Sho: I wonder if you can buy this in Japan?
Matsujun: That's why I just said it's 2,520 yen.
Nino: YOU, GO HOME ALREADY!

Several moronic moments later, and with the appearance of a mango...

Ogu-san: Is this something you can easily find in Tokyo?
Matsujun: Seems you can't.
Ogu-san: How did we obtain this?
Sho: We got this from Okinawa?
Staff Member: We got it directly from the farm.
Sho: Then who went to Okinawa to get this?
Staff Member: IT WAS SENT!
Sho: Eh?
Nino: Even the staff is getting mad at you!

This gets me through the day. Seriously. Seriously

Everything in my life right now revolves around waiting.

You know when you're having a fantastic time, and you say the infamous, "Oh, I wish time could just stop and I'd stay here forever" type line? It seems the only time things stop moving is when you'd really like to get as far forward as possible or start anew.

I have a lot of dreams I can't realistically plan for, and it's kind of annoying. Sometimes I think I'm headed toward a life of floating about and relying on other people in spite of my intelligence and capability, just because I can't determine what kind of career would potentially make me happy. Only vague happenings that have nothing to do with work. Ha.

It's weird that my summer is off by a month, you know? I still have a few weeks while everyone else is back in class... because I got out later, and that was pretty awful too. But I love having the three 10-week terms as opposed to two 15-week ones. I learn so much more and I gather the same credits and it's faster paced. It was designed that way because I was supposed to have half a year of working, but now it probably just means I'll be technically in my junior year in spring of my sophmore year or something... credits wise.

My parents go to work and my siblings go to school and I'm waiting.

Waaaaaiiiiiiting. And I'm sure if anything else happens that I don't approve of, I'll wish I was back waiting anyway. Blegh.

A few nights ago I had a dream I was repeating myself over and over in Spanish and French. Maybe my mind is angry that in fall I'm taking Japanese. Thing is, I plan to continue with all 3 through college, so they should just SHUT UP and wait their turn. Seriously.

I really, really, really want my laptop back. Like, immediately would be good. I'm not handling this very well at all. :(

WHY DID YOU ABANDON ME, MACBOOK WITH NO NAME!? Or quite possibly a name that I typed in and thought was amusing at the time but can no longer remember.

In other news - BLEGH.

I have found life without Nino is not so sarcastic and sweet.
I'm not sleeping well.
I hardly ever follow through with my goals.

Truth.