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Time:09:32 pm
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okay so i started dating this guy in february, we had thing for a few weeks before that, i broke up with him after like 3 days of dating cause I just wasn't secure about dating him. and i know this sounds shallow and awful but i did it because i got crap about dating him. AND on top of that i broke up with him the day before valentines day, online. The next day i was SO sick I couldn't go to school i had to go the hospital. After i got back home, around 7 30 ish my doorbell rings and it's him with my valentines day gift, he didn't know i was sick so i tried to like stay away from him not to get him sick. when he left i went upstairs and just balled my eyes out. i talked to him about how i regreted what i did and we were back on again but not officialy dating. then we just kinda stopped talking a week later don't even remember why. then round mid april he ims me again cause i was in a fashion show at our school and was talking to me about how well i did and we ended up talking online until 2 in the morning about what happened and he ended up tell me he couldn't get me off his mind for weeks after and still thinks about me everyday, and that he loves me becuase like i'm his first love and liek first loves never die. So we were back on again, and then I got my phone taken away so we couldn't talk a lot then we started talking again and i thought he liked me and he told me that he did but then decided to tell me that he kinda had a thing with one of my really good friends! i was soo upset but he was like i love you and i'd rather be with you. so we had a thing again but then i went away for the summer so i told him we should only be friends cause i didnt want to take away his freedom of like doing whatever in the summer. come back to school this year (i'm a soph he's a senior) and like we're talking so much and i'm really really starting to like him and i finaly admitted to myself (not him..yet) that i do love him. and he was being soo flirty and touchy and i thought he liked me again and i was like yes this time we can finally make it work and i was going to talk to him about it. but then he tells me he's with this girl from another town!!! (not dating just like a thing) And a part of me feels like if i explained to him how i feel about him now he would deff ditch this girl cause he's like done it in the past but that put us through soo much and i don't want to do that to us again unless i'm positive i can handle like being with him. OH and now everyone like loves him and think he's the nicest guy ever, figures right? And that just kills me even more, on top of the fact that he still is flirty with me but like in a girlfriend boyfriend way. OH and we know everything about eachother. all i really know is i love him and i don't know what to do. i really feel like it's meant to be but i don't know if i should wait it out until things with the girl from the other town are done or if i should just tell him now

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Subject:i'm sorry!
Time:10:33 pm
i'm sorry, i hate promo-ing in other communitys...but it needs done :)
you are welcome to come promote in my journal
if this is an unwelcome post please delete this or contact me and i will delete it :)

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Subject:do it, do it now!
Time:05:53 pm
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Time:04:11 pm
join __hawtxicons today!!!
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Time:10:31 pm
Current Mood:lovedloved
1) Name: Nikki
2) Age: 16
3) Date of birth: 11/21/88
4) How long have you been with your boyfriend? on and off for about 2 years
5) How old is your boyfriend? 18
6) Is it a LDR relationship (Online, or no)? not online
7) What is your boyfriends name? Jeff
8) Location, please: Biloxi Mississippi
9) Any particular reason you've joined? Wanted to show my love
10) Please promote to your friends, and other communities, only if they allow promoting!
11) Who have you promoted us to? __iconxwhore for people who love icons!

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Time:11:41 pm
Current Mood:crazycrazy
1) Name: Cheryl
2) Age: 18
3) Date of birth: March 10
4) How long have you been with your boyfriend? 2 years and 4 months
5) How old is your boyfriend? 17
6) Is it a LDR relationship (Online, or no)? No
7) What is your boyfriends name? J.D.
8) Location, please: Alabama
9) Any particular reason you've joined? To talk with people who understand what it's like to be head over heels for someone....
10) Please promote to your friends, and other communities, only if they allow promoting!
11) Who have you promoted us to? Noboby yet

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Time:07:48 pm
Current Mood:tiredtired
1) Name:Sendy
2) Age:14
3) Date of birth:01.29.91
4) How long have you been with your boyfriend?exactly 7 months
5) How old is your boyfriend?16
6) Is it a LDR relationship (Online, or no)?no
7) What is your boyfriends name?William Martinez
8) Location, please:413
9) Any particular reason you've joined?no jes dat i thought this would be a neat community to join.
10) Please promote to your friends, and other communities, only if they allow promoting!
11) Who have you promoted us to?how do we promote i dunno how. well not jes yet!! sry but once i noe how i will DEFINITELY promote u guyz!!
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Time:08:44 pm
So i filled out my survey now to really get to know me.


Im Alexis. A girl next door type. In the past i never really got serious with anyone. Mostly because i didnt want to. I just always wanted to move from one guy to the next. And no im not a slut, i wasnt fucking em even tho thats none of ur business.
Until going into my sr. year when i met my current boyfriend.
I met him through my friend who actually turned out to be his cousin. Long story for another time. We were just friends for a long time. Cept i always knew he had a thing for me. After the first day i met him he wrote me an email telling me he liked me and how i prolly thought of him as just a kid. Cause at the time i was 17 and he was 14. Though the boy looks 10 years older then me. We had a common interest in smoking the ganj. So i would come over and just chill. I liked meeting new people (his friends) but from the beginning they didnt really like me. Kinda hurt at first but I got over that shit when i realized i had feelings for him. Then iono when it started to happen but soon after i turned 18 i realized i was crushin. Maybe it was cause we were always so open with one another. He had a girl on the side, but it wasnt his girlfriend and he was always telling me how he wanted to end there relationship for good & i was honest to him about mine cause i had a boyfriend at hte time who i wasnt diggin. So inevitably we ended up hooking up. And i didnt want a boyfriend for the longest time cause bad shit always happens. One day tho he asked me out all romantic in Santa cruz and i couldnt and didnt want to say no. Soon after that he cheated on me and then a few months after that i cheated on him. We both talked about it and forgave eachother. It was like us just making sure we really wanted to be together. Obviously we did cause that was in the first 4 months of our relationship and now weve been togehter 2 years and were still going strong. Our love is real. I dont see many people who have a connection like us. Im not sure if soulmates are real, but hes mine. I swear were gonna be together ALWAYS. Hes my lobster.


soRRy that was so long, and that was the short version. <3 Glad to meet u guys.
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Subject:♥ NEW
Time:08:33 pm
THE SURVEY
1) Name: Alexis *Bernal*
2) Age: 20
3) Date of birth: 2/22/85
4) How long have you been with your boyfriend? 2 years
5) How old is your boyfriend? soon to be 18
6) Is it a LDR relationship (Online, or no)? No in person
7) What is your boyfriends name? Edward Andrew Bernal
8) Location, please: Newark, Ca
9) Any particular reason you've joined? just to show my love
10) Please promote to your friends, and other communities, only if they allow promoting!
11) Who have you promoted us to? n/a
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Subject:love kills sometimes
Time:07:29 pm
Current Mood:confusedconfused
life is really messed up cuz idk if josh likes me ne more and he means so much to me and i dont kno wut i wuld do witout him....he has been their 4 me since we have been goin out....i went out wit him 4 other times and i just dont want it to turn out like all tha other times he hurts me and goes 4 another gurl but he tells me thathe loves me and all this shit but sometimesi think about it and i really dont kno ne more...Mi daddy thinks i am fat and shit so i really havent eatin at all like havent eatin a whole meal but its all good i guess...im gonna write later becuzim a lil tired...

<33 Tina Faye
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