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TWITTER [25 Sep 2010|06:24pm]

[ mood | busy ]

So I'm on the Twitter now, in order to encourage me to drop the small person my DRs are telling me to,Follow me if youd like and help cheer me on throw the winter :3


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[19 Jul 2010|07:03pm]

 For our height, what do you think normal people would consider to be skinny? like what BMI?!
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Purging ?? [18 Jul 2010|10:24am]

[ mood | bored ]

hey guys i was wondering if anyone has purging tips for me
my problems is i have little o no gag reflex and when i do get anything to come up it all liquid.last night was my first binge in a week (eating 600 cal a day) so i guess that's good but i still punished myself be working out for 2 hours ugh here's my stats
HW:160 lbs
LW :115 lbs
CW:130 lbs
GW: 110 lbs
GW2: 105 lbs

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[12 Jul 2010|05:31pm]

[ mood | depressed ]

Ok so 2 week fast and I've lost Nothing??? What?? That is so unfair. I feel so ill and weak but I have to keep going. I HAVE to lose weight! I look so horrible!!! :(
Also, my skin has broken out into loads of big horrible spots. I look so gross :(
I am also the last person to post anything on here. I feel so alone...

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[25 Jun 2010|05:14pm]

[ mood | annoyed ]

Hi, I am shorter than most of you in here, I joined first because I WAS 5'1. I have shrunk 2 inches!! As if I wasn't depressed enough without realising I am even fatter than I thought.
I've had on/off eating disorders for as long as I can remember, anorexia, bulimia and binge-eating disorder (without purging)
My weight has varied so much. Recently I have just come out of hospital. and I have put on 2stone while in there! In just over a month!!! I feel so disgusting and horrible :'(
I posted around a year ago after coming out of hospital, and what do ya know?!  As soon as I am starting to reach my goal, back to hospital again! I was admitted to hospital, not directly ED related but because of another health condition, a lack of iron and other things made me really ill.
I wasn't even much underweight for my height before I went in. AsIsay, I am 4'11. I was 88lb when I went in. I am now 116!!!! :'( This is the heaviest I have EVER been. I remember when 108 was my heaviest weight and i was mortified! Imagine how Ifeel now. I am so depressed. And so angry! How could I let myself get like this?
I really want to get back down to at 84 at the heaviest. I think I would be happy then. I need your support, please help. Pictures to follow... x x x

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Support and Intro [21 Jun 2010|02:02am]



hw: 135 (UGH)
cw: 107 (gross)
ugw: 80 =)

ill post some pics and my youtube..
also i was wondering if anyone needed a support buddy =)
my sn is sparkingeyez11
and you can get my # if you message me


at 135

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hey girlies! [14 Jun 2010|06:21pm]

Hello to all of you
I have just found this community and I think its perfect, I have been struggling with my weight forever I go up and down and currently its been up, as in REALLY up. I really just need a buddy to help me with this, is anyone interested?  Let me no if you are interested!! I just really need to get rid of this fat that has kept getting worse and worse. Its gross

Hw 140
cw 138
lw 95
gw1 120
gw2 110
gw3 100
end goal 98 or less.

Thank you!

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[17 Mar 2010|07:25pm]

I hope everyone is having a great day.
Im in my room trying to distract myself from eating more.
would love to hear how you are doing!

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[11 Feb 2010|03:15pm]

 Hey everyone! I'm new to the community. 
I'm exactly 5'1" have black hair, & green eyes. 
CW: 117
HW: 130
GW1: 110
GW3: 100

I go to college, but commute - so I live at home. My parents have been noticing I havent been eating as much. 
My mom asks me about 6 times  a day if I want something to eat (she still thinks i'm 6 yrs. old). 
It gets to be annoying, but I'd rather be at home than at work. Work is at a restaurant - so you could only imagine the possible damages done there. 

Right now I'm waiting for my next class, enjoying the rumble of my stomach. =]
I almost cracked and had a candy bar, but then realized I only had a $10 bill in my car and no singles. 
Hope everyone else is having a good day. 
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hooray [08 Jan 2010|03:38pm]


weighed myself this morning... 117.5 !!!! wich means im past my first goal!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
only 2.5 pounds till my next goal of 115.
i would LOVE LOVE LOVE to be 115 by next friday.
hopefully i can do it!!! i'm sure i can, now that im so motivated!!!!!!!!!

i hope EVERYONE is having a wonderful day!
love you alll!!!!

ps.... i can NOT take credit for all the weight ive lost so far. because without you guys, i dont think i could do it. so im sending a much deserved thank you to every single one of you !
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[07 Jan 2010|09:11pm]

i finally had a better day than my last two days.
i love the happy feeling i get when i know that i did better than i did before.
i'm happy because i refused some chocolate, and drank like a litre of tea when i was at my grandmas house tonight.

hope you all are doing well!

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i once used to dream so sweet till i had a taste of you [06 Jan 2010|10:57pm]

"if you can't do what you imagine, then what is imagination to you?
Just a waste of space in your brain"

stay strong <3

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thought you guys would like to know! [06 Jan 2010|04:28pm]

facts that might make you all happier!!!

1) chewing gum consistantly burns 11 calories in one hour. SO if you chew a gum that is 5 calories, you can burn it off and go into negative 6 calories! it IS a lot of chewing though.

