She's so high. (shmannah) wrote in _bloody_sorrow_,
She's so high.

I miss cutting.

I miss it so badly.

But I just can't hurt him like that.

I just really want to bleed.
I want to watch it flow out of me, like I'm draining myself of all these flaws.
It's like maybe if I need that enough, I won't need him so badly.
I'm such a needy little bitch.
I really hate myself today.

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