"Confessions of a Lonely Heart"
To your dismay, the thoughts, they linger,
Can't shake, bend, or break them,
You hate yourself for needing this,
But there's nothing left to believe.
Your thoughts are with him everyday,
In every prayer, in every way,
You're waiting for the day of return,
The tension, the feelings, they bubble, they burn.
As time passes you can't help but remember,
His hair full of ice from that chilly December,
The powerful grip that held you close,
His warm eyes that told you most,
Of how he cared, and loved you too,
He was yours forever, through and through.
Your love for him is honest and true,
And his love is, as well for you.
But you pushed him away,
Wouldn't let him inside,
What were you afraid of?
What were you trying to hide?
He just sat alone, night after night,
Turning things over in his head,
Is it worth it to stay and be loved as I am,
Or to leave and be loved all the same.
You have to take what you can get and never let go,
Just realize your limits, and when to say no.
Not a day goes by, that he doesn't think of you,
But you have forgotten, and been untrue.
He broke his promise,
and so did you,
Now everything is all askew.
He waits for the day that you'll come around,
Even though you've driven him into the ground,
For his love is everlasting, so his reasons are sound.