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+ THE END + [19 Dec 2005|08:21am]

~I've made an imperfect mask. I'm trying to break it.~

The community is closed. Thank you for all your care and support.

Please, try to enjoy, and take care.
Am I Creep?

[12 Sep 2005|03:43pm]

just to know that your aliveCollapse )
7 Destroyers * Am I Creep?

[27 Jun 2005|07:57pm]

[ mood | numb ]

Intro...Collapse )

9 Destroyers * Am I Creep?

x-posted [07 Jun 2005|08:35am]
[ mood | okay ]

yesterday was the worst day ever
first i was on my way to a job interview
and when i got to the parking lot
i reached into my purse to get my mascara
and i felt this horrible pain.
When i brought my finger out blood was
every where. i had stabbed my middle
finger right into a razor i kept in
my purse. so i grabbed a shirt from
the back seat and wrapped my finger in it.
it bleed all the way through so i took it
off to move it around and got blood all
over the shirt i was wearing to the interview.
I was now sitting min my car 30 min with
my hand in the air and had blood dripping
dorn my arm. Finally 45 min later just as i thought
i was going to have to go to the e.r. (which
i swore i would never do again) it stopped.
I had to go to a target and buy a first aid kit
and a new shirt to wear to the inteview.
25 dollars later i was an hour late to my
interviewbut the lady was sooo nice.
I think i have the job but shes going
to call me today... ill let you know.
So then i came home and ate so much but my dad
was sleeping and his room is right next to the
bathroom so i had to go outside my house and make
myself throw up. Then last night my dad walked in
and was like.. did you get sick outside?
I looked at him all confused and he bought it but i
think my step mom knows...
fuck this is sp bad.
I think my finger need medical help
but a im scared it will hurt and b
i cant go anywhere.
bye guys

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Sorry! [25 Apr 2005|03:48pm]

I know that I should have thought to write this before, but I honestly did not think to until just now. I have been away for the past week, and have been unable to rate submissions. Hopefully I have not caused too much disorder!
Am I Creep?

[28 Apr 2005|10:39pm]


Am I Creep?

and even though nobodies looking, she's falling apart... [21 Apr 2005|10:43am]

[ mood | disappointed ]

dont want to lend a hand, a heart, DONT WANT TO UNDERSTAND. i could never be true, and i'll never be as good as you. i wont win, i'll fail miserably and with nothing left to dry me tears, i'll be alone, like i wanted, in the end...

sew my mouth shut with barbed wire. pull out my teeth, scratch my face and make it painful for me to see, remove my eyes... so i can see. no. evil. speak. no. evil...

i can hear muffled sounds with my hands over my ears, i'll scream and shout and never leave it alone, pick the scab, irritate.... I HATE, cant bear it, i feel crippled as i crawl to the corner, hide away, nothing left here for me to live for...

i will never be enoughCollapse )
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[20 Apr 2005|03:25pm]

im leaving. I've managed to control myself. How? I'm n ot sure.

Thanx to everyone who shared hugs and words of wisdom with me!


hope you all get well soon!

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Just learned to LJ cut. [06 Apr 2005|01:37pm]

once more with feelingCollapse )
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[19 Mar 2005|09:58pm]

my application never went through.... how come?
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[27 Feb 2005|03:29am]

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