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| Saturday, July 26th, 2008 |
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Alright, I'm giving up and buying a new DVD Burner (My current one won't read or burn DVD's, but CD's a nd Lightscribe functions work just fine). Here is the catch: I'm trusting YOU (the reader) to do my shopping for me. I plan on ripping a bunch of my OOP DVD's with it, and burning a bunch of the video files I have of OOP and PD movies, so it goes without saying that I need a workhorse that can take the punishment. Blue Ray is not needed, but +/-RW is. Lightscribe is a plus, but I can do without it. Quality over cost, but under $50 would be nice (I'll pay more if needed, however). So, for those in the know, what drive would you suggest I order? |
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"just a nice guy" Laughing My Fucking Ass Off!!!!!! |
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| Friday, July 25th, 2008 |
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Is it impossible for you to like work out a problem in a civilized manner, or do you just like to let drama escalate until you can't stand each other and or the relationship ends? Or is it just the girls I meet? Because I'm starting to notice a super fucking stupid pattern and I'm this close to just like Joining the army just to commit suicide. Life is so shitty right now, it would be even without the girl troubles. |
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( Read more... ) I forgot to mention that my assistant came back! Woohoo! Also, whoever was trying to pull that crazy stunt with paypal; trying to withdraw $300 dollars from my bank account sure wasn't expecting for that account to be closed. Too bad, So sad. Thank Goodness i closed it.That is all for now. i have to go shower and say goodnight to my love. X-Files anyone? |
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| Thursday, July 24th, 2008 |
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| Mr. Paul Roe, paging Mr. Paul Roe for a published rebuttal | ||||||
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My Reply: BWHAHAHAAALOLOROTFLMMFAOLOLOLOBAAAWAAAHO Seriously, I find this thing HIGH-LARIOUS! People take themselves WAY too seriously, and EVERYONE on both sides of this is G U I L T Y GUILTY! I got the same treatment the first commeter had when I first went to The Meeting Place dressed in all my DeathPunk gear... when it was hosting Catacomb. Shit, there was even a Westside/Eastside battle between the dancefloor regulars of the different sides of Alchemy at Nation. This whole L Street thing is small potatoes, something that has been going on in the DC GAWF scene going through for at least the past decade. For the record, I prefer going to Midnight. Why? Because I happen to have more friends there that I want to talk to, period. Not some ageist shit, not some our dj is better than your dj shit, I simply go where "Everybody knows my name".As far as the music is concerned, it's all the same. Someone at Tracks (or maybe it was Capital Ballroom) once told me "Ya ever wonder why you always hear the same shit at clubs? Cause that's all these fuckers want to hear!". All the DJ's sound the same, they all play the same songs, whatever. I happen to think that I have found more variation at Midnight, a wider net at times, but that comes back to the ageism shit. Mohawk Adam & I were talking once about the Over 21 section at Shampoo after I returned from a Drac's Ball where he said "What I hate is that all the new music is played on the all ages floors, and theey only play old stuff in the over 21 area. What, just because I'm over 21 it means that all I want to listen to is stuff from 21 years ago?". Combine this with the 'People growing up, making families, and becoming responsable run of the mill merican adults', and you get why my 30 year old ass likes to hang with 'The Kids'. There also seems to be the problem that most of the old farts I have found that still care about 'Teh Scene' shit are just as immature as the 18-21 YO'sjust coming in, they just have more practice being immature and socialy stunted. Anyways, I'm cutting this off here, however I may add more in later based ont he comments I get. To sum up/clear up: I prefer Midnight, but like both nights. I'm DJing at Midnight on 08/09, and would love to spin at Spellbound in the future. However, y'all are stupid, and whoever greenlighted/participated in that article is even stupider. Love y'all, but this isn't y'all's brightest momment ya dim bulbs. |
