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Intro [July 16, 2019 @ 12:06am]
Height: 5'3.75"

Current Weight: 110

Highest Weight: 115?

Lowest Weight: 110

Short Term Goal Weight: 108

Long Term Goal Weight: 106

Diagnosis(or what you feel you are): anorexic, probably, but binging and exercising seems tempting a lot lol

Current "Diet": eating as little as I can considering I have very little self control
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Alpha Nu Alpha Eating Disorder Sorority [December 04, 2016 @ 1:06am]

[ mood | hapy ]

I have just started a livejournal sorority called Alpha Nu Alpha for all of those with eating Disorders. Please search Alpha Nu Alpha or email me at anorexicjunkie@kittymail.com All 18 and up are welcome!!!

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Calling All Friends [June 26, 2016 @ 11:37am]

[ mood | amused ]

I just started this journal and I'm looking for like-minded individuals for mutual support. I'm 19, female, and I struggle with BED. In the past, I have experienced bulimic and anorexic tendencies. I'm friendly, open, and you can add me, if you wish, and I'll add you back.

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I have been gone a while [May 24, 2016 @ 7:42am]

UPDATE: I ordered some diet pills today, I can't wait for them to get here.

I've moved from FL to WA and my wife is now in-in the military. She even is done training for her job this week - I think today actually.

I got a great job here in WA at a local Spencers in the mall. I love it tons. The hours are awesome (as they are super minimal so I don't have to go out often but just enough).

I was doing well prior to my wife being out of bootcamp/tech school. And so was my wife actually. We were both so great looking. Then we moved up here- the move has been so stressful. Adjusting. We've been able to eat and I am able to cook (which was/is something I love[d] to do). But now I'm hating myself for it. I cook too much fatty foods. I cook too much crap. And my wife is now here to watch my intake every night and she's back on this habit of insisting she knows how much I'm supposed to eat (which is oh-so annoying) and now my thighs are big sand filled balloon sacks of fat and disgusting crap...

I don't know what happened, when I gave up or gave in or why I did what I did- giving in to food and eating and not caring. I don't know why I stopped working out- we tossed out all the old sauna suits when we moved and now I can't sweat. The weather up here is wonderful but not as good for breaking a sweat. I'm alone and in this house I feel like there's all this food- weed is legal which is both good and bad... I can smoke but I get so hungry and I indulge again and again and again and I think I'm just that much closer to being back at the weight I once was. I can't see my ribs anymore.

I hate myself again. More than before.

Going to buckle down and get back on the train to skinny. I just hope I'm not too late...
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Was About To Pass Out [June 18, 2015 @ 2:17pm]

So I had a piece of chao cheese (it's a vegan cheese). I think it's like 90 calories. My system is basically clear. Nothing coming out of the back end and every time I piss it's clear. Lots of water. I ate some lemon from inside of my water. It was sweet and tart and I sprinkled some lime salt over it. It helped me get it down. Hopefully if I can retain a little water weight, and then tomorrow if I don't eat or drink and just work out it'll all just slip off of me. I know on Saturday we are going to eat a lot. And drink probably. So I'm trying to plan for the week ahead thereafter. I'm thinking Monday I'll start another diet. I won't have anything coming up therein except for July 4th which I want to wear short shorts and a bikini top and bottom for - but who knows. I'll probably never fit a bikini. I've been doing this for fucking years. And I still never get further along. I'm so fucking pathetic. I just have to stop eating. I have to stop. I'm so fucking useless. I can't even do that...
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New Here... [June 16, 2015 @ 4:36pm]

Height: 5'3 (5'4 on a good day)

Current Weight: 145 (This Morning.)

Highest Weight: 205 (Sick.)

Lowest Weight: 115 (I must have been like, 13 though.)

Short Term Goal Weight: 135 (Before November)

Long Term Goal Weight: 100 (After November)

Diagnosis(or what you feel you are): Ana is my bff.

Current "Diet": Kinda made up my own, 12 days, Mostly fasting, calorie restrictions in the 200-500 range, always burn more calories than you intake- on fasting days burning a minimum of 200 calories is required.


Breakfast: Black Tea w/lemon, lemon water, black coffee (minimum 2 sugars allowed- doesn't count toward calorie unless you want it to.) or water...

Lunch: Nada.

Dinner: If someone is watching (my wife generally is) light fruit cup (natural fruit, nothing canned or with syrup or salt or sugar - generally mango, coconut, papaya, pineapple, grapefruit..) I say that I ate a ton during the day. Otherwise she forces me to eat more.

Snack(if needed): Gum, peppermint (freaking 20 calories per every 3 pieces) or water...
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hello [May 02, 2015 @ 1:11pm]

[ mood | bored ]

i'm streetlights. i've always had trouble eating. i've had selective eating disorder since i was 6, then developed anorexia nervosa at 15. i'm weight-restored, but am finding it very difficult to eat at the moment.

i've lost 4lbs this week, and am a bit worried that i might reach the point at which i can't eat for aversion to food, but at this point i'm not overly concerned. i could do with losing weight - my restored weight was 44.2kg and i'm 50.2.

i lost 4lbs this week, and hope to keep losing. to avoid becoming too weak - i'm very weak as it is - i plan to go to the gym (i have a membership at a public gym) and practise strength training. i'll have to stick to the resistance machines, as i have epilepsy and i'm afraid to have a seizure and drop free weights on myself. i hope i can still build up strength.

