a picture of a the girl that eric had on his number 2 on myspace for the longest time. his friend said he hit on her, but he denied it and says he acted that way with everyone and was just super friendly.
anyway, thats a picture of her, IN ERICS CAR. at 8 am in the morning.
she hangs out at his best guyfriends house, with the friends sister.
so i'm assuming both her and eric spent the night and had a morning excursion.
he listens to gwen stefani in his car. and the lyrics "crash into me real hard" are gwen stefani lyrics. and its a song that says , "come on baby do me fast in your car, crash into me real hard. "
I AM INFURIATED.
and erics comment, WHAT THE FUCK
"ummm hi. i like you there. a shame you aren't more often.. :) im me or something, harajukujo! i wanna hang out!"
this was a month or so ago.
he made that comment on march 6, the day we found out i might have cancer.
its been a 3 year relationship.
i feel like i need him so bad and this is so HARD.
he has since deleted her from his friends list, and hangs out with her less.
should i give him another chance? out of so many i've given him...
i know its wrong...but i've already told him i'd fuck him tomorrow...
EVEN AFTER YELLING AT HIM ABOUT THIS.
i know i shouldnt and my mind is telling me it needs to be over...but i dont know..