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I love my mother to death. But right now, I can hardly stand being here. Everything I do is wrong. Everything I say is, according to her, laced with attitude. Maybe it is. I can't be sure why, but every day she has to blow up at me for some minuscule thing that is so definitely NOT a big deal. For instance, today I drove out to the lab because I had to get blood drawn. Today it was pouring. I got soaking wet running to the car. Big deal. So by the time I got home, it was only drizzling basically. Dad's truck was in the driveway. And everyone in this house knows, I'm not good at backing the car up between the truck and putting it in the garage, SO, to avoid smashing the cars together and causing horrible destruction, I refrain from trying to put it in the garage. So. I pull it up as far as I can and get out and go inside. Now five minutes ago, I hear my mom bitching and complaining "WHERE IS MY CAR?!" and my dad goes "um it's probably in the driveway..." and she flips the fuck out "She needs to learn how to put the car in the garage! I have all this shit to carry out and now it's going to get SOAKED and so am I because she can't put the car in the garage!" So I hear this ridiculousness from my room, and I go out thinking ok I will help her. So then I go out and she continues to bitch, and both me and my dad are like we'll carry stuff out, she she was like "well I could carry it but then I am going to get soaking wet because I can't carry an umbrella AND carry my stuff" and I was like "mom, the car is literally two steps into the "rain", it's not a big deal" and she's continuing to rave. And then she goes "well, I have to go over to grandma's (which is NEXT DOOR) and I don't want to drive over there!" So at this point, I am confused. And naturally, since I am catching her in her own retardedness, I was like "well...then it doesn't really matter where the car is because if you're walking over, you're going to get wet anyways..." And obviously nobody likes being proved wrong, she starts commenting about my "attitude problem" and such moronic business. So really, how was this a big deal at all? A normal person would have been like hey, give me a hand, and she blows this up into a fucking huge dramafest. BUT. I think I finally understand why this happens. I always complain about her treating Cory always like he can't do anything wrong and he's the baby and whatnot, and she told me "the only reason I do that is to balance out how dad treats him. Dad treats you like you can do no wrong, and he treats Cory like he can do no right." And I do kinda see where she's coming from with that because Dad is REALLY hard on Cory, which is sometimes justified and sometimes not. And he usually is easy on me, at least at this stage of my life. Not to be confused with all my life, because my dad was a super strict and stubborn parent. So, I think what she's doing is the opposite of my dad basically and just giving me shit because dad doesn't, meanwhile she doesn't give Cory shit because dad does. Which oh heavens, yes please make sure all the kids are getting treated in an equally shitty manner regardless of their behavior. Great idea. And yeah Caitlin, you're right, it does feel good to get this into words. |
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Less than a month until BGSU! And two more weeks of Kroger. Wow, that place SUCKS. Hallmark is okay, so I'm staying there longer. I saw Hancock today with some old friends. It was really good. And then we just sat around and talked and reminisced and told stories for two hours. Good times =] We decided we should make a movie about our high school principal, and make him seem like Rambo. Because that role would really suit him. |
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| Wednesday, July 23rd, 2008 |
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Billy Bragg is playing the 9:30 on 10/27. I know where I'll be that night. |
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Ya know, I have been listening to Bad Brains a hell of a lot recently. The mix I'm listening to on my ipod right now is Bad Brains, a bunch of other reggae iinfluanced punk/hardcore bands (Rancid, Op Ivy, The Clash), a bunch of old Hip Hop artists (Ice T, Public Enemy, Beastie Boys, House of Pain, Cypress Hill), a bunch of crossover acts (Body Count, Rage Against The Machine, Living Colour), and my other favorite stoner hardcore band (Murphy's Law) and spiritual hardcore band (Shelter). Thing is, I can always listen to Bad Brains, no matter what you mix their stuff with. Reggae, hardcore, jazz, hip hop, synth pop, EBM, anything. If The Clash are 'The only band that ever mattered', then Bad Brains must be a close second. However, I'm being bad and not listening to my 'Shit I Would Play When DJing' mix that I use for inspiriation and to hype me up a week or so before DJing. Yes, as you may have guessed, this means I'm DJing at Midnight again soon. Aug 9th is the date, focus is going to include a lot of synthpop, old guitar based goth, epic downtempo shit (think Delrium, DCD, the original mixes of Apop's Mourn and VNV's Standing), and will include a a surprise premier track at the opening of my second set. Oh yeah, feel free to reply with your requests in this post. |
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I just want to update this journal, but I feel so confused about all of thee etra features! In any case, my birthday's coming up fast. I feel like I've been intentionally avoiding certain responsibilities this summer. After coming back from the Dominican Republic I've been chillin. And I mean chillin. No work nor school. I think I need to get off my ass and do ......things. I mean like really, do things. Anyway I'm really bad at explaining myself. oh man, side note, how crazy was the dark knight! |
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| Tuesday, July 22nd, 2008 |
