Hi All (:
Hi :)
So I'm new to this community and livejournal in general so would appreciate any tips or anything (including friends cos this place is looooonley atm haha). Anyway, this little song is about my best friend, we went through a lot and he means the world to me but when I wrote it I wasn't exactly in the best place emotionally haha. So yeah, feedback is love, but I'm only fifteen so if anyone tells me my view of the world is naive i shall cry. I joke, I joke, enjoy :)
Always Here
And baby, did you get caught up in your lies
Did you fall across the skies
And hit the moon while waiting
Your bright light is slowly fading
Tell me, did you stand and watch it fall
Did you know that you’d lose it all
Baby you knew your mind was made up
Never thought you were one to trade up
I opened up, you closed the door
Baby tell me what you’re waiting for
It’s too late to say you’re sorry
I’m not listening anyway
All those little lies you spun, with everything you’d say
And I wish that I could tell you, that you’re the reason why
I can’t let nobody in every time I cry
I’m sick of all the hurting, I always take the blame
It’s hard to change the ending, when every fights the same
I know that we could fix this; I just wish that you’d try
Baby hold your breath if you’re not done with spinning lies
And tell me, is this how you want it to be
Baby, tell me why you couldn’t see
The last thread was breaking
I stopped giving but you kept taking
And I know that, I never listened hard
I was bruised but you were scarred
Baby I never did mean it
Just wish you could’ve seen it
And now we’re falling way too fast
Lost the future, forgotten the past
We’re holding on but it won’t last
I opened up, you closed the door
Baby tell me what you’re waiting for
It’s too late to say you’re sorry
I’m not listening anyway
All those little lies you spun, with everything you’d say
And I wish that I could tell you, that you’re the reason why
I can’t let nobody in every time I cry
I’m sick of all the hurting, I always take the blame
It’s hard to change the ending, when every fights the same
I know that we could fix this; I just wish that you’d try
Baby hold your breath if you’re not done with spinning lies
And baby, I know that you do care
But this really isn’t fair
I can’t believe you when you say
I don’t want you to walk away
So tell me, will this be the end
I’m losing my best friend
Baby just know I won’t let go
Know I’m sorry, please just know
That I’m not giving up on all that we’ve got
You can leave but I swear that I’m not
Baby hold your breath if you’re not done with spinning lies