community of socially unappreciated otherkin types
I have fox ears and two tails. I thought at first I may be a Kitsune or even a Therian of some sort, but I've come to the realization that my attitude and behavior is closer to that of a Dark Fae. I was hoping to more information on animalistic Dark Fae here, as I have been unable to find much elsewhere. I would grateful to anyone who could assist me.
hello, i am someone probably far more dangerous that has posted here....my otherkin part is demonkin and specifically a vampiric demon, i do learn but also if i ever get angry at you chances are you might end up very hurt or dead, apparently i discovered one time in my life that i had willed someone to die and apparently this power is extremely frowned upon, also my draining usually does not leave you very tired or drowsy as i directly go for the soul, i hope you enjoy me...if its okay i will add more here otherwise you might be left in mystery
I am new to the group, but not to otherkin. Looking to connect with others and discuss otherkin-related subjects. I mostly identify as celestial, tuatha and psychic vampire.
After an incident yesterday, I was hoping to find some Satanic hexes in Latin that I could memorize, so if anyone gives me shit, I can be like "In nomine Satanas..." to scare them off. But I suck at Latin, and Google searches for such hexes are extremely annoying. So if anyone has any ideas, links, or whatever, I would be greatly appreciative. Thanks in advance.
Okay, I admit I haven't paid a lot of attention to the vampire side of things, because I'm not a sanguine (the sight of blood makes me ill). And my few attempts to get energy from other people just drained me, so I'm not a psi vamp.* But I don't like sunlight (bright sunlight actually makes me literally sneeze), I sunburn easily, and I catch myself making hissing noises in response to sunlight and other displeasing things. Now, I'm the first to admit that I identify with so many kin-types that I might not have any vampire leanings at all (the "symptoms" FLOABW might be due to my other facets), and it may just be related to having a dark Goddess sharing my body with me, but I'd like to know if there are more types of vampires than just sanguines and psi-vamps.
So yeah, TL;DR = Are there any types of vampires other than sanguines and psi-vamps?
* However, I have been able to draw power from the earth. Or maybe it was the grass.
Hello~. I go by lots of names on the internet: Kirk, Sylvia, whatever you'd like to call me, I can roll with it. ( Lots of text under the cut. Collapse )
But yeah, hello to the comm, and anyone who might still be around here! I tend to be prone to wall-o-texting when I'm fascinated with something, and for that, I apologize. xD;
Afternoon all! Name's Wild and I think I may be one of you guys
I just found the term otherkin this morning, and it fits me quite well, all my 25 years of life I've felt like I don't belong here, like I'm not human...I often refer to myself as my human side, and my other. What that other is, I'm not sure....but it's definitely something that is/was bad, evil even....I feel as though I'm being punished by being kept in a human body I can't stand...for what I don't know
Anyways, I feel like I have some kind of seal keeping me in this body because every attempt I make to leave it (astral projection and so on), I get so far and then something rips me back to here....and this probably sounds stupid even to you guys ^_^
I think the reason I was put here was so I could see humanity as one of them, but I don't see why, all I see is greed and hate and corruption, all things I know well...If I ever get enough power I'm gonna flamegrill a few humans heheh ^_^
Oh and I feed on darkness, on hate, on rage, all kinds of negative things....I firmly believe if I didn't hold onto my hate and anger from a lifetime of humans mistreating me I'd just fade away, I'm not actually all that evil, more...indifferent, if humanity were to dissapear, I just wouldn't care...all I want is out of this body...I believe in magic (or magick if you prefer) and I believe that were I not sealed in this flesh prison I'd be able to reshape this reality to my whims (which is probably what got me incarcerated in the first place ^_^)
I don't know if all that makes me an otherkin, or if I'm still the only one like me in this world, either way, I'd like to get to know some of you, see how you cope with being abhuman and living in a world filled with the disgusting meatballs (well it's mainly men I dislike, I'm male, but I'd rather not be, I find men to be rather useless and stupid.....women, I find just as pathetic, but I appreciate the form much more and would much rather be trapped in a female body than a male one)
Where was I going with all this?.....uhh....