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Copies over vrom my Blogger account, found at http://marchofthehampsters.blogspot.c *************************** I was thinking that perhaps a blog would assist me in my creative writing malaise. I have been having a horrendous time of trying to get some of the creative spiders out of my brain and into type of some form. Tricksy things, those spiders. Unicorns don't poop rainbows. They poop rainbow colored creative spiders. And this all says nothing of the drought my artsy leanings have suffered. I can't recall the last time I drew or sculpted something. Really I should just start doing something, no matter how aesthetically offensive the outcome, until something marvellous happens. Well, mayhap not marvellous. I'll settle for mildly interesting. We shall have to see what happens. Moving onwards with the speed of molasses in January. The household has aquired, as of a month and a half ago, two more cats. They have been dubbed Mittens by the resident patriarch. I think he aquired the idea of the story of naughty kittens and their lost mittens. Individually, they are Canyon, a slightly dusty, long-haired ginger tabby, and his sibling, a slightly patchy, long-haired tortie.  We had requested the two most aggressive/dominate kittens of the litters, and these are the two that were recomended. We reasoned that perhaps they would need to be able to stand up for themselves against the two younger tomcats in the house (dubbed The Boys, individually Copper and Voodoo). Little did we know that our fears of pained baby mews and flying fur were utterly unfounded.  Here we see Voodoo chillin' with the Mittens. The hideous white thing is an upended sofa that we have not had the gumption to pack downstairs to the dumpster. It is serving as a temporary kitty tree.  We have further immasculated Copper by adding Mamma to the beginning of his name. He has earned this by his near motherly care of the mittens, insisting on cleaning them and snuggling with them when he deems fit, which is rather often.  Apparently it was Canyons turn. Naturally our two oldest cats, Hydra and Castle, do what we always expect them to, hold undying disdain for any newcomers to the household. It will be picture time for them later at some point. Well, that shall be it for the moment. I need to light a fire underneath my chair so I may have motivation to lurk my writing haunts. Really, there is some good stuff there that is begging for attention. |
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 Heather asked me that question after I showed her this pic. My answer was this: "So wrong I'm posting it in my LJ?" |
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| Monday, July 21st, 2008 |
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"Young, Gay, and Murdered in Junior High" via Newsweek "At 15, Lawrence King was small—5 feet 1 inch—but very hard to miss. In January, he started to show up for class at Oxnard, Calif.'s E. O. Green Junior High School decked out in women's accessories. On some days, he would slick up his curly hair in a Prince-like bouffant. Sometimes he'd paint his fingernails hot pink and dab glitter or white foundation on his cheeks. "He wore makeup better than I did," says Marissa Moreno, 13, one of his classmates. He bought a pair of stilettos at Target, and he couldn't have been prouder if he had on a varsity football jersey. He thought nothing of chasing the boys around the school in them, teetering as he ran." I would say I'm shocked that it even happened. I'm more shocked at how it did... I guess I expected an after school beating gone awry. But ignorance still breeds. As hateful of the concept as I am, I've become more and more numb to how people are instinctual over their intellect. How the concept of their person being threatened clouds any other reason. I hate how people seem to think something is really wrong with a person when they're gay. That the person deserves more than the other, that they will become infected or that they will be hit on and be haunted by memories of abuse for all of their lives. It's ridiculous. Still, very sad. I wish it wasn't done. More people need to embrace what scares them to understand that they have nothing to fear. |
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| Sunday, July 20th, 2008 |
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Weelll. Today makes it officially two days before disney world. I can't wait. I cleaned my room whilst listening to MJ records. And trying to decide on which stuffed animal I should take with me. I don't even want to think of college. Because I can't take them ALL with me. Especially since mumble is the size of a small child. >.< haha. I'll figure something out. Kevin is a definate though. Do not fear my cuddly koala. you shall be saved. Uhm anyways. So, Amanda's grad party was the other night. friday night. It was tons of fun at first. Like, when I got there. clearly I was the first person there. We filled up water balloons, and tried to burn the cd's. And then Travis showed up and I swear he looks older. Then tops people showed up, and family members of Amanda's and soon there was like TOONNSS of people. lol. We ate, listened to music, sat around at a picnic table with ms.secord. It was just good times. lol. As it got darker the last of the people showed up. It was like...omg so many people I will probably forget a few, but like...Mike V, amanda's cousin Mike, Vinny!!, Cornelia, Ashley, Luke,Matt,Alex,Eliza,Roxy,Dee,Ryan,Jenna, I'd been socked in the head with a water baloon after declaring that my hair was off limits. >.