Of course, that just made her think how horrible and disgusting her non-fake-tit'd chest looked and how her body was totally wrong for Taiji...
She went into their bedroom, and got out a knife she kept mostly for show and she ripped open their bed, tearing the sheets to ribbons and pulling out the stuffing on the futon mattress. And then she threw all of Taiji's cigarettes out the window, and then she dumped all the liquor down the sink, until she realized that she liked it, too. She sucked down half a bottle of vodka, threw up, and then dumped the rest down the sink.
Then she went to the bathroom to cry and soak in hot water.
She thought about cutting up her ugly, disgusting, not-good-enough-for-Taiji body, but that meant getting her blade back from out of the bed, and that was not in the tub, so.