First off -- why is this community BLACK.

It makes it difficult to read -- YUCK! anyways, Im on my 3rd week of regular excersise and its helping ALOT with the binging!! I havent binged since I started, I dont know what it is...

Im not sure how much I weigh. I think Im about 118 lbs now... but Im not totally sure, I threw that bitch of a scale in the GARBAGE. I realized that I dont actually care about the number at all, at ALL. All I care about is being too skinny.


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Hello I'm new!
So stats -
I'm 15
Height - 5'5" (duh)
CW - 87lbs (YUCK!)
HW - 99lbs (Gross Gross Gross)
LW - 87lbs (Not good enough)
GW1 - 85lbs (Okay)
GW2 - 80lbs(Lovely)
FGW - 77lbs (Perfect)

Add me if you want.

  • Current Music
    She's Falling apart - Lisa Loeb

jillian boyer playboy playmate

5'5" 110lbs my new goal!!!

idk if that'll work let me know

scratch that try this :)
  • Current Mood
    hopeful hopeful


im new... and im 6 months pregnant! trying really hard to maintain but be healthy till i deliver but now that im showing i'm already freakining out about the weight. i've gained 15 lbs since i got preggers and my goal is to only gain 30 lbs total, then try to work down to 120 as soon as the baby's born
Name: Sara
Age: 20

CW 165 (and 6 months pregnant!)
HW 180 @age 10
LW 130
GW1 140
GW2 130
then more
Self Diagnosed
EDNOS i guess

  • Current Mood
    anxious anxious
redheaded slut

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Name: Annie
Age: 19
Location: North Carolina
CW: 129
HW: 135
LW: 106
GW1: 121 by MAY 9
GW2: 117 by MAY 23
GW3: 113 by JUNE 6
GW4: 111 by JUNE 20
GW5: 107 by JULY 18
GW6: 105 by AUG 8
(I like setting small goals)
Diagnosed? Self
With what: EDNOS. I alternate bingeing and restricting for long periods of time.

I wish this community was more active. Does anyone still post here?

medication and weight gain

I have ADD Bipolar disorder and I also suffer with depressions.

I have also had issues with eating disorders as well but not lately.

For the past year and a half to two years I have been taking 225mg of effexor and 40 milligrams of Adderal daily which have also aided me in losing about 20 lbs.

Recently the doctor has changed this because he found that together these have caused substantial weight loss.

I had been out of my meds for a month when I saw the doc and by then had gained 15-20 lbs going from my usual 125 lbs to 140!

Now the new mads he has given me have proved to cause even MORE fucking weight gain: Celexa, Seroquel and then I am on my regular 40 milligrams of Adderal and also now I will be taking Yaz.

What are your experiances with Celexa, Seroquel and Yaz? Have you gained weight on these? I have a friend who takes Seroquel and she doesn't experience any weight gain but I think she might be just weird because the general studies I have found say most people gain up to twenty lbs in the first 4 months on it.

I am really freaking out because I want to drop off this damn 20lbs QUICK and I will do this unhealthily if I have to. My next photo shoot is on the 5th and I need to be in the best shape I can be obviously because my livelihood depends on my looks being a model and running a porn site and all.

Any tips or tricks on how to beat the bulge on psychiatric meds?

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so i'm new here!  

HW:  120
CW:  108
GW1:  105
GW2:  100

all i want is to be 100lbs but i've been stuck at 108 (eww) for what seems like forever..i'm 23 and i think that it's much harder for me to get to my goal weight cuz i'm so damn old lol!!


finally people my height! ahahah
kay started like three days ago, and i'm actually weighing myself on thursday, but here are my stats from before:
CW: 130
and eventually FINAL GOAL 110!!!
i might go thinner once i get there!!
but yeah i'm running about six miles every day, i need to be in the 120s or less by next week, actually when i go back to school aug 23rd!
today i ate about 700 cal! ew
yesturday was better about 500 cal
i'm waiting to go school shopping next week, that way i can be less depressed when i'm buying new jeans! i hate picking out a size that you think you are and having to ask for something bigger...fuckin sucks!