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YOU ARE ALL GOING TO DIE.

P.S. Lanada, boyfriend, you are a mess. Might want to lay off those drugs. ;)
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I know Shayna and Ryan are sleeping together! I just know it!
A little while ago I went to Ryan's house to teach him a lesson and know that Shayna's MY girl. I started to beat the shit out of him but then he got me in this weird position and started going back on me. I freaked out cause he was trying to grab my butt or something and we ended up on the balcony and this mother fucker PUSHED ME OFF!!! I landed on a car and knocked out. When I woke up my ankle was broken... I don't know if anyone saw me but I got away as quickly as possible. These mother fuckers don't know who they're dealing with.
Current Mood:
enraged enraged
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doctor dee has been acting veryvery strange lately. thursday at work his eyes were so red they looked like they were glowing. perhaps he needs sleep? or rehab? or both? xD

i heard him in his office arguing with some creepy guy with a really deep voice. he said something about how it was dr. dee's time and "remember now you can't win!!" and had this insane laugh. lucky i didn't see the guy. x.x

apparently he upset doctor dee because when i asked him about it, he played dumb and acted like he didn't know what i was talking about. i wonder if he's in legal trouble.

i almost kissed ryan. almost. ;-; godddiwanthimsososossosobad.
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confused confused
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This BLOODY continent. One second I'm on my way to work, the next second I'm fighting a bloody flood. It's worse than the Wet over here. By the time I got from the car to the door I was drenched already. I kid you not, it's tough to be efficient when you're walking around soaked to the flaming core.
Anyway, I got a letter from Mum saying she got the last check I sent OS for her. It's good to hear from her and as soon as I've got quids I'll be able to give her a ring and tell her I miss her, but that I'm doing fine with this job. I'll leave out the fact that I'm still skint and that I keep getting half up when LaNada walks into the room.
And my clothes are bloody clinging and uncomfortable.
I'm bushed. Hopefully the boss won't have too much for me today.
Current Mood:
annoyed drenched
Current Music:
Live Wire - AC/DC
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Apparently Simon's paid a visit to the hospital because he broke his ankle. Good. Fuck him. Er and hopefully he won't sue. I could plead self defense anyway.

Me, I've got some shallow cuts in my face and I think my ribs are bruised. I wrapped them up just in case but I'm too lazy to be bothered to go to the hospital. Nick saw me and was all omg what happened to you are you okay. When he came over this one cut was still bleeding a little bit and he went all Nurse Nick on me. Kept touching my face afterwards, too, even when we were well into a movie and he should have been preocupied. He needs to not be so emotional, lol. But it's nice to know he cares.

After the movie I made lunch and kind of fell asleep on the couch while he was eating because I hadn't slept a lot that night. I wake up because there's breathing on my face and I got kind of scared and blurted out "nothing's bleeding." He just leans back (he's sitting on the floor), and goes "I know." We kind of stare at eachother for a while and he looks away.

I'm confused. But then, maybe he just dropped a cheeto on the couch by my face and was trying to get it.

Doorbell - BBL.
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complacent complacent
Current Music:
Beatles - Yesterday
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I have not done drugs in two days. This shit is starting to get creepy. Last night after I fell asleep, the next thing I know I'm driving in my car. Apparently I was driving to the clinic because I was almost there, and I don't normally go on that side of town except for work. And Nick said I called him the other night, but he couldn't understand what I was saying. I don't remember doing that either. What the fuck?

I am serious this time. No more drugs for me. Besides, I could use all that money for more constructive things like seducing Kiran.

Beh, I am now officially sexually confused. Yeah, I messed Nick the night he found out he was adopted, but that was a long time ago. He didn't feel like going home to his "parents" that night, so I let him go home with me. He asked if he could sleep with me. I couldn't help but let him. We were both drunk when we laid down, and the alcohol & hormones got to us; I'll leave it at that.

We never talked about it since, but I comorted him for a while after that. Then he met Ryan and they quickly became best friends, probably because they shared a common bond: being adopted. If I remember correctly, Ryan's parents died in an accident, and Nick was given up for adoption after he was born. It was a closed adoption, so records are hard to come by. I can't imagine what it is like for either of them to be in that situation. It must be very difficult, and I can't help but feel sorry for both of them. At least they have each other, right?

