July 30th, 2010

we're all mad here

desperate

everything i do is wrong. I am eating next to nothing an i'm still gaining weight. i think my problem is i'm not consisitent enough. i eat hardly anything all week and then blow it on the weekends. damn boyfriend. i shouldn't blame it on him though, it's my stupid lack of self-control.

I'm trying desperately to cut down on smoking and drinking but it's not going so well. any suggestions?

also i would love to find a weigh loss buddy, i don't care if we're the same size and weight (i'm 5' and 150 gross i know) i just really need so support. any help encouragement ct would be wonderful.