||[Dec. 28th, 2005|11:40 pm]
i dont know what to do with myself anymore...|
i need to do something drastic. something that will make a real difference. be it back to the hospital, VNS therapy, shocks, what have you. i really need to get a second [and maybe a third] opinion of my mental health. the psychiatrist at school, i dont think he takes any of us seriously. and maybe hes right - if youre healthy enough to be in school, youre healthy enough to live a decent life. and maybe hes right - maybe i cant go back to school in the shape im in. sigh.
i just feel so lost.