I'm lonely again.
My tomato plant isn't doing good since I transplanted it. Andy is in a judgemental mood. David and Evan are off doing guy things. And I'm lonely again. over the stars I really don't wanna be alone again tonight.
sorry, I think i'm gonna delete my account.
Ive been taking way too big of risks by posting a public journal and I'm getting the feeling that its gonna bite me in the ass. I'm sorry, i know this is gonna suck for a lot of people. If you want to keep in touch; e-mail me at OrangeFlavoredfairy@Yahoo.com
so, ive been in rehab for a month and a half and im out now. im backin school. theres only 19 days left until i graduate, and i have SO much work to catch up on. i havent cut or burned myself in 2 weeks. it gets harder and harder to say no...........
my boyfriend's best friend killed himself a few days ago. he jumped off of a 33-story building. i don't really know what to do. my boyfriend is absolutely crushed.. and 5 hours away at school.
i'm not going to let myself cut.
I'm new here, figured I'd give a little info about me before I start randomly posting:|. Umm, my name is katrina, I'm 13 (please don't judge me by my age!). I SI, cut mostly, but sometimes burn. I've been doing that since I was 11. I've been diagnosed with severe depression, a little psychosis, and social anxiety. I'm not on meds.. yet, but eh. I have 3 cats... errrg, one of which is annoying the hell out of me!! Anyway, heh. Umm. I like to write a lot. Mostly poems, but there are a few songs in there too. Well, that's it I guess. Tc, all. Peace.
I wrote this poem today. It's my best one ever. I hurt myself today To see if I could still feel I'm just so deep and thoughtful.
I beat my mom today, because she doesn't understand my pain.
Today i bought a new hair-strightener:)And some new clothes :)
thought i deserved it since lost a pound even though i was bad yesterday. you have to do good things to yourself too! i was rteally really sick yesterday. so went to sleep early, but woke up again in the middle of the night still so sick. and i missed my therapy today, but its okey. hope my friend wanna go work out with me later. only had a salad today:) now...i gotta go pee and get some more water. thangs for thinspiring thoughts!!!! i really need you guys!!! think thin -stay strong! <3<3Love<3<3 x-posted