I have only lost 1lb since Saturday!! Whatever, BUT NO GAIN, RIGHT??? I teach alot of group exercises everday, so I will reach my 85-90lb goal! Yes, I will. Please tell me how you are doing... would love to hear from you. Hugs to you all.
Hi! I'm back to livejournal after a summer of outpatient treatment for bulimia. Needless to say, it totally didn't help =( I'm starting a new journal because I really don't want to be reminded of all my past failures. Just to give you a little info on me, I'm 20 years old and a junior in college. I've just gotten back to school, so I can start to do what I want to again as far as eating and exercise. My high weight was about 130 (at age 14 right before all this started), and my low weight was around 100 lbs (right before this summer started). I'm 5'3". I can't say enough how much I want to lose weight and keep it off without purging through vomiting! I've also been known to purge through excessive exercise and laxatives, and I'd like to eventually cut out the laxative abuse as well, but I am taking it one step at a time. My goal is to eat/drink around 500-800 cals a day and keep them down. And to exercise by running at least 5 miles or the equivilant daily. My goal weight is 95-100 lbs. I am currently about 114, after being fattened up by my parents all summer. Everyone is welcome to add me =) I'm just looking for support from people who will actually understand what I am going through, unlike most people you meet everyday.
anyone on tonight? i need someone to talk to... AIM annelulu4, or myspace me! myspace.com/imperfectangel6296
so i think im going to start the 2468 tomorrow (or today technically.) i've heard really good things about it. i also got the new smartburn pills with hoodia. has anyone tried them? anyway. hows everyone tonight? ♥
There was some garb about a tv show called, "Skins"...
It a british show that is basically the eqivalent to "Degrassi" (if anyone knows what that is). Its actually pretty good - considering - it has a girl who is anorexic on it (though if anyone has seen it can you devulge mewith information if the actress is actually even British - because he accent seems manufatured, like she'll slip out of it from time to time...I don't know maybe it is just me).
But you all should check it out.
If you don't live in the UK (which I don't) you can watch it on "YouTube"...just type in Skins E4 in the search engine at the top and it will pop up (the people who post it usually update with the next episode on Saturdays...
hey broken angel..i saw your message posted...and i really hope i can get some support and tips in the community!!
I need major help my family and friends watch me like a hawk...so its really hard to hide my eating disorder...to make thing quick and easy ....HELP.... I need tips and i need help to becoming a controlled anorexia!! My bestfirend went into my email...and deleted a really helpful email with heaps of tips and tactics to tricking your body into thinking its eating and would of made my life alot more easier if she had just kept that email...it was seven pages long...makes me so sad just to think how much it could have helped!!
Pleas guys im desperate i need major help if anybody has tips, tactics or anything anything at all to makeing my control to anorexia easier..please dont hesitate to email me...my emials firstname.lastname@example.org...I know most of you can relate how hard it is when your doing all this in secret!!I really need support...and open to anything..vice versa help or anything is offered to anyone who just needs some support dont hesitate to read my journal and post me what you think...i just started so i could help with some new friends...xx
someone talk to me so i don't binge...
ok so im a senior this year... my LAST YEAR
the thing that has been bothering me the most is that there is a junior girl (with the same name as me!!) who lost a TON of weight over the summer
i mean she is SO SKINNY. and she looks so good, im just so jealous
i feel like she is me but last year
i use to be pretty thin but never as thin as her. i've gained like 8 pounds since last school year. it sickens me... im just disgusted with myself.
i have to be skinny this year, skinnier than last year.
it makes me so sad to see that other girl.... im so jealous. i feel kind of creeped out because im so jealous though...
anyway, my lowest weight last school year was 111, and im 5'9"
what do you ladies think my long term goal weight should be?
keep in mind im tall!
my short term goal is to be 112 and long term is 105
stay strong girls!
we are back in school and gotta keep the weight OFF, and then some!