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Monday, March 10th, 2008
March 10th, 2008

his is a community for eating disordered ladies who also have a flare for fashion and an eye for style.
This community is for ed talk, fashion talk, depression & ocd related to appearance or your ed.

This community will bring together the fucked up fashionistas...
...because we're SO SINFULLY SWEET!


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Tuesday, March 4th, 2008
March 4th, 2008

 I have only lost 1lb since Saturday!! Whatever, BUT NO GAIN, RIGHT??? I teach alot of group exercises everday, so I will reach my 85-90lb goal! Yes, I will. Please tell me how you are doing... would love to hear from you. Hugs to you all.

Current Mood: calm
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Sunday, March 2nd, 2008
March 2nd, 2008

Hey Everyone

I am new to this community. I want to introduce myself.. I am a group fitness instructor, and I am married. I ahve a stepson that is 15!! My stats are:
CW: 111
GW:  85
HW:  165, (its true!!!!)
LW:   87
I am looking forward to getting to know you...

Current Mood: cheerful
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Saturday, September 15th, 2007
September 15th, 2007


I  was just wondering if anyone has tried any diet pills with ephedra. I recently ordered Lipodrene with Ephedra and was just curious if anyone had tried it.

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Tuesday, August 21st, 2007
August 21st, 2007

Hi! I'm back to livejournal after a summer of outpatient treatment for bulimia. Needless to say, it totally didn't help =( I'm starting a new journal because I really don't want to be reminded of all my past failures. Just to give you a little info on me, I'm 20 years old and a junior in college. I've just gotten back to school, so I can start to do what I want to again as far as eating and exercise. My high weight was about 130 (at age 14 right before all this started), and my low weight was around 100 lbs (right before this summer started). I'm 5'3". I can't say enough how much I want to lose weight and keep it off without purging through vomiting! I've also been known to purge through excessive exercise and laxatives, and I'd like to eventually cut out the laxative abuse as well, but I am taking it one step at a time. My goal is to eat/drink around 500-800 cals a day and keep them down. And to exercise by running at least 5 miles or the equivilant daily. My goal weight is 95-100 lbs. I am currently about 114, after being fattened up by my parents all summer. Everyone is welcome to add me =) I'm just looking for support from people who will actually understand what I am going through, unlike most people you meet everyday.
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Tuesday, July 31st, 2007
July 31st, 2007

anyone on tonight? i need someone to talk to... AIM annelulu4, or myspace me! myspace.com/imperfectangel6296

so i think im going to start the 2468 tomorrow (or today technically.) i've heard really good things about it. i also got the new smartburn pills with hoodia. has anyone tried them? anyway. hows everyone tonight? &hearts;
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Sunday, February 11th, 2007
February 11th, 2007

Just To Let You Know...
There was some garb about a tv show called, "Skins"...
It a british show that is basically the eqivalent to "Degrassi" (if anyone knows what that is). Its actually pretty good - considering - it has a girl who is anorexic on it (though if anyone has seen it can you devulge mewith information if the actress is actually even British - because he accent seems manufatured, like she'll slip out of it from time to time...I don't know maybe it is just me).

But you all should check it out.
If you don't live in the UK (which I don't) you can watch it on "YouTube"...just type in Skins E4 in the search engine at the top and it will pop up (the people who post it usually update with the next episode on Saturdays...
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Wednesday, January 24th, 2007
January 24th, 2007

hey broken angel..i saw your message posted...and i really hope i can get some support and tips in the community!!
I need major help my family and friends watch me like a hawk...so its really hard to hide my eating disorder...to make thing quick and easy ....HELP.... I need tips and i need help to becoming a controlled anorexia!! My bestfirend went into my email...and deleted a really helpful email with heaps of tips and tactics to tricking your body into thinking its eating and would of made my life alot more easier if she had just kept that email...it was seven pages long...makes me so sad just to think how much it could have helped!!

Pleas guys im desperate i need major help if anybody has tips, tactics or anything anything at all to makeing my control to anorexia easier..please dont hesitate to email me...my emials nesian_queen1@hotmail.com...I know most of you can relate how hard it is when your doing all this in secret!!I really need support...and open to anything..vice versa help or anything is offered to anyone who just needs some support dont hesitate to read my journal and post me what you think...i just started so i could help with some new friends...xx

Current Mood: anxious
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Thursday, September 21st, 2006
September 21st, 2006


someone talk to me so i don't binge...

