hey guys i was wondering if anyone has purging tips for me my problems is i have little o no gag reflex and when i do get anything to come up it all liquid.last night was my first binge in a week (eating 600 cal a day) so i guess that's good but i still punished myself be working out for 2 hours ugh here's my stats STATS HEIGHT:5'1 HW:160 lbs LW :115 lbs CW:130 lbs GW: 110 lbs GW2: 105 lbs
Ok so 2 week fast and I've lost Nothing??? What?? That is so unfair. I feel so ill and weak but I have to keep going. I HAVE to lose weight! I look so horrible!!! :( Also, my skin has broken out into loads of big horrible spots. I look so gross :( I am also the last person to post anything on here. I feel so alone...
Hi, I am shorter than most of you in here, I joined first because I WAS 5'1. I have shrunk 2 inches!! As if I wasn't depressed enough without realising I am even fatter than I thought. I've had on/off eating disorders for as long as I can remember, anorexia, bulimia and binge-eating disorder (without purging) My weight has varied so much. Recently I have just come out of hospital. and I have put on 2stone while in there! In just over a month!!! I feel so disgusting and horrible :'( I posted around a year ago after coming out of hospital, and what do ya know?! As soon as I am starting to reach my goal, back to hospital again! I was admitted to hospital, not directly ED related but because of another health condition, a lack of iron and other things made me really ill. I wasn't even much underweight for my height before I went in. AsIsay, I am 4'11. I was 88lb when I went in. I am now 116!!!! :'( This is the heaviest I have EVER been. I remember when 108 was my heaviest weight and i was mortified! Imagine how Ifeel now. I am so depressed. And so angry! How could I let myself get like this? I really want to get back down to at 84 at the heaviest. I think I would be happy then. I need your support, please help. Pictures to follow... x x x
Hello to all of you I have just found this community and I think its perfect, I have been struggling with my weight forever I go up and down and currently its been up, as in REALLY up. I really just need a buddy to help me with this, is anyone interested? Let me no if you are interested!! I just really need to get rid of this fat that has kept getting worse and worse. Its gross
H:5.1 Hw 140 cw 138 lw 95 gw1 120 gw2 110 gw3 100 end goal 98 or less.
Hey everyone! I'm new to the community. I'm exactly 5'1" have black hair, & green eyes. CW: 117 HW: 130 GW1: 110 GW2:105 GW3: 100
I go to college, but commute - so I live at home. My parents have been noticing I havent been eating as much. My mom asks me about 6 times a day if I want something to eat (she still thinks i'm 6 yrs. old). It gets to be annoying, but I'd rather be at home than at work. Work is at a restaurant - so you could only imagine the possible damages done there.
Right now I'm waiting for my next class, enjoying the rumble of my stomach. =] I almost cracked and had a candy bar, but then realized I only had a $10 bill in my car and no singles. Hope everyone else is having a good day.
I AM SO HAPPY SO SO HAPPY. weighed myself this morning... 117.5 !!!! wich means im past my first goal!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! only 2.5 pounds till my next goal of 115. i would LOVE LOVE LOVE to be 115 by next friday. hopefully i can do it!!! i'm sure i can, now that im so motivated!!!!!!!!!
i hope EVERYONE is having a wonderful day! love you alll!!!!
ps.... i can NOT take credit for all the weight ive lost so far. because without you guys, i dont think i could do it. so im sending a much deserved thank you to every single one of you !