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Newbie [April 14, 2015 @ 10:15pm]

So me and Ana have been friends a while, but I'm new to this... so I'll start with my stats;

Age: 22
Height: 5"6
CW: 99lbs

If anyone is interested in an Ana buddy I'd be more than happy!


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[January 20, 2015 @ 4:57pm]


Is this community dead? I just got on lj for some inspiration but all these dead communities are depressing.

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[March 09, 2014 @ 10:18pm]

today i ate a celery stick, half a tablespoon of ranch dressing, and half a cup of cajun boiled peanuts. allen got mad at me. he said i was bothering him. i think it because i am not thin enough. if i was, how could i possibly bother him? thin is everything. acceptance, beauty, perfection. thin is all. i have to work harder. i have lost 12 pounds in nine days, but I have to at least maintain my current rate. hopefully i can speed it up.

current weight:163
goal weight: 125
ultimate goal weight 100
i am 5'5"
and i am sure once i get 100, i will still feel too big. i wish i could reach a happy place, but i don't think it will ever happen.
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Newbie [February 20, 2014 @ 10:35pm]

Hey ya'll! I'm also new to this community. Hope it's a good one!
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New Member [October 19, 2013 @ 4:03pm]

Hi, I'm K. I'm almost 18 and have been struggling with eating disorders for about 5 years. I had a baby when I was 16 and put her up for adoption. I'm new on LiveJournal, too. I mostly used Xanga, but it's new version messed everything up...

Current Weight: 97 lbs

Highest Weight: 155 lbs

Lowest Weight: 97 lbs

Short Term Goal Weight: 95 lbs

Long Term Goal Weight: I don't have one.

Diagnosis: Anorexia

Current "Diet": 500 cals a day, no more than 800, but it's not working out very well. I need more motivation.
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[October 18, 2013 @ 1:21am]

looking for friends who think like me. my eating disorder is the love of my life. I am 24, almost 25, but I feel like I am only 14. I get along better with the younger crowd, so please ignore my age. we can learn from each other. i have public thinspo posts (well, one now, more to come), but my entries are FO. Feel free to add me and I'll add back if you just say you're from here.

Current Weight: havent weighed in awhile (recovery. currently in relapse) but between 150-160

Highest Weight: 250

Lowest Weight: 143

Short Term Goal Weight: 140

Long Term Goal Weight: 113

Diagnosis(or what you feel you are): I was diagnosed as EDNOS at age 20 and with Bulimia Nervosa at age 21

Current "Diet": as little as possible. im going back to writing it down daily in my journal and trying to predict what i should eat the following day.
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whatup [July 31, 2013 @ 2:07pm]


abortionswag here, I'm new to this community. It doesn't seem to be active anymore but I thought I'd post an intro anyway.

I'm a binge-eater turned fat pig who's now trying to reclaim control over her life and I'm looking for ana friends so if you're like minded feel free to add me!

P.S. Is the layout being weird for anyone else?
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thinspiration [July 29, 2013 @ 10:29pm]

Thinspiration on my page. Check it out! <3
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[July 22, 2013 @ 11:43pm]

Hi... I don't know if anyone remembers me... I was here a few years ago. Anyway, I had "recovered" and I guess I'm relapsing? So I'm back. Strange how this feels like home.
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Intro Post [June 26, 2013 @ 12:11am]

I'm trying to keep this community alive. My name is Rebecca and I live in Orange County, CA. I used to weight 125 six months ago, now I weight 105. I'm 5 2'. I will post before and after pics tomorrow when I get to a computer. Wish you all the best goodnight!
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[June 09, 2013 @ 10:38pm]

Omg it has been years since I have posted or even logged on here... But just a little update cause my name is Missy and I used to be awesome and skinny but I've gained so much weight I don't know what happened to me but I'm back and I need some serious help! I am bulimic and I also consider myself to have binge eating disorder cause about 5-10% of my binges I don't purge.
My stats are
cw 195
lw 112
gw1 175
gw2 155

i really have no idea how I let it get this bad bit I gain almost 80 pounds in 2 years
i would love anyone's support on how to lose weight and how to control my binging!
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Support Needed. [April 30, 2013 @ 8:51am]

Hi guys.

Pretty similar thing to a few of you recently.  Came on to see my old thinspo communities and they've practically been abandoned.

So, about me: At the moment I'm 196 lbs.  I was 224 lbs at my highest and 161 lbs at my lowest.  I would do anything to get back to 161 lbs.  And to get below it would be amazing.  I've always been larger than I should be and I've always hated my body.  Constantly fighting food.  Like some sort of addiction.

If anyone is in a similar situation reading this, I would really appreciate a contact through all this.  These sites helped me so much and now they've gone.

I don't wanna fail :(
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