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11:34am 01/03/2007
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Self-Injury: You are NOT the only one.

Thursday, March 1, 2007 is SI Awareness Day.

"We are male and female. We are artists, athletes, students, and business owners. We have depression, DID, PTSD, eating disorders, borderline personalities, bipolar disorder, or maybe no diagnosis at all. Some of us were abused, some were not. We are straight, bi, and gay. We come from all walks of life and can be any age. We are every single race or religion that you can possibly think of. Our common link is this: We are in pain. We self-injure. And we are not freaks."

Plain Orange - Active self injurer
Orange & White - Recovered/Trying to stop self injurer
Yellow & Orange - Suicidal & self injurer

Blue and Red - Depression/Mental Illness and Eating Disorders

Plain Red - Anorexia
Red & Orange - Ana & SI
Red, Orange, White - Recovered
Plain Purple: Bulimia
Purple & Orange - Mia & SI
Purple, Orange, White - Recovered

(tell me your truths)

02:08pm 10/01/2006
  Okay.. so we've got an application... annnd no one has voted..

go vote Here

Thanks guys!

(2 broken wishes |tell me your truths)

11:29am 24/12/2005
  Well well well. Here I am. Forgotten. I'm meant to post my app and I shall do that, but first of all... here is my first one.

Name: Rebecca
Age: 16
Sex: Female
Location: The Netherlands

Fav Bands/singers: Nirvana, Incubus, System of a Down, Rammstein, The Arcade Fire
Fav. movies: Sin City, From Hell, Detroit Rock City
Fav. Shows: I don't really watch that much TV but I'd say Sex and the City and Jack Ass :D
Past-times: Sports, Music and Art
5 adjectives to describe you: And I still haven't learned this one, but I have changed so I'll say, capricious, metamorphic, independant, stubborn and original [or so I'd like to think]
Biggest regret? That list is definitely growing at too fast a pace. I'll leave that for later :D
Greatest moment you've had thus far: holding my best friend and [now] girlfriend in my arms as she slept.
Have you ever used SI? If so: what/where/how long? Yes I have, cutting, burning, bruising and general hurting of my arms, legs and stomach. Since two and a bit years ago now... and though my other app said I was recovering, I never quite got there.
What was your alternative to it? Well I try to write poetry and draw and sing... attempted creativity.
Why do you want to join the community? Because I was a member before... and its super cool and it's mod is superer cooler and she said I was her favourite person :P

Tell us a joke: Two blondes walk into a building, youd think one of them would have seen it. heh. Blonde jokes aren't all that original howabout... Why wasn't christ born in Australia?... Because where would you find three wise men and a virgin... heh. That's even worse isn't it. I should stop. :D
Do a random google image search, then post the image

Alphabetti Spaghetti =D

Post two or more pictures of yourself:

Very Important to me, Are my shoes.

heh. Don't I just pull the greatest faces :P

Promote in at least one place and leave the link:
Now, leave us with a thought, comment, greeting, whatever.

And a dancing Banana


(2 broken wishes |tell me your truths)

08:36am 06/11/2005
  Oh guys :( I've been strategically ignoring all my communities and this is one of them :( Which is so sad becuase it really is awesome as I've said before... I'm seriously a horrible person I'm so so sorry :( Well anyway the other point of my post... is to ask if I could be added on my other username...

Don't feel neglected I swear to god I'm making it up to you a thousand times over :) How could I not?? Well I shall update with a slightly more informative post later :P Loving you...

~~ Becca

(2 broken wishes |tell me your truths)

05:33pm 09/10/2005
Name: Bernard
Age: 18
Sex: Male
Location: Florida

Fav Bands/singers: Survivor
Fav. movies: Rocky 2
Fav. Shows: Steve Harvey Show
Past-times: Being loveless
5 adjectives to describe you: Insecure, Miserable, Depressed, Clingy, and low self esteem

Biggest regret? Falling in love
Greatest moment you've had thus far: When my GF first told me she loved me.
Have you ever used SI? If so: I have no idea what that means... if it's about cutting, I've cut in practically every place imaginable.

What was your alternative to it? ????
Why do you want to join the community? Because it's cool


...life is a little tea cup...

(9 broken wishes |tell me your truths)

03:25pm 20/09/2005
Location: p. hill

Fav Bands/singers:mcr, the used
Fav. movies:charlie and the choclate factory
Fav. Shows:nip/nuck
Past-times:sneeking out
5 adjectives to describe you:full of energy, never giving up, freedomless, lovable, depressed
Biggest regret? never trying harded to have more fun
Greatest moment you've had thus far:losing 45 pounds
Have you ever used SI? If so: what/where/how long?yes, cutting with razors,wrist legs every where, 5 years
What was your alternative to it?nothing that i want to talk about
Why do you want to join the community?becaz i need/give support

Tell us a joke:knock knock whose there? my face OMFG RUNNNN ITS UGLY lol jp
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(2 broken wishes |tell me your truths)

09:38pm 07/09/2005
mood: depressed
Since none of my friends are part of this-I can say what I need to say.

I scared myself tonight. I cut, but usually I cut on my upper thigh, so no one will see it. Well, I did this one close to my knee, and my my did it bleed a lot. I got scared-real scared, and I at one point was arguing with myself about cutting my wrists. I've always wanted to do it, just to see how much it would take, how much it would take to just, open up that bloated vein enough to let the blood run out. And it's too easy. Too simple. Too close. Too little.

