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( Oh boy, and here I was trying to have a nuke-free career. )

since i wrote anything here..........how are the ppl on my friends list doing? I know most of u randomly added me as a friend and dont know you that well but glad to have friends on lj.

Me I've been in school well college and going day by day of learning and hanging out wit my buds and looking for a decent job and being on lj and procrastinating on some things. I cant wait for Twilight the movie to come out and HighSchool Musical 3 on Oct which i am dying to see in theaters since on tv there were wayyyy to many comercials and not alot of fun waiting for it to show. But Twilight is something i am DYING TO SEE with my closest buds who love the books thats about it for now....oh and posted some icons on my lj com azngal_icons if your into my work.

Snagged from misscla 
I choose only TV ship.



List your top seven nine ships:
1. Put all of them in order of your love for them
2. Name their fandom
3. Supply photos for said people
4. Tag anyone who wants to do it

( My lovely ships ♥  )

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Happy Birthday to rolandcl
Hope you'll have a fabulous day .. have a lot of fun ..

Anche se con un giorno di ritardo (scusami Claudia... colpa dell'età :P) vorrei fare tantissimi auguri di buon compleanno ad una ragazza davvero dolce e speciale!
Tantissimi auguri misscla ♥

Hey amazing F-list ..
I'm having a problem with LJ these days .. so hope that someone will help me ..
the problem is when I want to post a new entry I can't use the Rich Text box .. and it's frustrating really .. all I can see is an empty box .. I only can use the HTML box ..
So I did clean my cache but nothing works .. I even downloaded other programs to see if it open but it doesn't .. I tried Opera & Safari but really it didn't work .. tried from another computer and the same thing happen ..
any ideas .. ?????

Happy Birthday to go_clo
Hope you'll have a lot of fun in your day ..

<3 ..

Hello guys!
Some days ago it was my birthday... I received many little gifts and "Happy Birthdays".
That made me very Happy!
So I want to thank all the people who remembered me.

Special thanks to:
antar82 eowyn127 eleprue ioio10
julesina labella8 lirva85 misscla
mrsdusick pilla06 rorypiper sallyna_smile secret_vision and zimona

( Little Gifts )

Can I just say that I'm tired of being thought a screwup? Everything I do is wrong. I can't walk without tripping into something, I can't eat without dribbling something, I can't talk without stuttering. I can't do anything right.

This weeked my parents went on a camping trip which is something they rarely do. They left me to feed all the animals, etc. Well, the past few days this one calf has been sneaking out through the fence every day. I want to turn the fucking thing into veal. I'm just so sick of the lot of them. If he's not getting out, an older set of steers are breaking free. If they're not making a jailbreak, the cows are making one. I'm just sick of fucking with them! And it really sucks when you're by yourself trying to do it.

Well, today, my brother, his royal ugliness, gets on his high horse and orders me around like I'm Queen Elizabeth's worst slave. He hears the cows bellowing and immediately freaks out. Well, I truck all the way down to the pasture with the dog and of course, all the bastards are spread out. I do see the little shithead that's been getting out all week on the wrong side of the neighbor's fence. Fine - he'll work his way back. That was why the cow was bellowing. Unfortunately, it turns out another calf was out in another neighbor's pasture at the same time and that was why the cow was bellowing. Well, His Royal Ugliness, comes marching to the house saying we have to get the calf back in or the cow will go crazy, etc, etc. I go with him to the fence, but the calf's nowhere to be seen. The cow keeps yelling for it's calf, but there's no way we're marching onto someone else's land looking for the stupid thing. It'll just have to wait till my parents get home. Besides, I've been chasing cattle ALL WEEK. I'm SICK of it!!!

Well, His Royal Ugliness, decided to throw a diva tantrum saying if I didn't care, why was I living there? Why the hell should HE care? He doesn't live there? When he comes out to "help" all he does is bitch about not getting paid for it. So he just goes off and off on me like I'm some freaking two year old and not his older sister. Well, I told him to sod off and he tells me I shouldn't live here if I don't care what's going on.

Great. Just great. Someone else telling me I'm not wanted. I'm useless. I'm a freak, etc, etc. You know, I'm really sick of being told that I'm not qualified or experienced or wanted. Guess that's just my lot in life. The eternal fuck-up. The eternal loser. The eternal invisible shadow. Just not wanted anywhere.

Has anyone else read HIS DARK MATERIALS by Phillip Pullman? I bought an edition that has all three volumes and have slowly been making my way through it. (when you read five books at a time, it takes awhile!)

Anyway, I finished THE SUBTLE KNIFE, the second volume, not too long ago and was just depressed as hell. Nevermind the fact that I love the idea of having a daemon. These creatures are just manifistations of your own soul. Instead of being inside of your body, they live beside you. People might think of them as pets even. I took an online test once and and it said my daemon would be a lion. It just seems like it would be such a comfort to have something that understands you completely because they are a part of you. That way you'll never be alone.

