March 11th, 2005

Praying Helps A Lot.

lately i've been having a lot of trouble. im like morbidly depressed. ive been praying and praying.. but im getting so deeply sad, that i feel like im loosing sight of my faith. nothing has changed, so i feel like the lord is ignoring me.

but im still holding on.

its important to stick with god no matter what. so as i feel im slipping.. i've been praying more than i ever had before. and im trying to let everything go into the lord's hands and trust him that everything will be okay.