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26 March 2006 @ 11:35 pm
I held the broken lamp in my hands, staring blankly at it's jaggen peices all on the floor like some kind of puzzle to be put back together. I'd completely obliterated it when I walk into my room.
That wasnt angel... it couldnt have been.
He was so hurtful. .... I'd just given myself to him... all of me and..
These damn tears keep getting in my way!
Maybe I should go back to him. No! Then I would look more needy than ever. But if I just stay here I might end up wrecking my room.
I try not to crush my phone as I pick it up and dial the number.
"Wil?" I sniffle as I wipe my eyes with my free hand.
"Buffy? Are you okay? You sound-"
"Can I. Uh- You mind if I stay over there?For tonight? I just really need to talk."
"Yeah. Sure. C'mon over Buff. You want me to get Xander?"
"No! This... isnt something Xander would wanna hear."
"O-okay. Thats fine. Yeah just.. head on over."
"Thanks Wil." I hnung up the phone, got my jacket, and left.
And I thought the apocolypse was bad.
Current Mood: crushedcrushed
Current Music: Slipped away
26 March 2006 @ 10:10 pm
It's not every day one gets to screw a Slayer.

I mean, come ON.
For a young thing, she wasn't that bad.

But...I've had better.
And I've had more. AT THE SAME TIME.

So Why, why, why does she get to me so much???!!!

It bugs me. Seriously.
She's a SLAYER. I'm a VAMPIRE. Mortal enemies. End of story.
So, I try my best to break her down, shatter her world. And apparently, it worked.. 'cause now she's pissed off.

Great. Nice backfire, Angelus.
She's had her cry, now she wants my dust on her mantlepiece.

Lucking Fovely.
Just, what I can't understand, is why she isn't crumbling.
She's supposed to crumble by now, right? Isn't that what girls do??
At least, the girls I've noticed.

Maybe I should use this against her somehow...she's pissed at me. Anger clouds your judgement, right? ...What could cloud it further?

If she thought I was Angel?
Naw. That's gone stale.
This one I'll have to think on. Think long and hard. It's not that I've run out of options... there's still that Gypsy...that damn Gypsy...

And her Watcher. I could try to get to her through him.
There's a thought.
26 March 2006 @ 09:29 pm
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