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[28 Apr 2004|03:10am]
[ mood | accomplished ]

Hey! I'm Brittany T. I'm a friend of Brittany, the hostess of this community! just saying hello! ok bye.

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[28 Apr 2004|04:00am]
[ mood | amused ]

Hello! heres some stuff i wrote:

Take your illegitimate, self worthy throne. Posses your ebony, gelid crown thats so dense and crystalline your own reflection is memorizing to you. You cogitate on your recondite and infatuating eyes. Osculate your debauching lips, fondle your substantial chin. Could my cold-blooded, lifeless heart have a negligible crimson coruscation? Could the chains and shackles swathed so tightly around my chest be melting off as if a rose in the depths of a blaze? Should my trust be so forhtcoming while my heart still bleeds out from the wound you left before?

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[28 Apr 2004|04:05am]
[ mood | amused ]

hello! i thought i would start out by putting in some writing of mine:

Take your illegitimate, self worthy throne. Posses your ebony, gelid crown thats so dense and crystalline your own reflection is memorizing to you. You cogitate on your recondite and infatuating eyes. Osculate your debauching lips, fondle your substantial chin. Could my cold-blooded, lifeless heart have a negligible crimson coruscation? Could the chains and shackles swathed so tightly around my chest be melting off as if a rose in the depths of a blaze? Should my trust be so forhtcoming while my heart still bleeds out from the wound you left before?

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[28 Apr 2004|04:26am]
[ mood | happy ]

One of My favorite bands ever: skillet! on the collide Cd this is number 6 called fingernails!


Never reaching what I want to reach
Never being who I want to be
Blaming me when I fall and fail
All my dreams splintering
Under my fingernails
Under my fingernails

I’m empty, lonely, and accused
Accused without a word
My fingernails are chipping down
From clawing in the dirt
I’m so lost, lost and confused
I threw it all away
How can I be beautiful
When I am so afraid

Never reaching what I want to reach
Never being who I want to be
Blaming me when I fall and fail
All my dreams splintering
Under my fingernails
All my dreams out of reach
Under my fingernails

I watched it all slip through my hands
My brokenness revealed
I’m so proud, I’m so proud
I’m crying to be filled
I’m killing, destroying the plague
That’s killing me away
I’ve got to live, I’ve got to love
Like I am unafraid

Never reaching what I want to reach
Never being who I want to be
Blaming me when I fall and fail
All my dreams splintering
Under my fingernails (2x)

All my dreams out of reach
Under my fingernails

I’m wasting, wasting every moment
I want to be tasting
Tasting every moment with you
I’m suffering, I’m bleeding, on my knees
Who’s going to save me?
Suffering, bleeding
Save me from this pit of frailty

Never reaching what I want to reach
Never being who I want to be
Blaming me when I fall and fail
All my dreams splintering
Under my fingernails (2x)

All my dreams out of reach
Under my fingernails

Never reaching me

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[28 Apr 2004|05:24am]
[ mood | amused ]

If I could write one letter to the world as we know it
I would list these rhymes that mean everything to me
Anberlin - We Could Change The World

Heartache temporary, Bullets only stop your blood
Pain will live on and on
In everyone, in everyone

And we could change, we could change it down
We could change the world, we could strike the chord
We are the lost ones, we are the lost ones
We could re-write history, if only you and me
We are the lost ones, we are the lost ones
And We could change it down

The bottle holds no answers
His lips can only sway
Chemicals imbalance
Who needs them anyway?
Desire is close at hand
Her lips can only sway
There's more to life than this
Don't give yourself away

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AFI [28 Apr 2004|09:17am]
[ mood | amused ]

Silver and Cold by AFI

I, I came here by day,
but I left here in darkness
and found you on the way.

Now, it is silver and silent.
It is silver and cold.
You in somber resplendence,
I hold...

Your sins into me,
oh, my beautiful one.
Your sins into me.
As a rapturous voice escapes
I will tremble a prayer
and I'll beg for forgiveness.
Your sins into me,
Your sins into me
oh, my beautiful one.

