to virtual_rabbi, for bringing up the topic of songs. It's been a while.

This sounds like a cross between...Death Cab for Cutie and possibly the Fray. If that makes any sense at all.

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current mood: working

(2 heard the tear drop | an angel fell upon the earth)

Monday, January 22nd, 2007
4:07 pm - in the meantime

ashrayne
The ageless sky is lined with white
With scattered bits of purple light
Beneath his twinkles shining bright -
We're dancing in the meantime.

The auburn earth is full of tears
Her scars run deep, to show her years
And tired, still she fights her fears -
We're drinking in the meantime.

The smothered air is hung with doubt
His breath is labored, in and out
With bitter strength he swings his knout -
We're sleeping in the meantime.

The restless world has lost her song
Her hope for peace did not belong
And sadly, now she loves the wrong -
We're dying in the meantime.



Author's notes: I'm not sure this came out exactly how I wanted it to. oh well :)

- a knout is a whip used for flogging.


current mood: awake

(an angel fell upon the earth)

Thursday, January 18th, 2007
11:00 pm - The Cask of Amontillado

ashrayne
A Cask of AmontilladoCollapse )

current mood: groggy

(an angel fell upon the earth)

Thursday, January 4th, 2007
9:09 pm - timeless beauty

ashrayne
There's beauty
Here,
Trapped in her lips
Underneath the shiny red
Of bruises -
dried and old.
She smiles
And pain hides itself
In baby blue lined
Heartache -
thin and cold.
There's peace
Around,
Until her bag of tricks
Lies empty -
string and glue.
She's waiting
Impatient,
For the something better
To hide in -
paint and glue.

current mood: cynical

(an angel fell upon the earth)

8:49 am - waiting

ashrayne
Will you wait for me?
I won't be long -
No longer than I waited for you
At least.
Perhaps it's best
Now that I'm gone -
To visit places you'd never want
To take me.
Will you long for me?
I won't stay there -
In laughter and contentment
Without you.
I'll grow weary
Of the constant light -
That you tried to make me
Hate.

current mood: mellow

(an angel fell upon the earth)

Wednesday, January 3rd, 2007
12:22 am - breathe deeply

ashrayne
Breathe deeply now,
And disappear
To places where you'll smile
Take me with you
And I'll live again
Death won't visit for a while
Laugh freely here
And I won't weep
When you have to say goodbye
Walk softly now,
My hand is limp
And I've no strength to cry.

current mood: tired

(an angel fell upon the earth)

Friday, December 8th, 2006
1:05 pm - maybe

ashrayne
hmm...not what I was expecting to flow out of me in less than five minutes. But oh well. At least I'm writing! :) *is happy*

MaybeCollapse )

current mood: energetic

(2 heard the tear drop | an angel fell upon the earth)

Monday, November 6th, 2006
6:45 pm - your closet

ashrayne
Prompt #2, deafverse

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current mood: busy

(an angel fell upon the earth)

Thursday, October 26th, 2006
8:21 pm - you were

ashrayne
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current mood: sick

(2 heard the tear drop | an angel fell upon the earth)

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