confusedI just wanted to fly, then. I needed some sort of relief. Being fifteen is incredibly hard...
I don't know if I can stand this much longer..it's difficult for me to deal with all these things that I don't know why I'm feeling them.
I hate this..
I love her, I hate her. I need her..but I don't want to get too close, because I know she can't stand me!
But..I can't stand Snape either..and you see..I just can't off him, torturing him is so much more enjoyable.
I have to change, somehow..don't I? Should I? ..Can I?
So many questions, so many freedoms I'll lose to get one more.
Is it worth it? Am I ready to do all these things that I don't know if I should do...?
((Is this good? Teenager-ish and deep enough to be understood?))
