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I am going crazy.

I've been hearing these noises in my attic that sound like beating and screaming, and I keep having memory lapses. People tell me of strange things I did which I have no recollection of.

And the other night after I went to sleep, I woke up driving again. Apparently to the clinic. I had gasoline and a box of matches with me. Yeah, the job's been rather hectic lately, but still...

I have not done drugs since vowing not to. Maybe this is all some kind of fucked up withdrawal shit? I don't know, but I'll be glad when things go back to normal. Perhaps I should see a real doctor?

I caved into sexual frustration and let Kiran move in with me. The poor guy was looking for a flat, and I'm awful lonely here by myself, so why not? A perfect match, and we can split gas money 50/50. He mentioned rent but that won't be paid for with money.

Oh, and speaking of which, that devil entry you posted as me, a real riot. Now stop reading my journal.
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