I haven't been here in forever. I just got my internet back, so woopdy-fucking-do. I had a break down Tuesday night and cussed all my friends out and got in a fist fight with my sister and before that I broke up with my boyfriend and then one of his friends slipped some drugs into my drink and I quit my job and I'm fucking up school. Needless to say I haven't been feeling very good. I went to a counselor at school and it was pretty lame. I'm going back anyway. Hoping that if I can control my emotions that I will be able to actually talk to them and get somewhere without crying like a baby the whole time. I hate to admit that I'm fucked up like this over a guy, but that was just one more thing I didn't have to worry about in my life and now everything's come apart. I know I'll get over it. I still talk to him but it's hard because he's already got another girlfriend. Fuck it. Anyway, things will get better. I just have to ride it out.