Anyone who knows me knows that fall is my favorite time of the year. And, as a runner, it brings perfect weather. The cooler temperatures, the crisp air, and the darker mornings all provide great training conditions.
The subject of this entry refers to a return. Unfortunately, I'm talking about the return of pain in my hip, not a return to serious training or racing. I tried to return too quickly, and it backfired. In the best times, and the worst times, running is humbling if nothing else. I haven't run in a few weeks now. My last run was a short treadmill run at the gym with Nicole. I knew 3/4 of a mile into it that I wouldn't be running again for a long time. The first couple days after that run were really tough. I came home, hung up my running shoes, and hung my head in disappointment. I've since become less upset about it, but I'm still not over it completely.
It's a strange feeling to have something that you love to do snatched from you. It's almost like I'm not the same person. I've considered myself a runner since 2004. It has become a big part of me. If I'm not a runner right now, who am I? What's my identity? Everywhere I go, I think about running. I drive over the bridge, and I think about running on the bike path. I drive Nicole to work, and I think about the Stockadeathon. I see someone running on a sidewalk and think about what that idiot is doing running on such a harsh surface. It's everywhere, yet it's nowhere near my grasp.
Other than that, there isn't much to report. I'm still doing the 100 pushups program. It's going well. My max sets (after doing 5 sets with 90 and 120 seconds apart) the last two workouts have been 50 and 58. The last two weeks have been really good. As far as personal stuff, football season is going well. The Bills are 4-1 and Notre Dame is 4-1. Four years ago today is when Nicole and I started dating, although it seems like so much longer. College hoops season starts in about 5 weeks. My brother in law, Jay, and his wife, Carrie, had a son this week. I'm now an uncle to two kids!
I'm not sure what I'll have to say in the next few months. I don't want to depress anyone, as I probably have with this post, so I might just lay low for a bit. Or I might have to vent more. Sorry, just had to get some thoughts out.