oh_lovely_kings (oh_lovely_kings) wrote in _diedumbfuck,

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This seems like a community to be annoyed in, so I thought I'd share with you how much I can't stand this girl who goes to my school.

A few months ago I went round her house and we were discussing gay people and I was saying (I am gay/bisexual, haven't decided yet, but that's a whole other story) how it's really annoying that your parents always assume you're straight even before you've had any kind of relationship because it makes the whole 'coming out' process much more difficult, and she suddenly went off on one saying how gay people have been made by Satan and how it's a choice and we are choosing to go against the natural way of life etc etc, and I wasn't even trying to defend myself because I was so shocked, and when I tried she just started screaming at me. In the end I went out of the room and just burst into tears.

The next day we were at school and I told one girl what happened because she heard me and someone else talking about it. But the bitch found out that I'd told someone and she shouted at me and made me apologise saying it was a 'private conversation.'

Grrrr! Firstly it wasn't a private conversation it was just her screaming at me in a room full of people, and secondly if I'd wanted to bitch I would have told everyone, not just one person. I wish I could have been stronger and told her this but I just apologised, I'm such a weak person. She said- "I didn't mean to upset you." But never actually said 'sorry.'

I just needed to get this off my chest. The most annoying thing is that it's still hurting me, but as far as she's concerned we're still friends and it's all forgotten. I've never been a bitch before- I've always been so honest to people but I hate her for turning me into a bitch and making me two faced.

The only consolation is that I'm going to university soon and hopefully will not have to see her again. I just can't believe she said all that homophobic stuff to my face and she doesn't care.
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