< Twice. And I was still wet. and cold. and beign eating alive by mosquitos. So I was like eh..I'm going to call it a night. And decided to just sit by myself for a minute or two. Cause I HATE large crowds of people. Everyone's talking and..existing..and it just bothers me. So I was like. let me sit here on this picnic table. SOMEONE did not get the message to leave me alone and thus never did leave me alone thus I never was really okay. But that's alright. Matt came over. He's allowed to do that. haha. He sat with me. and then Alex came over. He's allowed too. sometimes. >.> And we had the most perverted conversation ever. But with those two it didn't come as a shock. ahha. I eventually tried to nap a little. too uncomfortable. finally gave in and played af ew rounds of man-hunt. I ACTUALLY GOT PEOPLE OUT. AND DIDN'T GET MYSELF OUT!! how crazy is that? i think manhunt/apples to apples was the funnest part of the game. matt was up in a tree. so we never did catch him. lol. Apples to Apples was HILARIOUS. Ryan and Dee could NOT win. and Ashley kept winning. Apparently, I am a feminine (*snort*) philosophical violent elitist....cause that makes sense. haha. Sadly, people had to leave. and take matt with them. He was actually participating! haha. And so we said our good byes and continued to make insensitive jokes about AIDS.AMANDA. haha. I left soon after, cause I had to be up early to do shtuff. And so, I left. It was really really fun. And even when I was just chillin' by myself, I was still very much contented. I just need to break away from big crowds of people sometimes. It's no big deal. lol. Soo. I cleaned my room. Got all the stuff I need for Disney ready, tonight, I PACK. tommorow WE SHOP. and then WE FLYYY! the only way to get to Disney World is to fly you know :). Peter Pan says so. haha. I can't wait for magic kingdommm and magic hours. And water slides and restaraunts where they throw ketchup at you and make you ride around on a stick pony.... and all the animals. and rollercoasters and palm trees!!!!! asdklaskdalda I WANNA GO RIGHT NOW. It still doesn't feel real. I wonder if it will ever feel like it REALLY happened. hm. We'll see :). Okay, grilled cheese calls my name. G'day! xXx |
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| Saturday, July 19th, 2008 |
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I saved up 71.00 in change for spending money at Disney World. GO ME! :) I'm so excited. THREE DAYS!!!!!!!SLDSAKDJKLASDJASLDJA I REALLY CAN'T WAIT. I have to go to work now. But I'm not even complaining. cause I'm going to disney world in three days and none of my mean customers can say that. :P |
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Everything is okay. One of the most beautiful songs ever written, ever. Listened to it at 30 times today. |
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I know many of you know about my love for Bettie Page, Vampira, Elvira, Little Nell Campbell, and a couple of others who would count as being 'List' material. Let me give you a peek at some of the ladies who are on the current 'List': - Kat Von D - Johanna Angel (to be truthful, most any of the Burning Angel/Suicide Girls models that look like they have had a decent meal recently) - Patricia Day of The Horrorpops This post has been inspired by THESE PICS posted by my friend ![[info]](http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} evb from last Wednesday's Warped Tour stop here in the Baltimore/DC area. I really should have budgeted the cash to join her there, all I'm going to say.
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Escape The Fate || July 18, 2008 || Transmission Room, Auckland, NZ. THE VIDOES ARE UP YO! THAT WAS AMAZING. ESCAPE THE FATE WERE HELLA IMPRESSIVE, not that i ever doubted them :D We left the house at around 3pm and got to town in about 40 minutes but we drove around for half an hour because we couldn't find the venue! See this is why I always insist on going early. Anyway, we drove past Tanuki's and I could've sworn I saw Kc and Jess walking down the street. After I asked a guard at Town Hall where Transmission was he said it was near Real Groovy. So we drove past RG and I see Kc and Jess again sitting on the bench in front of it. |
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| Friday, July 18th, 2008 |
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Let me first say that The Dark Knight was fucking AWESOME! If you haven't seen it yet go see it now! Secondly, I will be getting internet on wednesday..yay! Third..our house is almost there but since Laura is going out of town for two weeks we probably won't be having a house warming party until next month some time. They showed the trailer for The Watchmen and omg *squees* I can't wait. *bounces* That's about it for now.. |
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1) I knew I'd see Heath in a dress at least once after Brokeback Mountain (It's in the trailer, so no crying) 2) cats_n_crying, be sure to bring at least two extra pairs of pants... make that three extra pairs of pants.
