Well I think my will power is getting stronger but its still hard. Sometimes I fall and don't feel like I'll ever get back up. I need more ideas on how to keep from eating. I'll get caught if I dont control this binging and purging and I am terrified of what they'd do if they knew. They'd try to change me, to make me stop and I don't want to Im not beautiful and I neverwill be if they make me stop.