January 17th, 2006

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ive had an extremely confusing day. i cried so much over something so stupid. the guy i love got drunk in school and he was so out of it, he kept falling and everyone laughed at him. i couldnt help it, its like i was crying for him. i dont know why i like him if he does drugs and drinks at such a young age. but i do and i dont know how to stop. any advice you have for me, id gladly appreciate.