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| Thursday, July 17th, 2008 |
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So I survived visiting a hot and sunny island and subsequently arranged my pension. Does this make me old? Still pondering e-book readers. Kind of leaning towards Cybook. |
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One thing you should never give a car full of musical freaks is an instrumental version of wicked songs. One thing you should never give roxanne is a high-pitched recorder. >.< hahah. Today was loads of fun. Spent some time at the gym with amanda, swimming. went and stayed with Nicole at Caz Cafe. I got a blended frozen chai, raspberry. SO VERY YUMMY. Amanda ate two bagles. And once it died, I took off my flip-flops and sang and danced all through the cafe. the bookshop is open and I love how homey it is. I love the whole cafe. I miss the old tiny bathroom though! I still ahve the picture Matt took of me in sophmore year sticking my head out. The day after christmas. It was always so cold outside and so warm inside Caz Cafe. haha. So basically, me and Amanda were totally hyper. I got a free coffee and half a muffin. Amanda wouldn't stop eating the hotsauce and trying to teach me ballet. I created my own dance moves. "THIS. IS NOT A MUSICAL FINISH. THIIISS IS A MUSICAL FINISH" All of the songs were the kind of songs that make you want to fall in love. And dance in the rain. The ones that make everything feel like you're in an indie movie. I just loved it. haha. Nicole is the best coffee maker ever. And I am sooo glad we got to keep her company and run around the cafe for like 3 hours. ahha. After, we headed to spot coffee, the other amazing buffalo coffee shop I am nothing without. We all wound up outside waiting for ALEX to get his ass downtown from NORTH BUFFALO. cause that's not going to take forever. it was Erica, Roxy, Sammy, Matt, Annabelle, Amanda, Me, and the B-DAY GIRL HERSELF ELIZA. haha. I feel like I forgot someone. >.< well, we eventually got Alex and went down to the waterfront. It's sooo nice now. I want to go on a date there. They really outdid themselves. it looks so beautiful. We were on this really pretty bridge until spiders and the smell made us leave haha. We walked all the way down to the end, in hopes of getting to where the beach is, but it was closing. So, we were like..well crap. So we decided PEARL STREET GRILL! I have no idea why, but we wound up all holding hands. It was like Matt, me Alex and then all the way down the line. And every 5 seconds a tree came into my view and I had to scream at everyone to move to the left or right to avoid me being squished to bits. Thankfully, everyone was kind enough to do so. We all got sweaty palms and sick of the twisting and turning, so we let go. And then we started the RAYMAN vs RAH MAN war. We were winning (RAYMAN NOODLES.) but then they started asking people on the street and we lost. Pearl street was closed, we were told to go to City grill, but then ended up deciding on Buffalo Wild Wings on Elmwood. SO, we piled into cars and headed to Wild Wings, blaring Roxy's WICKED cd the whole way there, screaming moreso than singing. Wild Wings was actually pretty fun, for as tired as I was. We played the trivia game under the name "FATHOE" so when we won it was like "FATHOE HAS THE HIGH SCORE!" on ALL the tv's. hahha. We had a "remember when" session, ranging from things not even I was there for, to Mrs.Welch, Matt's need to unhook every girl in the 7th grade's bra. The time we braided half of matt's head when he fell asleep during collaberation, not being able to sit on the heater (It was Alex's job to pick me up cause I couldn't climb like everyone else...) various Jackie's wild parties, the love triangles matt was always involved in against his will. the "who made out with who?" game. I think I won, cause I made out with like..everyone at the table besides two people. NOT A WHORE. but these people have been in my life FOREVER. hahah. And most of them were dares. Like...all of them...haha. We just had an amazing time, talking and laughing and being friends. WHICH I LOVE. I love all of the people I was with. Alex carried me like a princess. I passed around a condom and told everyone to say it was from Alex to Matt, so Matt passed it back as a kind of thanks,I'd love to, and Alex was like "the fuck?" and matt was like 'awe come on!" hahaha. Eliza and Matt made out so much that Matt got his Rainbow Pass temporarily Revoked from me. The god of the gays. stfu Roxy, it's my job now. haha. We ate eachothers food. Roxy had too much hotsauce. Amanda and Sammy drank hotsauce lemonaid And it was just AWESSOOMMEEE. And I love performing arts and I want to go back to the old school and stand at the radiator and laugh at the fact that we were all too small to sit on it. Or the laundry room. Or hte stairs in the big gym...or is that..no that's the small gym. I'M ALREADY FORGETTING OH GOD. :(. Well, I'm going to tell Ms.Lyons all our AP scores tommorow so I should get to sleep...... Good night to all of you out there! :). xXx Me: There's supposedly going to be a high-school safe RENT. Roxy: WTF are they going to do? Me: What'd you forget? "I think I dropped my...cat." I have to go..ooouuut to get some groceries. Angel wouldn't exist, "I'll cover you" would be a song about friendship, and nobody would be gay or have AIDS. so they really couldn't call it RENT. I don't know what they'd call it..cept..it's a shitty musical..for high..school. Highschool musical? No, one shitty "musical" per title. hm. hahahha :) |
