theres a fucked up story for anyone who cares to read. her cousin, ashley, posted a bulletin on myspace and i thought for sure it was a different sade, but i guess not. i went to school with her at murphy and saw her occasionally around town, at the tanning salon, at marie callenders, at the outlets. i think the last time i saw her was in may when she came in to tan with her grandpa, she was so funny joking around with him saying he was jealous because she gets more guys than him. she was a funny girl and super cute too. its so wierd how when you see someone, you never think that will be the last time you see them.
that being said, i have made a decision on what my next tattoo will be. im gonna put my feet on hold and get the outline of the sublime sun with the tears in its eyes above waves with "remember everything" underneath or maybe in the water. not only as a tribute to bradley, but as a reminder to myself to, well, remember everything. sublime has been my absolute favorite band for as long as ive liked music, their sound introduced me to so many different kinds of music and other wonderful artists such as reggae, dub, the ziggens, bad religion, and so on. their music reminds me of the ocean, of santa cruz, of nothing but good and good times with good people and i dont ever want to forget that, no matter who i become. i know everyone says not to get a band tattoo, but to me, this will be more than just a band tattoo, it will be a reminder of who i am, how i became that way, the people that have influenced me, and where i came from. i plan on getting this on my back left upper hip and it will be started before the year 2006 is over. im such a slacker when it comes to tattoos. im always like "o im gettting this tattooed" and never actually make the appointment. i wanted my butterfly for so long and it took me forever to actually go thru with it. i guess thats a good thing, since you dont want to rush into a tattoo. my parents will hate this one with a fiery passion, seeing as how my mom hates sublime and what they stand for (to her) and thinks the sublime sun is hella ugly, not to mention she hates tattoos as a general rule. i want to get it done by marty here in morgan hill, but since he is so booked, i may just drive to santa cruz and get it done by mark, the guy that did me and shaelyns bday tats.he owes me a touch up anyways. so thats the plan. and im serious about it this time, it will be done.
x-posted to my journal, and _sublime.