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So I'm on the Twitter now, in order to encourage me to drop the small person my DRs are telling me to,Follow me if youd like and help cheer me on throw the winter :3

twitter.com/THEWrongsideFox

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hey guys i was wondering if anyone has purging tips for me
my problems is i have little o no gag reflex and when i do get anything to come up it all liquid.last night was my first binge in a week (eating 600 cal a day) so i guess that's good but i still punished myself be working out for 2 hours ugh here's my stats
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HEIGHT:5'1
HW:160 lbs
LW :115 lbs
CW:130 lbs
GW: 110 lbs
GW2: 105 lbs

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Ok so 2 week fast and I've lost Nothing??? What?? That is so unfair. I feel so ill and weak but I have to keep going. I HAVE to lose weight! I look so horrible!!! :(
Also, my skin has broken out into loads of big horrible spots. I look so gross :(
I am also the last person to post anything on here. I feel so alone...

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Hi, I am shorter than most of you in here, I joined first because I WAS 5'1. I have shrunk 2 inches!! As if I wasn't depressed enough without realising I am even fatter than I thought.
I've had on/off eating disorders for as long as I can remember, anorexia, bulimia and binge-eating disorder (without purging)
My weight has varied so much. Recently I have just come out of hospital. and I have put on 2stone while in there! In just over a month!!! I feel so disgusting and horrible :'(
I posted around a year ago after coming out of hospital, and what do ya know?!  As soon as I am starting to reach my goal, back to hospital again! I was admitted to hospital, not directly ED related but because of another health condition, a lack of iron and other things made me really ill.
I wasn't even much underweight for my height before I went in. AsIsay, I am 4'11. I was 88lb when I went in. I am now 116!!!! :'( This is the heaviest I have EVER been. I remember when 108 was my heaviest weight and i was mortified! Imagine how Ifeel now. I am so depressed. And so angry! How could I let myself get like this?
I really want to get back down to at 84 at the heaviest. I think I would be happy then. I need your support, please help. Pictures to follow... x x x

Thank you!

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Ok well its been a while since I last posted. not really gettin the response I want from one of the other communitys so I thought I would post up my stats and maybe chit chat to few people too I usually cope better with a buddy to support each other dont know if thats just me.
So....
Height - 5ft 1inch
Hw - 98lbs
Lw - 88lbs
Gw 1 - 80lbs
Gw 2 - 85lbs
Cw - 94.6lbs (yuk)

So I hope anyone with similar stats or even just wants sum support or even a fasting buddy.....just click me Im always here :o)

~Think Thin~

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So I've been in this community like for years but I'll re-post my [HUGE] stats to re-introduce myself (I've slacked on posting in this community for a while). Anyways. Here's me:

Name: Gemma, Gem
Age: 23
HW: 106 yes really I was that big (BMI 20.2)- never again!
LW:    69 yes that's lbs not kgs! (BMI 13.3) *sigh*
CW:   95.2 *vomits*
BMI: 18.1

STGW is 92
LTGW is 87 maybe??? IDK...

Well I've had A.N. and B.N. and ED-NOS for years and felt fat aged 8, started being aware of my weight aged 11 (63lbs) and dieted aged 12 (58lbs) and exercised lots and became vegetarian.

Aged 15 I'd slacked enough to reach 97lbs and felt grotesque and I'd finally started my periods and knew I HAD to stop gaining weight because 98lbs is 7stone0. I was NOT a 7st girl. No way.

So I dieted. Properly. Maybe too much. Maybe not enough.

Aged 17 I'd got down to 69lbs. I'd developed other EDd behaviours as well as the usual skipping meals/fasting for many days at a time/ walking up to 18miles in a day/ purging/ laxative abuse and pure utter hunger strikes.

I didn't think I was thin enough though and the DRs were on my case and gave me *gasp* 2 weeks to live. I knew it was all made-up to scare me. They said blah blah blah... heart attack, blah blah... she can't even walk. I could walk fine thanks very much. They needed their eyes tested if you'd asked me back then.

Apparently, they said, I suffered with Anorexia Nervosa, co-morbid depression, Obsessive Compulsive Disorder and Starvation-Induced Psychosis.

I thought they were all mad, that'd they'd all turned against me and were trying to make me fat. I would not even drink water by then in case sugar was hidden in it.

I have been hospitalised 11 times now. But I've kept myself out for 15months so far. Cool huh? I overcame my OCD all by myself. It took 3yrs but it's paid off. I only get psychotic symptoms when I don't eat or sleep enough now and I'm on meds to treat the depression which is still here. I'm stuck at BN or ED-NOS currently. I see no difference between these 2. A.N. means strength, thiness, willpower. BN means greed to me and ED-NOS means not thin enough to be AN.

So anyway today's goal= <399cals
Tomorrow's goal= <360cals.

So far today I've consumed 108cals. It's 3:36pm so not too bad so far, huh?

I must get rid of this fat on me. I'm disgusted at my reflection.

I hope your week goes well and we can be pretty and slim but healthy also

Love Gem xxx xxx xxx

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Im thinking of doing a good old FAST tomorow and teusday if anyone wants to join me!?


It would be laaaaavly to  do it with someone!


Hope your all well :)
Stay Strong Everyone

Chloe
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