But getting back on topic: I was too drunk to remember if I honestly liked what Nick and I did or if I just desperate to bust a nut. I guess I liked it since I keep having nefarious thoughts of Kiran in my head? Maybe I'm just bicurious. I'll never know unless I experiment, but I'm scared—partly scared that I'll like it, and even more scared of either Kiran being heterosexual or wanting more than just sex.

Now I know why I started taking drugs, ugh.
Current Mood:
shitty.
Current Music:
Mozart
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I managed to get ahold of Lenina the other day and I told her I could interest her with some information I have on hand. I need a flat, and I think she could provide me with one when I provide her with the knowledge of her connection to the preggers girl. No girl that looks like her walks around without mentioning her boyfriend at least once, and the way she talks about the other one makes it bloody obvious that there's something going on between them.
And she's a crafty one, I kid you not. I think this could be the start of a lovely relationship.
(On a side note, the boss has been acting a little troppo lately. Can't tell if it's good or bad yet but it's still a bit of a turn-on.)
Current Mood:
predatory predatory
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I CAN'T BELIEVE THAT SON OF A BITCH!

I swear to God, if it weren't for the fact that more harm would come to the love of my life, I would tear her shitty boyfriend to shreads! She doesn't deserve this, and all she ever does is stay drugged up while he abuses her until he's satisfied! She deserves so much better than him! Someone who actually will love and take care of her, and damnit, I'm willing to do both, but she feels compelled to please him just because "they've been through so much together." Fuck that, and fuck him. If it's the last thing I do, I will get her away from him, and protect her with my life! Whereever she is, I hope she's okay or calls or something. I hate being worried like this.

Other than that, I heard other news about Ryan and Dr. LaNada from Nick when I talked to him. I heard Simon came down hard on Ryan, too. I should break ever bone in that bastard's body. Also, Nick started working for Dr. LaNada, which I'm not so sure if that's a good idea or not especially after what happened between them, oh god. He seems pretty happy at the job though. He needs the cash.

I haven't had a chance to talk to LaNada because he's been "busy". He's been fucking weird in reality. Getting these weird mood swings, and then at times, his voice will drop very lowly, almost inhumanly low. What the fuck? That's just impolite. =[ I don't know what the hell his problem is, but I don't need his shit when I'm too worried about my Shayna.

Anyway, LaNada's hot male nurse said to me in passing that he wanted to talk to me about something, said it was something I would be interested in knowing. It better be important because I can't have him wasting my time with everything that's going on right now. Shit... I need to find Shayna.
Current Mood:
pissed off extremely pissed
Current Music:
Kim Possble on TV
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ohohoh, i got a job until i start school again!! i'm working with doctor dee. i took over for his secretary who mysteriously disappeared. i didn't even know he had a secretary. xD

errg, late last night doctor dee called me and woke me up. he was mumbling or something. i couldn't understand him. he probably wasn't sober. i asked him about it today and he didn't remember. crazy bat. i couldn't sleep after that so i laid in bed for a few hours watching the shopping channel. lol. nothing better to do and i figured it'd put me to sleep.

after work today i played mario kart with ryan and we went out and ate dinner together! we're such dorks. xD
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Well, last night was fun. If by fun you mean painful and unnecessary.

You know, I'm a nice person. I gave my spare apartment key to Shayna so if anything happened she could come over here even if I wasn't home. I'm a friend like that. What I definietly didn't expect to get when I gave her that key was Simon bursting in in the middle of the night, hopped up on like five things at once, screaming so loud they probably heard him across the street and trying to bash my head in with the bedside lamp. He's convinced I'm with Shayna.

He's a big guy. With big muscles. It hurt.

So by about the third concussion I was awake enough to push him off me and try to fight back. Basically we trashed my bedroom and living room until I got him out on the balcony. I was planning to just lock him out on it and leave him there so I could go back to sleep, but the fucking idiot weighed too much and I couldn't get him far away enough from the door for me to get out. So like it winds up in a prolongued struggle out on the balcony until he trips over my ashtray, which is a cement block with a hole in it, and falls over the fucking railing!

Thank God I only live on the second floor and he landed on top of a car or that shithead would have been dead. And I don't feel like going to jail. As it was, he was knocked out. I went down and checked on him and since he was fine just left him there. This morning he was gone. I wonder who's car that was...lmao.

Hopefully Shayna didn't give him the key on purpose. I think I need to get drunk again.
Current Mood:
pissed off pissed off
Current Music:
Alien Ant Farm - Smooth Criminal
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