I scared myself. And I can't go to talk to someone-because then they'll think it's for attention. People say to talk to someone-and then I get bitched at, "Oh, you bitch, you did that for fucking attention" and I don't understand how it's any fucking differnet from fucking ALbert, I was hurting, and I talked, but no one said you're doin it for attention, they said I am so sorry, please, you can talk to me. And then I did about this shit........and what? To what avail?

I get ridiculed. I get kicked in the face. I get turned away faces, I get people who glance over. I get people who say, "it doesn't fucking matter, quit it, becuause it's for attention'.

See my dilema? Go to talk to someone, it's for attention. Don't do it......then you get like tonight.

You get scared.

(tell me your truths)

09:17pm 16/08/2005
mood: disappointed
OKay! guys I have a new mission for you!!

GO OUT AND PROMOTE!!!! This place is like.. DEAD.
I want more people.
Kels camping right now.. but when she gets home I'm gonna talk to her about having like.. themes or something.. just to keep this place active. I don't want it to die, I know that everyone here can always use some place like this.


(1 broken wish |tell me your truths)

I hate this.... 
12:46am 10/08/2005
mood: aggravated
I can't explain this right, but I'll try....

Someone once told me I did it for attention. I never thought I did any of it for attention. But then how come now, every time I think of it, I think, 'oh, well, it's for attention, huh?' but I don't think it's for attention, any of it. But what if it is?

I can't answer myself. I can attempt to justify it-but justify what? What that person said? Whom I don't even know?

How come even strangers have power over me? How come because a total stranger said it was this way you all of a sudden think it is this way, when you never thought it was before?

Granted, the first cause was for attention-I needed attention because I wasn't getting any from my parents, and then I did get it, and then I was fucked over. Then it was over.....right?

(1 broken wish |tell me your truths)

12:16am 07/08/2005
  okay, so I made this random comm. with my other friend...


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(tell me your truths)

12:06am 30/07/2005
mood: tired
OKAY GUYS!! Going away again this weekend, because.. I rock like that? or we can pretend. lol.

So yeah, I'll be back by sunday night, which is when I will.. again do the last few auto accepts, allow anyone new who wants to join the comm. the capability to post an app, and comment on any entries. Remember guys, we're here for you to bitch cry yell etc, yah know.. the whole deal... go ahead and use it okay?

Also:: I'd appreciate it if you guys keep promoting? More people would sort of bring this together more, so.. if you get the chance, all the codes are in the info!

I love you guys! stand strong. I'll be back on sunday. :O)


(tell me your truths)

I just feel...... 
01:03pm 28/07/2005
mood: sad
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(1 broken wish |tell me your truths)

07:29pm 23/07/2005
mood: depressed
I was having such a lovely night last night, and then a lovely day today, and then I get into the car, and find out that all my plans have suddenly been switched on me, and it's going down hill. Grrr.

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(2 broken wishes |tell me your truths)

11:07pm 23/07/2005
mood: groggy
Location: Australia, melbourne

Fav Bands/singers:sonarta arctica,linken park,evenessenace,westlife, big band,cruners
Fav. movies:But shes too young
Fav. Shows:cooking ones
Past-times:karate, work seeing my better half (boyfriend)
5 adjectives to describe you:..cant think of any
Biggest regret?: Alowing myself to be hurt by a boyfriend for 2 years.
Greatest moment you've had thus far:being able to realsise that things happen cus thats how they're ment to happen.
Have you ever used SI? If so: what/where/how long? yes, i cut for over a year, and undoubtably i will again. it was on my arms/wrists/legs
What was your alternative to it?not eating as much as i should/getting rather aggarive
Why do you want to join the community? well i have days where i'll be pissed off at the world n well...i just want a place to let it out and have people understand & try n helpwith it. :)

Tell us a joke: There was this guy busted speeding and the offcicer who was booking him asked why he was speeding and to this the guy re-plied "well i have my wife in the boot, a shot gun on the back seat and this car is stolen" and the officer called for back up, when it arrived the sargent went through the car only to find nothing. the sargent asked why he was pulled over to this the man said "any best the lying bastard said i was speeding too"

Do a random google image search, then post the image

Post two or more pictures of yourself
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Promote in at least one place and leave the link:

Now, leave us with a thought, comment, greeting, whatever.
Hi I'm Dani...and im a human. well i was when i woke up so if things have changed please tell me... ^_-

(1 broken wish |tell me your truths)

10:32pm 22/07/2005
mood: bouncy
Hey guys, I'm goin away for the next two days, so any app's will have to wait until I get back to be accepted, there are still 6 auto-accepts left, so KEEP PROMOTING!

If you've already been accepted, go ahead and keep posting, I'll comment on stuff said once I get back home.

Stand Strong guys!


(tell me your truths)

12:48pm 22/07/2005
mood: tired
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(1 broken wish |tell me your truths)

Its Me!! Im New!! 
01:20pm 18/07/2005
mood: random
me me me me ME me me me me and oh yeah.... MECollapse )

(5 broken wishes |tell me your truths)

02:39am 18/07/2005
  Welcome to the community! Thanks for showing interest in it, it means the world to me. :O)

Just fill out the application and remember to make all entries friends only!
The first ten are auto accepted, but please still fill out the apps!

Thank you guys again.


(4 broken wishes |tell me your truths)