Light, like the flutter of wings,
feel your hollow voice rushing
into me as you're longing to sing.
So I,I will paint you in silver.
I will wrap you in cold.
I will lift up your voice as I sink.

Your sins into me,
oh, my beautiful one, now
Your sins into me.
As a rapturous voice escapes
I will tremble a prayer
and I'll beg for forgiveness.
Your sins into me,
Your sins into me

Cold in life's throws.
I'll fall asleep for you.
Cold in life's throws.
I only ask you turn away.
Cold in life's throws.
I'll fall asleep for you.
Cold in life's throws
I only ask you turn
as they seep into me,
oh, my beautiful one, now...

Your sins into me,
oh, my beautiful one.
Your sins into me.
As a rapturous voice escapes
I will tremble a prayer
and I'll beg for forgiveness.
Your sins into me,
Your sins into me

Your sins into me,
oh, my beautiful one, now
Your sins into me.
As a rapturous voice escapes
I will tremble a prayer
and I'll beg for forgiveness.
Your sins into me,
Your sins into...
Your sins into me
Oh my beautiful one!

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[28 Apr 2004|09:30am]
The sky, with its clouds - infected wounds
By rose and gold and gracious sunlight
Is the cup from which I drink the venom of a world
Turned-down goblet from which I'll never escape

It's raining poison over this lonely earth
And my heart's bleeding like the murdered sun
Now, only with a rag-like veil to cover it
I tell you: I'll drink the poison, but give me the sleep.

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[28 Apr 2004|09:34am]
[ mood | weird ]

The sky, with its clouds - infected wounds
By rose and gold and gracious sunlight
Is the cup from which I drink the venom of a world
Turned-down goblet from which I'll never escape

It's raining poison over this lonely earth
And my heart's bleeding like the murdered sun
Now, only with a rag-like veil to cover it
I tell you: I'll drink the poison, but give me the sleep.

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[28 Apr 2004|09:45am]
[ mood | accomplished ]

I just took this quiz at quizilla here it is. i got yellow card.


You are "Empty Apartment" by Yellowcard. You did everything right, but still, your friend is gone. But even now, you love them and hope that maybe you will look into their eyes again. Play on. Don't forget to download or purchase this song!


You are "Bike Scene" by Taking Back Sunday. You've tried, and you've tried, but you won't ever be able to stop loving them, no matter how badly they've hurt you. I'm sorry, pal...hang in there. (Download or purchase this song!)


You are "The Quiet Things that No One Ever Knows" by Brand New. Poetic, painfilled, and inspiring, you are great for any mood. YOU ROCK. Don't forget to download or purchase it!


You are "Sell My Old Clothes, I'm Off to Heaven" by Saves the Day. You aren't ashamed of how you feel, you just need, I don't know, maybe ONE MINUTE to express your feelings. Go for it, dude, don't stop loving. Download or purchase it!


You are "So Impossible" by Dashboard Confessional. Of course you've been through pain, as we all have, but maybe you and that other interesting person can help each other through life, and share love. Do YOU like dreaming of things so impossible? Download or purchase it!


You are "Drama Summer" by The Starting Line. Ahhh, you waste few words, to let the beautiful acoustic guitar speak for you. It was so beautiful, and you can't help thinking that you should be together...guess you'll call, or see them around. Don't forget to download or purchase this song!



this person has great taste in music!
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divine nihilism [28 Apr 2004|08:23pm]
Self-Deception is the only way to cure madness.
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[28 Apr 2004|08:47pm]
the moderator(?) invited me to join, so i did. so whats the topic of this community? or is it just random?
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[28 Apr 2004|10:48pm]
Yeah, there. Got everything together. Hmm I think it looks kinda ugly, this style i did. pfft, oh well. we'll see how it goes for now. If it doesn't work, change the crap. *goes and recruits*
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