What depressed me most though was the character of Lee Scoresby. He was the cowboy-like aeronaut that helps the Lyra in her adventures. He was played by Sam Elliot in the movie and was wicked cool. Anyway, he dies in the book and it just broke my heart. I guess I have a thing for those rugged man-with-no-name types. They're just so sexy and cool and stong. Seriously, if the world was going to hell - who would you want on your side? Clint Eastwood or Ahnold. I'll take the loner any day. I thought he'd survive long enough for the end of the series. Instead, he dies trying to protect Lyra - which is what I supposed was the best way to go for a hero like him. Still, I cried when I read his death. If they greenlight the sequel, I hope they give Sam Elliot as great a scene as it's written.

The saddest part was towards the end - Lee was in a shootout with some soilders - his daemon, a scruffy hare, curled up next to his face, tears on her cheeks, begging forgiveness for having led him to this point. So beautiful and so sad. Even in death, you're not truly alone in Lyra's world.

It's taking me a while to build up the courage to read the last volume of the series. Pretty silly, huh? You get invested in these characters and they do all sorts of things to your mind. Maybe it just means I'm a sucker to get pulled in to the fiction so easily. Maybe it means I have too much imagination or emotion. Maybe it just means I wish I were Lyra taking that adventure with someone as strong as the-man-with-no-name by my side.

minor spoilers for Doomsday and Journey´s End (not so much, actually)


Just watched Doomsday. The end of Journey´s End wasn´t so sad for me, ´cause I knew that Doomsday was still coming for me. And now after I´ve watched it - It´s strange. I didn´t cry as many people did (cause I´m very manly xD), but it was defiantly a bambie´s-mum-died-moment ... no; the moment when Bambie´s mum died was a Doomsday-moment ...
*wants a Rose - Defender of the Earth special*

[1-17] Sargate SG-1/Atlantis including "The Shrine"
[18-19] Farscape
[20-22] Supernatural

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( You're stuck with me, Rodney. Just accept it. )

Happy Birthday to robbosa ..
Hope you'll had an amazing day & a lot of fun ..

^_^ ..

- Wasn´t really around the last time, but 12th grade is a bit of work. ^^
But I always read your entries, but was too lazy to write comments ... xD

- I just wanted to say hi, actually ...

PS: There is an article about Education in Germany on wikipedia. Funny xD.

In grades 11-13, 11-12, or 12-13 (depending on the school system), each student majors in two or three subjects ("Leistungskurse", "Grundkurse"/"Profilkurse"). These are usually taught five hours per week. The other subjects are usually taught three periods per week. Yes, we have to. Great thing, wikipedia. I´m a dork. xD

PPS: I´m going to learn a bit Biology for tomorrow now. Is that geeky? [Biology love xD]

Happy Birthday to my friend jellybeanbug24 ..
Hope you'll have a fabulous day .. and have everything you wished for ..

<3 ..

Man, the panic just keeps mounting on me. I can't seem to keep anything else on my mind for two minutes without worrying again. When am I going to find a new job? And where? One minute I feel like a complete and utter loser, the next I feel just fine. I must be having some sort of nervous breakdown.

I mean, I should be able to get some sort of "grown up" job around here. I'm not a complete idiot. I have a degree. That should impress SOMEBODY. I'm sick of working retail and wearing a uniform. I mean, if I have to, I will. But why can't I have a simple office job as a clerk or secretary or something? Why can't I wear cute office clothes instead of a lame uniform? I'd be happy even in a Barnes and Noble. I'd be happy with two jobs in a shop if it'll get me by for now.

Still, I'd like a career like every other person on the planet. I just need to get my feet under me before I pursue another degree. I have a few ideas, but I can never settle down enough to be sure. I'm getting really tired of moving around every couple of years. Starting over and over again sucks big time.

God, I just feel so useless now - invisible - a drone with no identity. A big fat zero in life. It doesn't help that random people are asking me my age. Do I look ancient? Too young? Are they trying to make me feel like a giant, fat freak?

I just really, really, really need to find something soon! My bank account is just limping by these days. The whole thing just makes me want to throw up. I should have stayed in Iowa (sorry, it's becoming my mantra) but what can you do when your family asks for your help? It doesn't help that your ditzy sister would rather spend more time with your boyfriend than her son and/or rest of the family. At first she was bitching about how awful Texas was. Said we didn't call enough. Now when we call her it's a crime because SHE'S WITH GREG. Don't bother her now. Makes me want to vomit. Also, I happened to vent a little to her about my current situation. She tells me she doesn't know what it's like in the civilian world, so she doesn't know how to give me advice. Dear God, it wasn't as if I was asking how to disarm a James Bond Nuclear Device! I just wanted some sisterly advice.

Seriously! I cannot be that much of a freak, people! A bit different, I know, but you know what - that's me.

 

WELCOME AT HOES OVER BROS!
I finally opened my new icon challenge community!
I hope you'll all participate cause the first challenge is up!


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