AIM xfaithlkachldx

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Wednesday, August 30th, 2006
August 30th, 2006

ok so im a senior this year... my LAST YEAR
the thing that has been bothering me the most is that there is a junior girl (with the same name as me!!) who lost a TON of weight over the summer
i mean she is SO SKINNY. and she looks so good, im just so jealous

i feel like she is me but last year
i use to be pretty thin but never as thin as her. i've gained like 8 pounds since last school year. it sickens me... im just disgusted with myself.

i have to be skinny this year, skinnier than last year.

it makes me so sad to see that other girl.... im so jealous. i feel kind of creeped out because im so jealous though...

anyway, my lowest weight last school year was 111, and im 5'9"
what do you ladies think my long term goal weight should be?
keep in mind im tall!

my short term goal is to be 112 and long term is 105

stay strong girls!
we are back in school and gotta keep the weight OFF, and then some!
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Thursday, August 24th, 2006
August 24th, 2006

I hate it (posted in teenana brokenangels and my journal)
Last night I had this dream where I woke up like normal and went in the bathroom to weigh myself (also totally normal, so this dream seemed so real) and so I stepped on the scale and I stood on it wrong and it said 399.4 lbs! So I tried again and it said 157, and I kept trying and kept failing to find my weight, so then I got scared that I really did gain a ton of weight OVERNIGHT. I mean what the hell I was so freaked out I thought I was going to die. Has that happened to anyone?
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Friday, July 14th, 2006
July 14th, 2006


Does any one know if Thermardol is vegetarian-i live in the UK i'm off on holiday soon and need drastic loss + energy ASAP.

Much love for anyone who gives me the answer xxxxxxxxxxxx

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Wednesday, July 12th, 2006
July 12th, 2006

stomache rupture
Im bulimic, its been 4 years since my first purge. I usually binge to the point where I cant fit anything more in and purge and sometimes binge like this witout purging. Today after a binge I had the strangest sensation- one moment my stomache was really full and the next it was emptier and my lower part suddenly expanded. There was no pain involved, just the sensation of something slushing about inside. Im really scared it might be a stomache rupture. Ive read about it on the internet a bit and I know that binges cause stomache tissue to die and Im scared that maybe it didnt hurt because it was along the part of the dead tissue in my stomache. The rupture might be small thats why I just feel a small burning. I dont know, maybe Im being paranoid but Im shaking with nerves. Please tell me what the symptoms of a rupture are and how long it takes for them to develop, how severe are they and stuff like that. Im sick with panic.

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Wednesday, June 28th, 2006
June 28th, 2006

starting a 7 day liquid fast on the 1st. Anyone want to join?
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Thursday, June 22nd, 2006
June 22nd, 2006

What do ladies think about Katherine Mcphee and her bulimia?
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Wednesday, May 10th, 2006
May 10th, 2006

On hour 23 of my fast doing pretty well. I am going for 48 hours and then keeping calorie intake very low for a few days and then next week i will do another fast. I have to babysit tonight so i just told my mom i would be eating with the kids so i could get out of dinner. I am feeling a bit more in control. Hope you ladies are doing well

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Saturday, April 15th, 2006
April 15th, 2006

I went to the gym today for ym six week re-test. They took measurments and what not and i lost 5.5% body fat. I am satisfied with that but I will push harder for the next six weeks.

hope you ladies are doing fine

justine rebecca

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Monday, April 3rd, 2006
April 3rd, 2006

ok hey girls/guys
i was gone for a week visiting my mom so i couldn't respond to anyone's comments/emails bout the community issues survey/quiz thing

if you'd like to fill it out here you can be anonymous or you can email it here:


remember... this is for anyone with ANY type of E.D., whether self-diagnosed or not
you can answer simply yes/no or whatever you want but please be honest
alright, enough rules already!

ana/mia survey/interviewCollapse )

thanks so much to anyone who replies to this! as it greatly helps my project and research

Current Mood: awake
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April 3rd, 2006

does anyone know anything about hydroxy cut? i bought some today and i want the best results. any other diet pills that you may recommend?
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Friday, March 24th, 2006
March 24th, 2006

If this is not allowed ; let me know & I'll delete this entry right away! Love, xx Susie

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