Ok, had a shitty couple of days :( Tried to do things to keep myself busy but has been hard, ivejust felt so down lately about life and stuff. And as stupid as this seems, the other night I was laying in bed thinking about doing stupid things to hurt myself. I know I know, dont go there and try not to think about these kind of things but i was at a real low and felt alone in the world, and these things just came to me. Thankfully I havent carried out anything, and probably never will but its the thoughts which are scary. Sometimes I just want to curl up and be left to cry and not worry about life and people who claim to be a friend, I wish i could roll back the years and tears and be happy like i used to be without a worry and have friends, or people i once believed were friends.
Apart from that, Unforgive tonight. Cant believe only about 5 matches on the ppv? Although we're gonna get about 1h 30mins or more of the 3 main events.
I can see Jeff Hardy finally winning the SD title, but do the wwe still have faith in him not screwing up, i think they should and anything to get the title off hhh. I dont see Mark Henry losing the title, espeially when to me that belt has been made especially for him. I hope Punk retains the title though as he should be given a good run with the title and see how he can prove to the haters just that he is capable of being a good champion.
I really really really want Maryse to win the title, she is so adorable but I just cant see McCool losing sadly :( Would be nice to see Cryme Tyme win in the final match but i dont think we'll even get that either. The Undertaker/Vickie moment will hopefully happen and i hope be something good and special.
Got my meeting with Union people on Thursday to discuss my options regarding my work situation. Hopefully ill get the support i need.
Watched the leaked new episode 1 of season 3 of Dexter, OMG, its getting better each season. The big news at the end as well, wow. I also caught online the new trailer of Dexter (dreaming) which is amazing, the trailers are just mindblowing sometimes. I also started to read the 1st book 'Darkly Dreaming Dexter', only upto chapter 3 so far but its good already.
Thats about it, im off to wait and wait, to listen to silence before Unforgiven starts at 1am.