Well today I didn't feel so loser-ish. I was actually included in my group in history. I'm not so nerdish though, if I am then I must be on the dumb side because I didn't do too well on my essay. Oh well. In gym I feel like a real outcast but you know what? I don't give a shit because I could beat the crap out of half of them and thanks to my brother I also have people in the school who will be more than willing to help me out. Sometimes having a jackass jock brother works in your advantage.