2 Days with no purging!!That makes me happy. I applied for a job at this little clothing store where I live. Its so cute and they have great things. Nothing makes me want to be thinner than trying on clothes, so if I get the job it will be inspiration not to b/p. Theres not much else (thats what summer does I suppose).
I feel as though I have my swing back, I actually did not b/p today. My goal was 600 calz or less and I had 520. I am so excited. There is something about that number that just makes me happy. Plus I think I am out of the b/p cycle. Arg I hate purging. But I cann't not do it when I binge. Take care!!
I haven't been here in forever! I was wondering if anyone would like to fast with me? I will probably go for 4 days (starting today at midnight). I love fasting, I'm a strange bird but what can I say. Anyhoo take care....
"have you been throwing up"
"the toilet's dirty"
"i haven't thrown up in fucking a week"
"you're sick. if you're gonna puke, clean it up"
thank you mother, for making this bad day so much better.
first time I purge in a lot of time. I feel disgusting, plus it has been ridiculus cos I just had a bit of pineapple... Im such and idiot
Location: Barcelona, Spain
Height: 169 cm
HW: 82 kg
CW: 71 kg
LW: 48 kg
LW BMI: 16.8
ED type: ED-NOS
Have you ever been diagnosed?(no i do not mean by your self or your friend): yes
Would you prefer to look like a skeleton or a model?: in between those two
If capable of remembering, when do you believe the actual actions of your eating disorder started?(ie purging, fasting,binging etc): as far as I can remember, when I was 9 or before...
Pictures: dont have any
Anything else?: not now really, just hi to everyone
i don't have the time
i dont even care
This community isn't what i wanted it to be, so