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Self-Injury: You are NOT the only one.

Thursday, March 1, 2007 is SI Awareness Day.

"We are male and female. We are artists, athletes, students, and business owners. We have depression, DID, PTSD, eating disorders, borderline personalities, bipolar disorder, or maybe no diagnosis at all. Some of us were abused, some were not. We are straight, bi, and gay. We come from all walks of life and can be any age. We are every single race or religion that you can possibly think of. Our common link is this: We are in pain. We self-injure. And we are not freaks."



Plain Orange - Active self injurer
Orange & White - Recovered/Trying to stop self injurer
Yellow & Orange - Suicidal & self injurer

Blue and Red - Depression/Mental Illness and Eating Disorders

Plain Red - Anorexia
Red & Orange - Ana & SI
Red, Orange, White - Recovered
Plain Purple: Bulimia
Purple & Orange - Mia & SI
Purple, Orange, White - Recovered
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Well well well. Here I am. Forgotten. I'm meant to post my app and I shall do that, but first of all... here is my first one.

THE APPLICATION
*-THE BASICS-*
Name: Rebecca
Age: 16
Sex: Female
Location: The Netherlands

*-GETTING A LITTLE DEEPER-*
Fav Bands/singers: Nirvana, Incubus, System of a Down, Rammstein, The Arcade Fire
Fav. movies: Sin City, From Hell, Detroit Rock City
Fav. Shows: I don't really watch that much TV but I'd say Sex and the City and Jack Ass :D
Past-times: Sports, Music and Art
5 adjectives to describe you: And I still haven't learned this one, but I have changed so I'll say, capricious, metamorphic, independant, stubborn and original [or so I'd like to think]
Biggest regret? That list is definitely growing at too fast a pace. I'll leave that for later :D
Greatest moment you've had thus far: holding my best friend and [now] girlfriend in my arms as she slept.
Have you ever used SI? If so: what/where/how long? Yes I have, cutting, burning, bruising and general hurting of my arms, legs and stomach. Since two and a bit years ago now... and though my other app said I was recovering, I never quite got there.
What was your alternative to it? Well I try to write poetry and draw and sing... attempted creativity.
Why do you want to join the community? Because I was a member before... and its super cool and it's mod is superer cooler and she said I was her favourite person :P

*-IT'S TIME TO BE A LITTLE RANDOM-*
Tell us a joke: Two blondes walk into a building, youd think one of them would have seen it. heh. Blonde jokes aren't all that original howabout... Why wasn't christ born in Australia?... Because where would you find three wise men and a virgin... heh. That's even worse isn't it. I should stop. :D
Do a random google image search, then post the image



Alphabetti Spaghetti =D

*-IT'S YOUR LAST CHANCE...
Post two or more pictures of yourself:









Very Important to me, Are my shoes.






heh. Don't I just pull the greatest faces :P

Promote in at least one place and leave the link:
Amicitiae
Now, leave us with a thought, comment, greeting, whatever.



And a dancing Banana

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Oh guys :( I've been strategically ignoring all my communities and this is one of them :( Which is so sad becuase it really is awesome as I've said before... I'm seriously a horrible person I'm so so sorry :( Well anyway the other point of my post... is to ask if I could be added on my other username...

Don't feel neglected I swear to god I'm making it up to you a thousand times over :) How could I not?? Well I shall update with a slightly more informative post later :P Loving you...

~~ Becca
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THE APPLICATION
*-THE BASICS-*
Name: Bernard
Age: 18
Sex: Male
Location: Florida

*-GETTING A LITTLE DEEPER-*
Fav Bands/singers: Survivor
Fav. movies: Rocky 2
Fav. Shows: Steve Harvey Show
Past-times: Being loveless
5 adjectives to describe you: Insecure, Miserable, Depressed, Clingy, and low self esteem

Biggest regret? Falling in love
Greatest moment you've had thus far: When my GF first told me she loved me.
Have you ever used SI? If so: I have no idea what that means... if it's about cutting, I've cut in practically every place imaginable.

What was your alternative to it? ????
Why do you want to join the community? Because it's cool

*-IT'S TIME TO BE A LITTLE RANDOM-*

...life is a little tea cup...

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THE APPLICATION
*-THE BASICS-*
Name:kris
Age:15
Sex:f
Location: p. hill

*-GETTING A LITTLE DEEPER-*
Fav Bands/singers:mcr, the used
Fav. movies:charlie and the choclate factory
Fav. Shows:nip/nuck
Past-times:sneeking out
5 adjectives to describe you:full of energy, never giving up, freedomless, lovable, depressed
Biggest regret? never trying harded to have more fun
Greatest moment you've had thus far:losing 45 pounds
Have you ever used SI? If so: what/where/how long?yes, cutting with razors,wrist legs every where, 5 years
What was your alternative to it?nothing that i want to talk about
Why do you want to join the community?becaz i need/give support

*-IT'S TIME TO BE A LITTLE RANDOM-*
Tell us a joke:knock knock whose there? my face OMFG RUNNNN ITS UGLY lol jp
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*-IT'S YOUR LAST CHANCE...
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http://www.livejournal.com/users/newer_me_40/14937.html?view=26201#t26201
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Mwuahaha.....

Since none of my friends are part of this-I can say what I need to say.



I scared myself tonight. I cut, but usually I cut on my upper thigh, so no one will see it. Well, I did this one close to my knee, and my my did it bleed a lot. I got scared-real scared, and I at one point was arguing with myself about cutting my wrists. I've always wanted to do it, just to see how much it would take, how much it would take to just, open up that bloated vein enough to let the blood run out. And it's too easy. Too simple. Too close. Too little.



I scared myself. And I can't go to talk to someone-because then they'll think it's for attention. People say to talk to someone-and then I get bitched at, "Oh, you bitch, you did that for fucking attention" and I don't understand how it's any fucking differnet from fucking ALbert, I was hurting, and I talked, but no one said you're doin it for attention, they said I am so sorry, please, you can talk to me. And then I did about this shit........and what? To what avail?


I get ridiculed. I get kicked in the face. I get turned away faces, I get people who glance over. I get people who say, "it doesn't fucking matter, quit it, becuause it's for attention'.

See my dilema? Go to talk to someone, it's for attention. Don't do it......then you get like tonight.






You get scared.
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*FALLS OVER*

OKay! guys I have a new mission for you!!

GO OUT AND PROMOTE!!!! This place is like.. DEAD.
I want more people.
Kels camping right now.. but when she gets home I'm gonna talk to her about having like.. themes or something.. just to keep this place active. I don't want it to die, I know that everyone here can always use some place like this.


Lauri
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I hate this....

I can't explain this right, but I'll try....




Someone once told me I did it for attention. I never thought I did any of it for attention. But then how come now, every time I think of it, I think, 'oh, well, it's for attention, huh?' but I don't think it's for attention, any of it. But what if it is?



I can't answer myself. I can attempt to justify it-but justify what? What that person said? Whom I don't even know?



How come even strangers have power over me? How come because a total stranger said it was this way you all of a sudden think it is this way, when you never thought it was before?


Granted, the first cause was for attention-I needed attention because I wasn't getting any from my parents, and then I did get it, and then I was fucked over. Then it was over.....right?
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