I'm sick. Do you remember the time that I went out with a t-shirt in thunder? Well yeah. After moving into the winter house, I worked all day long with a sweaty back, and here we go, welcome sickness.
I'm also netless, and it's driving me crazy. I hope I'll make it get working late afternoon, I ordered mom to buy the stuff I need to make it work, she's on it. Not that I'm gonna sit here or such, but I need to know that it's working. Net is like drugs, gee. I'm writing this as a draft e-mail on my Outlook, I'll post this entry when I'm finished via dial-up. Also, tiredness and dizzyness make my English form very wrong sentences, so bear with me.
I'm having trouble with sleep, since my throat is sore. I'm fighting against to not have fever, cause when I have fever, I have it bad. I only have it for one day, but always I see 41-41C, and it tires the hell out of me. So yes, I'm on antibiotics, and since I haven't had any for the last 2 years, it's tiring me up. I'm forbidden to get sick, since my sister's fragile condition, so I'm more than careful ever since, but this time they won me over. Well, I'm not defeated until the war is over, so yes, I'm fighting. My sister is forbidded to have a step into my room, I'm also going to seperate my dinners and such.
As a sickness ritual, I set up my computer and my bed aligned, and put on my shows on line. Usually, when I'm all feverish, I go with Alias Season 2, that is the best medicine for me, cause the awesomeness keeps me awake and I feel that my brain is still alive, and not going numb.
Today though, since I'm not that bad, I chose Bones. How I love that show, seriously. When it first began, I wasn't that over Angel, and I saw David Boreanaz as Angel still, so I didn't start to watch this. I honestly hated that show, and didn't appreciate Boreanaz, also thought that Booth was just an alive Angel, who was doing forensic criminal things now. I thought he was acting like Angel, still.
But last year, (while the show was on it's 3rd season, now you see that I'm sometimes very stubborn) I watched some of the episodes on TV, and I kind of hooked up with it. Yet, I wasn't ready or thinking about to buy it/marathon it. So, one of my feiends lend me her Bones DVDs, and boy, I'm a fan of it since then.
I love the characters, each and every one of them. Their personalities, histories. And they are always in character that I'm so amazed. I honestly respect the writers of this show, I mean Brennan is still the same woman in the Pilot, but she is also so changed right now. She has grown up a lot, and only the ones who watched it all can see that. I'm proud of her.
I'm watching all of the episodes slowly, it's like sugar to me, I don't want to waste it, so on the slow watching, I'm about to close the first season nowadays, today I've watched 5 episodes in a row. But on the wider cycle, I have finished the third season, so yes, I know what happened. It's making me so sad, and angry at the same time, but I'll deal with it. I need to get my hands on the 4th season, just to make it ready. Or wait for the DVDs, yes.
So, whatever it's worth, I'm happy to be pwned by Boreanaz. I love Emily Deschanel, and I love all of the visuals, forensics, characteristics (Racing beetles, anyone?) of this show. It makes me remember that once upon a time, I wanted to be one of them. I was this close to choosing that path, they are this real to make me remember that. And it's like sharing real time with them, I don't know.
I also found my termo-cup! I'm happy, I thought I lost it! It's a cute red, long mug, but a thermos, you know those are selled at Starbucks? Like that, but much prettier. I won it at a competition held by Nescafe, it's dear to me :X
And now my tea is in it, the weather is not cold, but not hot either, I'm having a good music, watching a good show, my bed is cozy and purple, I'm back at my purple room, my beloved ones are texting me, and life is good, so good right now. I'm honestly content, full and happy at this moment.