July 1st, 2006

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I cut so what.. people tell me that im crazy and ask me how i can do it.. Well its a little thing that i call Psychoticness. I do it because of all the bull shit that happened to me over the years.. im not really good at expressing my feelings and yeah they just get bottled up inside.. I could never commit suicide.. it would kill my mother.. Yesterday I cut. I let the blood drip into the shower and just drip i didnt even bother to stop it. I tried to OD last night but it never happened. Note to self.. choose stronger medication.