July 15th, 2010

(no subject)

I wish I could still feel the way I did about the world as when I was a teen: where everything felt sacred and new, and every simple step on the pavement brought me ever closer to an unexplored and splendid destination. I wish I felt curious, significant, and free. I wish I was romantic.

I wish I didn't have all sorts of unnecessary habits and addictions. I wish I didn't care about my appearence. I wish I took better care of myself and followed my own advice.

I wish for a renewed hope, a bold direction, and inner peace.