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| Wednesday, July 16th, 2008 |
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Setting up my class schedule. Still got the new phone, it's up and running and texting works and the voicemail works. Soon I'll be back at the dorms for good, since I seemed to take a short Summer vacation in the Hell that is where Todd lives. Then I'll have constant internet and everything. I'm looking forward to that. If you want to store my number, even if we barely talk, look at my last Friends Only post. It's good to have numbers and I still need some numbers from you people out there. If you leave a voicemail, say your name clearly. Mark Sunshine: I need your number, dear. You better look up that number in my previous post. Don't make me come up there! |
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T Shirts reflecting your band geek insturment of choice. Choices include Accordion, Cowbell, Bagpipe, Kazoo, Ukulele, Harpsichord, Cello, and many more. HMT needs to get in on selling some of these. |
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| Tuesday, July 15th, 2008 |
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Niagara University. IS AWESOME. haha. I am sooo excited to go back. and go to college. and live with nicole. More on this awesome adventure to come later, right now, I have to hang out with Canada's most wanted. (On Canadians) Filthy Prey
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| Monday, July 14th, 2008 |
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I have completely lost faith in humanity. I will never believe in love. I know a man that gave up everything he knew, sold his house, left his children and grandchildren to move all the way across the country to be with the woman he loved. Now the woman, after four short years, is threatening to leave him, over petty bullshit, over her own fucking mental illness that she refuses to accept that she has won't get help for. My family is falling apart. It isn't and never has been what you would call conventional, but it's what it is and I love every member of it with everything I have. I love my step father more than I've ever loved my biological father. I adore my step grandfather like you wouldn't believe. My family is falling apart, my grandmother is threatening to leave my step grandfather because of petty bullshit and mental illness. I haven't cried this much in a long time. The tears came instantly and uncontrollably and haven't ceased. I don't know what to do. Everything, my house, my whole life as I know it, revolves around my family sticking together and pulling through. And it looks like the 'adults' in my life are about to fuck everything up royally yet again. I've lived through suicide threats, leaving, violence, this had not better be the end. How dare she call me a fucking child. I'm more grown up than she'll ever be. I'm feeling an odd combination of love and anger, and it's ripping my heart in half. |
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| Sunday, July 13th, 2008 |
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I typed this nice post about things but it got deleted cause the stupid internet cut out. There is like I swear 8-10 connections that show up and they are all secure. Damn people!! Grr. The house is coming together nicely, we have ac but it's not put in it and it sucks. Even more so because I am usually the only one home during the hottest part of the day. Mindy makes kick ass desserts that will makes us all fat, if you want some feel free to stop by. Being interested in a reclusive boy sucks. I know that we're still pre-pre-relationship or whatever.. but it's disappointing to feel like the person you like isn't making an effort to see you. Bleh. That's kinda the sum up of things. The other post was better but now I am all cranky cause of the internet. |
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Friends LiveJournal for AFI Fans.
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aggravated.
calm.
hot.
sympathetic.
silly.
optimistic.
okay.
apathetic.
content.
awake.
content.
Cranky and Disappointed..