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sooo me and andrew's 6yr anniversary was sunday. it was amazing!!! and guess what? he proposed!!! of course i said yes! we couldn't be happier. we went to dinner at the Imperial Court restaurant at the Trump Marina.. then we went to Harrah's to gamble some. it was such an amazing night! the ring is princess cut solitaire diamond set in white gold. it's gorgeous!! we agreed tho to not start making plans till after i get outta college which is in Spring of 2007. so not that far away at all! i'm just so excited and happy.. floating on Cloud Nine right now. lol
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I'm going to be taking some time off from this community until after New Years, Jordan and I have way to much going on right now. I hope you all have a wonderful Christmas and New Years!

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Question and stuff

Christmas is coming soon and im really starting to get excited!
This year we have decided to spend christmas with my family
since my cousin is pregnant and due anytime now and we'd like
to be with her around this time of year (our whole family goes to
my aunts house for christmas) Anyways what i was wondering
for those of you that live together, how do you decide who you will
spend christmas with? We can't even do a one day with my family
and one day with his because his family lives 4hrs away. I met him
In college so he had moved here for the 2yrs he was in school.
so ALLLLL of his family is there.

anyways yes so im super excited for christmas and im hoping that my
cousin has her baby before because a babys first christmas is always
so wonderful. and christmas is much more exciting with kids around.
Me and murray have bought each other little presents but nothing
to expensive since we rather spend the money on our son.

I gave it all up...[poem]

The choices I made left me faced with the facts;
Someone would end up hurt, and I would have to turn my back.

I gave it all up, for a love I was sure of

Even though no one believed in us completely
And placated me ever so sweetly
I could not change my path, once the wheels began turning
My heart was continually burning
The pain almost crippled me, to leave my dear family

I gave it all up, for a love that I was sure of.

Faith, hope, and love, something no person can do without
Yet mine would waver, and be damaged by doubt.
Though each step was not always the right one
I wouldn’t have taken back, baring my love a son.

I gave it all up, for a love I was sure of.

So my choices were made, and my life continues on
Though my heart sometimes sings a melancholy song.

But I gave it all up, for a love that I was sure of,
No matter the price, it was worth each and every sacrifice.

Some new pictures of Phoenix.

bear hat 1 | bear hat 2 | sleeper | silly face 1 | silly face 2 | Jen & Phoenix stolling | Nathan & Phoenix | Kimmy & Phoenix | Christmas Hat 1 | Christmas Hat 2 | Christmas Hat 3 | Christmas Hat 4 | Christmas Hat 5 | smiley 1 | smiley 2 | smiley 3 | smiley 4


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I havent updated in a little bit.

Been caught up with family situations, but everything is all better and also everything has worked out for the better.

I have a concern...and i might sound crazy but....

Me and Richie have been...i dont know. Perfect?


He's been soaking me in love that i've never seen or felt before.
The way he talks to me, i can feel...i guess assurance? (pardon my misuse of words)

Tonight, he showered me with kisses. He's been doing that lately. He's been asking me alot if i love him and he's been telling me how he's mine and im his and how were going to have beautiful children cause half-breed asian children are hot. (i dont know)

but i dont know where this is coming from. i mean, I have NO problems with it, and im not complaining...but...

the change is so sudden and im just wondering where this is coming from.

...should i be worried? hmm...

in the mean time:
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