That hope
That resides inside of me
That love
That will never be felt
Those cold hands that grabbed mine
It'll all be okay
You told me the greatest lies
The epic false
You held me
But who did I hold?

Afternoon Colored

Those sun tanned hands
That use to hold me
That carassed me
The ones that held my face
Every time you said
"I love you, I love you"

Those sun tanned hands
Held my pale ones
And reassured me that
Everything will be okay

The color of of a summer
Afternoon
Were they

I'm running out of breath
Asphyxiation
Now those sun tanned hands
That I use to love
Are holing onto my neck
Those calloused hands
End my days
My love is it?

Through you I'll live
I'll tell you those secrets that may never be heard of
I'll laugh with you you
And you'll just give me a toothy smile in return
Those words I can't even murmur
To myself at night
You will know me
You will see the side of me that is compassionate
That loves with remorse
I'll tell you about others feelings
My feelings
The eternity that is to come
Words will never be heard
But they will always be felt
Like the Field
That was broken by love and hope

Writing:

    Title: I'm Here 「the eternal sky」
    Series: Neon Genesis Evangelion
    By: Mari'RAYE [demolition_mcr     ]
    Pairing: Shinji/Rei/Kaworu
    Rating: PG-13 to R
    Notes: Will be told in third person limited
    Disclaimer: I OWN NOTHING.
    Notes:
        [2/17/08][chapter one to come soon, half way done
        [3/21/08] I'm revising this chapter and still writing stuff down. May be up by the end of this month.

Planning:

    Title: 4|Four
    Series: xxxHoLiC
    By: Mari'RAYE [demolition_mcr       ]
    Pairing: It kind of give away so I won't tell you just yet
    Rating: PG-13
    Notes: Will be told in first person
    Disclaimer: I OWN NOTHING. It will also have some mean crossovers. And if you mind, it's my own Tsubasa version.
    Notes:
        [2/18/08]This is an old project I had planned since god knows when. I think it was around last summer when I wanted to write this but got in a hiatus dew to lack of inspiration.

Ps, I'm not good at summaries