2) when you get cravings during your time of the month, its because your body needs more magnesium!! so.. take magnesium suplements so that you dont crave as much!!!! (my aunt told me this... shes a nurse!)

anyways, thought id say something helpful, considering you all support me so much and i love doing the same for you =)

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[04 Jan 2010|06:55pm]

hey =)
so tomorrow i start school, and im really going to miss checking the communities i belong to during the day. you guys are the reason why i feel like i can do this. for anyone who is going back to school, i wish you all the best getting back into your usual routine!
good luck, stay strong, and i'll post tomorrow when i get home!!

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Kind of introduction [23 Oct 2009|01:04pm]

Hi there lovelies)how u`ve been doing?
I`m new to this community and would like to introduce my fat self)
Here are my stats
Height: 5'1
HW:103 lbs
LW:83 lbs – I didn`t get far actually
CW: 88 lbs
GW:75 lbs

So for now my BMI is about 16,7 . Not that good.

Here are some of my pics
Please be honest!!

huge girl, huge photos. And some undies!!Collapse )
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UGH [21 Oct 2009|07:07pm]


First of all,
I havent been on in days and I am so so sorry to everyone that i havent replied to in ages! :(
Basically I've been caught up in Doctors tests and things for my Anxiety attacks and i havent been online,
They still dont know what it is and ive got to go tomorow morning to find out. Ahhhh!

The bad bad bad news is ive been on a three day binge because of all this STRESS..

Uggggggh i am DISGUSTING!!!
I hate hate hate HATE myself right now.

Okay For the rest of this week im going to limit myself to 250 (300 max) Cals a day and excersise every day to get back on track as i Dont have the energy to fast. :( 

Im sorry everyone and wish me luckkk

 hope everyone is doing much better! Stay strong <3

Chloe 'xo
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stats and update [13 Oct 2009|08:50pm]

[ mood | aggravated ]

Ok well its been a while since I last posted. not really gettin the response I want from one of the other communitys so I thought I would post up my stats and maybe chit chat to few people too I usually cope better with a buddy to support each other dont know if thats just me.
Height - 5ft 1inch
Hw - 98lbs
Lw - 88lbs
Gw 1 - 80lbs
Gw 2 - 85lbs
Cw - 94.6lbs (yuk)

So I hope anyone with similar stats or even just wants sum support or even a fasting buddy.....just click me Im always here :o)

~Think Thin~



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Ummmm Restricting!!! [12 Oct 2009|03:18pm]

[ mood | cold ]

So I've been in this community like for years but I'll re-post my [HUGE] stats to re-introduce myself (I've slacked on posting in this community for a while). Anyways. Here's me:

Name: Gemma, Gem
Age: 23
HW: 106 yes really I was that big (BMI 20.2)- never again!
LW:    69 yes that's lbs not kgs! (BMI 13.3) *sigh*
CW:   95.2 *vomits*
BMI: 18.1

STGW is 92
LTGW is 87 maybe??? IDK...

Well I've had A.N. and B.N. and ED-NOS for years and felt fat aged 8, started being aware of my weight aged 11 (63lbs) and dieted aged 12 (58lbs) and exercised lots and became vegetarian.

Aged 15 I'd slacked enough to reach 97lbs and felt grotesque and I'd finally started my periods and knew I HAD to stop gaining weight because 98lbs is 7stone0. I was NOT a 7st girl. No way.

So I dieted. Properly. Maybe too much. Maybe not enough.

Aged 17 I'd got down to 69lbs. I'd developed other EDd behaviours as well as the usual skipping meals/fasting for many days at a time/ walking up to 18miles in a day/ purging/ laxative abuse and pure utter hunger strikes.

I didn't think I was thin enough though and the DRs were on my case and gave me *gasp* 2 weeks to live. I knew it was all made-up to scare me. They said blah blah blah... heart attack, blah blah... she can't even walk. I could walk fine thanks very much. They needed their eyes tested if you'd asked me back then.

Apparently, they said, I suffered with Anorexia Nervosa, co-morbid depression, Obsessive Compulsive Disorder and Starvation-Induced Psychosis.

I thought they were all mad, that'd they'd all turned against me and were trying to make me fat. I would not even drink water by then in case sugar was hidden in it.

I have been hospitalised 11 times now. But I've kept myself out for 15months so far. Cool huh? I overcame my OCD all by myself. It took 3yrs but it's paid off. I only get psychotic symptoms when I don't eat or sleep enough now and I'm on meds to treat the depression which is still here. I'm stuck at BN or ED-NOS currently. I see no difference between these 2. A.N. means strength, thiness, willpower. BN means greed to me and ED-NOS means not thin enough to be AN.

So anyway today's goal= <399cals
Tomorrow's goal= <360cals.

So far today I've consumed 108cals. It's 3:36pm so not too bad so far, huh?

I must get rid of this fat on me. I'm disgusted at my reflection.

I hope your week goes well and we can be pretty and slim but healthy also

Love Gem xxx xxx xxx

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FASTING [11 Oct 2009|10:03pm]

[ mood | optimistic ]

Im thinking of doing a good old FAST tomorow and teusday if anyone wants to join me!?

It would be laaaaavly to  do it with someone!

Hope your all well :)
Stay Strong Everyone



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Fuckfuckfuckfuckkkk [10 Oct 2009|10:41am]

Okay i just ate a load of chocolate and im GOING to be sick

ewewewww i am SO disgusted in myself! It happens everytime I get to a certain weight I binge and feel totally awful! 

Does anyone have anytips to help me from doing this? I feel so utterly disgusted and upset right now! I just want to cry and stick my fingers down my throat but I also dont want to get into the habit of doing that! 


I hope everyone is doing better than me, Think Thin Guys

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