ive noticed many people on here have aim instead of msn, so i created an aim account!
i though maybe we could give support to eachother and stuff like that, when im home, im always online! so if you want, you can add me!
yup. with the space.
or if you want ill add you, but post your screen name!
so i broke my foot running. dont ask me how i did it, i dont even know!
ahah i guess i ran too much last week..
so now, ive been sitting at home with absolutely nothing to do.
and i get so tempted!
i gained like 4 pounds.
and i just cant keep away from food.
i really need thinspo. PLEASE HELP ME!!!
im giving up!!!!!!!!!!!
anyways, my "monthly friend" came
and he only stayed for 1 day and a half.
OMG! that is i think the second best part of not-eating, after getting thinner ^^
Well, thats it!!! im fasting untill i pass out. 2 weeks?
I AM -
[ ] anorexic but i have bulimic "episodes"
[ ] bulimic
[ ] living off diet pills
[ ] drinking something
[ ] Under 100lbs
[x] wanting to be "under-100-by end of june"
[x] starving yourself
[x] participating in a fast with other people
[ ] ask if i'm anorexic/bulimic
[x] call me fat
[dear god I wish] say i'm too skinny
[ ] say i'm ugly
[x] say i'm pretty
[x] spread rumors about me
[ ] force me to eat
[x] say i eat too much
 wish i'd stop
[x] don't know I'm anorexic/bulimic
I WISH -
[x] i was THIN
[x] i had a better body
[x] i didn't have to eat
[x] i could control myself
[X] i was under 100lbs
[x] i could avoid food
[x] i could hide what i am
[x] i wasn't fat
[x] i was pretty
[ ] i could stop
I LOVE -
[x] feeling hungry
[x] being weak, becuase i know i'm losing weight
[x] losing weight
[x] being anorexic/bulimic
 green tea
[x] diet soda
[ ] laxatives
[ ] diet pills
[x] being able to turn down food
[x] feeling good about myself
First post! My name's Ruth.. I'm pretty new to LJ in general and so have been looking around for clubs that I could post in happily.
I've had an ED for quite a few years now, and always felt like an outsider because of it. It's great to see a community based upon it... people don't realise how much a part an ED is of you once you've had it most of your life.
I hope I settle in well... it's great to meet everyone!
I found this site on LJ... It's great that we're here together. Since people are putting their stats I should too.
I once got to my goal weight, but my parents sent me to a clinic which is basically just a fat camp to make you fat again.
I'm a restricter, and a laxative-abuser. I don't orally purge - it ruins your teeth.
I want an Ana buddy to confide in - my parents don't get it, my boyfriend doesn't get it and it makes me sick.
I was wondering if you could give me some tips on how to stop my cravings for food.
gw2: see once I get to gw1
I had a baby 7 months ago, weighed 250 day I had him. I have lost 72 lbs since then and I am still trying. Yesterday I ate a yogurt that had 40 cals. Then my friend made me get a quick dinner with her before I had to go to wk. Fast food. I had 3 chicken strips, fries, and a shake. When I got to wk I felt so terrible that I purged it all back up. I haven't done that for a while and I felt great afterwards and didn't feel so bad about eating that food.
This morning I had a 45cal yogurt and I am still hungry but I think I will just go buy some gum and drink a lot of water.
Please let me know what you think.
Hey, I've just joined this community. I'm a member of some other ones but they're not very active. I've just become ana and I want to share my story and hear everyone elses. I know a lot of tips and tricks as I was ana last year and lost a lot of weight. I'm 8'8 stone now and I want to be at least 6'0. My MSN is email@example.com if anyone wants to talk on there. I always update my journals and inform my communities of how my diets going, plus replying to a lot of posts, but sometimes my mum gets suspicious so I have to go on MSN to avoid a grand search of my computer. So anyway, how is everyone? Please reply to my post telling me who you are, about your life, what you look like, how much you weigh and how much you want to weigh, how long you have been ana/mia etc. x Luv yu ma ana mia biatches x
Well I'm back on a diet again and this time I'm not going to listen to what my friends and family tell me - they don't know that I feel depressed as when I'm the size I am now. They have no clue what it's like to see all the hard work I've done go to waste when i agree to 'eat properly'.
I'm starting again.
I'm living away from home now and I can do it.
By December 1st I want to be thin again. I want to show everyone back home that I can do it and I don't need their philosophies.
I woke up this morning and I could feel the rolls of fat all over me. I just want to slice it all off and reveal the slim beauty that is beneath it all. I want to be able to smile without looking like I have a double chin, I don't want to feel like that fat girl when i'm in a room with slim girls.
I really am determined.
I am in control.
I don't want to be unhappy anymore.