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Hello lovely people of this Livejournal community,
I'm the Admin, Becca. I haven't logged in to Livejournal in almost 5 years. I guess I lost interest in LJ. Well I never lost interest in the topic and would love to keep the community going if I knew there were enough people. I don't even know whats up with LJ these days it's been so long.

A lot has happened of course. I am now openly trans and have been performing drags shows with The Rebel Kings http://www.rebelkingsoakland.com/

I'd love to hear from you guys!

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is anyone here anymore?

kimberamber

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Is there anyone out there that wants to chat on Msn messenger? I need another CD to talk to.

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i found a friend of mine from elementary school on facebook. i messaged her, and apparently she's moving back to colorado in a few weeks for college. i looked at her profile again. she's a mormon. that doesn't bug me, but well... my being queer might bug her. so i felt obligated to tell her. dunno if this was the smart way to do it, but i can't (and wont) hide things like that. maybe i should have been the one to wait to tell her so she knew that queers aren't satan-spawn... i dunno. i can't stand the thought of purposefully hiding that, or anything.

ya know, i took another look at your profile. You're a mormon. I really don't care, and actually one of my favorite teachers is a mormon, and he cleared up some things for me about it. I'm actually pretty accepting. I read a few chapters of the book of mormon. I can say that i personally don't believe, but i would never hold someone's beliefs against them, so long as they understand their own beliefs and truly believe.

but i think i should tell you, because of your faith, that i might offend you by my very being.

i'm bisexual, and i'm transgendered.

i put that out there cause i don't hide anything. trying to hide that or change it only gives me pain, and takes away my will to live. the only time i've ever been able to accept god is when i accepted myself. as soon as i think that god hates me or that this is against god's wishes, i can no longer believe in god. understand that i know there's things in the bible that are said to be against my beliefs, but also know there are other ways to interpret those verses. i choose to believe that god doesn't make mistakes, and i am the way i am because god intended me to be this way.

if you don't believe that, and you can't accept me the way i am, that's ok. that's why i'm putting it out now. it's best that you have the option to turn away now, than have to fight about it later.

i'd hate to see you go. i really do try not to offend anyone, and i'm not one to shove things in anyone's face. i can do my best to not make a big deal out of anything, but it's probably going to come up.

just thought it was fair to let you know.
if you don't want to talk to me again, just let me know that that's what you've decided. i won't bother you.

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Hey everyone! I just wanted to let you know I have a new livejournal soundandvisi0n

Redmullet is no more, so feel free to add me at my new journal.

David Beck's myspace: http://www.myspace.com/oyouprettything
My myspace: http://www.myspace.com/savedbirock

Keep up the great work, thanks for keeping this community going!