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THE BASICS

Name: shyclerk30
Age:30
Location: New Jersey

ABOUT YOU

Eye Color: Brown
Hair Color: Brown  
Boyfriend/girlfriend?: I've never had a boyfriend (I'm a straight female), or even been on a date...
Pets: Not allowed in my apartment; used to have goldfish or hamsters... 
Occupation: File clerk 
Dream Job: Musician, dancer, travel writer, doctor 
Instruments played: Kazoo...well, in the past I've tried the clarinet... 
Hobbies: Reading, sleeping, listening to music, Internet... 
Goals: To remain sane...To actually get a life before I die...
Favorite Book(s): The Book of Disquiet, by Fernando Pessoa...it defines me...
Favorite Movie(s): Swing Kids, Dancer in the Dark, can't think right now...
Favorite Magazine(s): Rolling Stone, Weird NJ...
Favorite TV Show: House, X-Files, Democracy Now! 
Favorite Actor: Gary Oldman, Tim Roth, Michael Madsen, Hugh Laurie... 
Favorite Actress: Don't have one... 
Favorite Food: Anything with lots of carbs...bad!!! 
Favorite Drink: Iced tea or soda 
Favorite Color: Green 
Favorite Scent: Burning autumn leaves 
Favorite Season: Fall
Favorite Day of the week: Saturday
Favorite Store: Borders bookstore
Favorite Quote: "And if I seem a little strange, well, that's because I am"---Morrissey 
How would you describe yourself?  That's my problem---I'm having trouble remembering who I am; I've gone so long without a friend that I feel as though I'm a ghost; when you spend so much time in your own head, you start to lose your identity; I'm too withdrawn; my life is always moving between two extremes: extreme dullness and extreme stress; I used to be able to write really well, but 8 years of not-very-mentally-challenging work has fried my brain; please bear with me....
List 3 Things You Would Change About Yourself:
001: My lack of social skills 
002: My fear of life 
003: My lack of purpose 

EITHER/OR [Bold whichever you are (or both)]

Shy or Outgoing? 
Spender or Saver? Unfortunately, I "spend" on bills, mostly...
Truth or Dare? 
Books or Movies? 
Romantic Comedy or Action Adventure?
Cats or Dogs?
Mountain or Beach
Sweet or Salty

WHAT IS...

The last CD you bought?  Morrissey's latest--"Years of Refusal"
The last movie you saw in the theater?  Tim Burton's "Alice In Wonderland" 
The last movie you rented?  "The Station Agent" 
Your greatest fear?  Dying alone, in severe pain... 
Your greatest strength?  My ability to keep going, no matter what happens to me... 
Your greatest weakness?  My pessimism... 
 
YOUR OPINION...

Abortion: I don't believe in it, but I'm not going to judge people who have one... 
Homosexuality: People should be able to love whomever they want, I don't care...  
Miracles: Possibly....
Astrology: Possibly... 
War: Don't get me started, in other words, HELL NO!!!!!!!!! 
Ghosts: Possibly... 
Reincarnation: If there is such a thing, I'd better have more fun the next time around... 
Karma: It's a nice theory, but doesn't seem to apply to this world... 
Luck: Where can I find some? 
 


  • Hello shyclerk,
    after reading your entry I had to check to see if I had written it. Here's the tricky part, I would love to write more and to tell you how I'm trying to cope with not having friends but I'm not and I don't know how.
    I don't know what I have written here but I felt like writing something.

    Yours, Karl
    • You definitely wrote something worthwhile, Karl...Sometimes I'm OK not having friends...A lot of times I feel even more lonely when I try to talk to people because I always listen to their problems and comments, but, if I try to discuss my problems, I find that people kind of tune me out...So, sometimes "friendship" isn't so great, after all...But I've always yearned for at least one person to share things with...Any "friends" I've had in the past (MANY years ago) have either controlled me or ignored me...OK, I don't know what I've just written here, either...But I hope you find ways to cope...I don't have any good advice...I just cope by burying myself in books and music, not the healthiest way of life, but it helps...
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