|Saturday, February 11th, 2006|
Come join us! Talk about bayside, and talk to people who love bayside. we are a small community, help us build it up! please come join us, and have some fun talking about the best band ever!
|Saturday, February 5th, 2005|
Hey, I'm sorry but I have to leave this community now, because I realized I haven't taken part in anything that has been going on. My life has been pretty busy lately, and I am maintaining my own community. Sorry!_deliciouslyemo
|Sunday, January 23rd, 2005|
|Tuesday, January 11th, 2005|
i dooo believe, batman, that i royally effed that up. its.missing.a.damn.line.com
|Saturday, January 8th, 2005|
|Thursday, December 30th, 2004|
|Tuesday, December 28th, 2004|
|Friday, November 19th, 2004|
STAMPED// I'm letting you know now, Don't wait, just tell me all about it;
You know those times where you feel so good and you're so happy, you feel like you're on top of the world and everything's going right for you...then all of a sudden one simple thing brings your whole world crashing back down to the reality where you're depressed and don't care about anything anymore?
Yeah.That just happened.
My best friend just got expelled from school and is getting sent to ydc...I can't call him, see him, or talk to him.How convenient.Just when my life was at it's highest point.
I just want to drop dead.I wish I could start cutting or something again, but I promised Craig I wouldn't.I wish I could do SOMETHING to take all this away...I want SO BAD to go back to when my life was just so good.But I can't.
Shit just isn't the same anymore. Current Mood: depressed
|Thursday, November 18th, 2004|
|Wednesday, November 17th, 2004|
STAMPED// WOAH, totally insightful;
I was sitting on Andrea's back porch today smoking a cigarette while she was inside making pizza...and I was watching the trees blow in the wind.I was just thinking, I'd enjoy being a tree.You have such a carefree life and you live so long...and you don't have to worry about backstabbers stealing boyfriends or any of that petty stuff.Then I really got to thinking...you have a 50/50 chance of living long.You'd get cut down and made into a home.You have to worry about other branches getting in your way of reaching the sky.Now, I live in the ghetto of New Hampshire...so I don't have a big chance of dying anytime soon.If I was a tree...I'd probably be dead by now.
I guess we just don't realize how good we have it.Would you really want to have such a swaying chance to live or die?I'm just glad I am the way I am, that I am who I am, and that things are the way they are.I have a wonderful boyfriend who cares about me...a beautiful best friend who I'd do anything for...and a mom who cares almost too much.I never realized until today just how good we have it.
It's not worth being depressed...life's too short.Take chances...be daring.Live your life to the fullest; it's not going to kill you.You never know how long you'll be around to have fun and learn life's secrets and surprises.Take heed in what you do, yes, be cautious...but live a little.Don't throw away the most wonderful gift God gave us...it might not last as long as you think.I love my life and everyone in it, regardless.If I'm gone tomorrow...everyone I know and love will know that I lived my life to the fullest, know that I made my life to be what it is, that I took chances, I learned lessons the hard way...but I had fun and I'm happy that I am who I am.Cause I'm me...and I wouldn't want to be anyone else. Current Mood: apathetic
|Saturday, November 6th, 2004|
how about... people who don't have the exact same application as everybody else signs up for this god damn community.
|Tuesday, November 2nd, 2004|
|Sunday, October 31st, 2004|
|Saturday, October 30th, 2004|
or to just check us out click rad_
|Monday, October 25th, 2004|
hey kids... you know you want to join
|Sunday, October 24th, 2004|
hey kids, thanks for accepting me into this fucking rad community. Current Mood: sleepy.... mo
|Friday, October 22nd, 2004|
oh and check out my ENTIRE new layout.
bitches I am going to florida tomorrow!!!!!!!
Taking Back Sunday, Matchbook Romance, Fall Out Boy, The Quick Fix Kills
Dillinger Escape Plan, Every Time I Die, Zao, Misery Signals, and Whyoming
Damageplan, SHADOWS FALL!, The Haunted.
and then MAYBE
so I will fill everyone in on how those go.
I'll be back sometime, to post and here is a few new new new pictures of me me me from my dads party.!!!
and a nice surprise at the end. yupp
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Current Mood: content
|Wednesday, October 20th, 2004|
This is tearing me apart Please, say it ain't so...;
so i went to the doctors yesterday, and they want to put me on depression medication. uhmm, no?
i have to get physical therapy for my ankles cause they keep spraining too easily, and i think i have to do it for 6 months. but when maureen was checking out my ankles my left one was swollen and it felt like she pushed my muscle in my foot up to my leg. so i guess that ones sprained again too. i have to wear a gay ankle brace now. and it bugs me oh so much.
and to top my " wonderful " visit off, i have to go to counseling again. what the hell.
so that was my visit to the doctor.
i miss kyle a lot though. i mean, everytime i go to call him my mom is RIGHT THERE. and i dont even think im grounded from the phone anymore. this is sooo dumb. i cant wait to see him again though :).
but i have to go, cause craig is bringing me home...but we only have one bike, two people, two backpacks, and two pegs. so this is gonna be hard. im just going to blow off my homework and copy off andreas in the morning. its worth it. we're gonna stop by jons house on the way cause its RIGHT THERE going to my house. maybe kyle everett will be there, i dont care though. craig wants to see him, not me.
AAHH EARLY RELEASE BITCHESZ.
<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3 Current Mood: mischievous