Blast! Forget what I was on about....anyways, I've often been told by people that I seem older than I am, or that I've seen worlds not this one...I like to think that I have
But I've taken up enough of your time, so I'll end it here ^_^
My name is El and I wanted to invite you all to join in a brand new world wide pagan / 'kin community project.
The Merry Meet!
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(somewhat cross-posted on LJ. Apologies!)
Seeing as this could be considered an introduction....
(I've cross-posted this all over the place, so if you see it popping up in other forums...)
After a year, nearly two, I have come to the conclusion that the term "demon" is just simply not appropriate for what I am.
The only vaguely similar definition for demon that even fits me would be the "entity of chaos" one. But even that definition is fairly recent/modern and frankly, I'm getting tired of having to explain my way through the Judeo-Christian "Wait, you're in Satan's army?" shtick.
The more I find myself examining my past life memories, my mental and psychological archetypes, and my energy I currently have now, the more I realize that I'm not just a blob of energy. I've had form, and substance, and some pseudo-bit of structure. I may have been pure chaos at one point, but that point is something I am without being so; I cannot be pure chaos and continue on with sentience which, by definition, is a form of continued structure.
I've recently (as in over the past couple years throughout the ten or so years I've been coming to terms with myself) realized that while I cannot stay firmly "grounded" to the earth, much less anything else, that I *do* have a connection to nature and this planet that can't be denied. I have no need nor want to protect it, however, were it to be destroyed I can't say I'd be able to shrug it off.
I understand that all that humanity is doing right now, all the cutting, all the burning and processing and manufacturing, is still nothing but a blink of the metaphorical eye to this planet. A single cataclysmic event could easily erase everything this species has done or accomplished quickly and efficiently, and therefore any "damage" this species thinks it has done is nothing compared to what this planet could do back to them.
Nonetheless, I can actually feel the energy in this earth in a way I never thought I'd be able to do, and connect to it. This lack of being able to do so was one of the key reasons I thought I may be demon, in the sense that I was definitely not of this world. I still am not "of THIS world" although I feel as I am definitely of this world in a different form.
And that exact reason (there are plenty of other reasons, but this has to have been one of the few reasons that really drove it home for me) is why I'm switching to "fae" as a definitive label.
I've been dabbling with labels for a while now. I didn't want to play the "let's pick something else for now" game, and change my mind every few weeks as I sieved through my decisions. I knew what I wasn't. Most definitely. I've always struggled between the two terms "demon" and "fae," since I came to that conclusion years ago.
While I've tried to see myself as an amorphous blob, it becomes difficult for me. I readily assume forms in astral, in divination, etc. I'll get the wide array of phantom limbs, but I count those out. I've always been a shifter. But I am never an amorphous blob for too long at all. The "chaos realm" I think of, journey out to in astral, dreams, memories, is not unlike Faerie itself: a realm changed by whim and thought and desire, an in-between of worlds.
However, I withheld from using the term "fae." Many fae I knew seemed so attached to this world and I couldn't, for the love of me, get there. The funny thing is, before I started looking into what I was, I had no problem getting there. I was the kid who just chilled in the grass and flowers all day running around and climbing trees and screw all of you who wanted to stay inside. It was something that took a while to revisit itself and now that it's here it feels natural again, no pun intended.
The other reasoning I see behind it is that many fae have been, at one point or another, interchangeably known as demons. I'm simply tired of the negative stigma attached to the term "demon," and am picking up another term for my kintype.
So, voila. I'm still gonna lurk the demon subforums and threads, and other than the newly-found connection to nature(which really isn't new or found, seeing as it's more of a reunion than anything), I haven't suddenly turned into something altogether different. I never had gossamer wings(except in the occasional shift) and I've always been an mad optimist over a brooding evil, etc. etc. blah blah blah stereotypes ahoy.
And I'm still undeniably chaotic. O.o;;