Tomorrow, i plan on going to the DMV. nevermind that i've been there three times already just to get a new license, now i have to get new tags for my car. goddamn, i am not looking forward to this. i plan on waking up an hour before the place opens just to wait at the door so i dont have to deal with lines and hours of waiting. even though, i predict some sort of bureaucracy failure that will send me into an uncontrollable fit of fiery rage that will only end in me getting absolutely nothing accomplished only to return again another day in the future. holy shit this fuckin sucks.
Fucking technology. Sometimes, I really wonder about the claim that it makes our lives easier.
Today, I tried to apply for a job online. Never mind that the deadline had already passed, and I hadn't seen it until now (gaddamn it), but I figured that I should send it in anyhow, and try.
Cue twenty to thirty minutes of the most FRUSTRATING shit I have ever had to deal with online. I try to get the address of the person dealing with the applications; they have it set up so that you click on their name, and a window comes up, with an email program ready to send the message. Only it isn't working. Also, you can't find the address anywhere else. So I try reloading the page - nothing. I try using another browser - nothing. Screaming by this point, I try the phone number that's listed - busy. By this point, I'm so pissed, I'm punching whatever inanimate objects are nearest to me, just so I don't have to find a person. After damn near thirty minutes, I finally get someone on the phone, and I get the address. For a job that's already off the market. Fuuuuuuck...
I mean, why didn't they just list the fucking address in full, right there on the page? Is that so hard to do? What, they think they're going to get prank calls? Terrorists? They think some psycho fundamentalist is goint to try to bring down society by getting a job at Inland fucking Revenue? Is that it? They think the fucking world is going to come to an end just because one faceless government employee puts their full mail address on the Net?
I REALLY REALLY don't like it when I'm sitting down trying to eat lunch and a girl a few seats down from me is bitching at the top of her lungs how she feels sick and wants to go to the hospital and hates her life right now... because she was dumb and got drunk at a party last night. It doesn't help that I'm kind of sick anyway. >.
my overused words:
what are yours??
i am so agravated! or however the fuck u spell it... i am so pissed. not pissed, but miffed... what does that even mean? we had this all planned out, the week we would go on vacation together. me and his family! one of my best fucking friends and i havent seen him forever. i thought everything was set, so our family planned around it. now he is saying that he is going 2 weeks sooner! ahhhh. i dont know if this will work or not.... this makes me so overwhelmed. i will do anything to see ben, but now im screwing everything up.
hey. im gonna change up my personal el jay a bit... write more in that... so if you wanna friend me that would be cool. i love comments... tell me about urself.
ps. how do you go about putting a layout into your el jay? im computer illiterate!
how do you go about talking to a mute
that you dont even know
but in a weird way
you are attracted to...