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[October 15, 2008 @ 5:01pm] |
I am empty! I really haven't been able to write. I stare at blank pages for hours. Waakkkeee UuuupppPP. I'm still figuring out how to adjust. I have to fit the pieces together and make it work. This whole life thing, I mean. That's all it is. Ne? It might be negative to say but I don't think I can be truly happy without my music. And I haven't been able to make any in over a year. Though I know there's a reason a meaning for it. I just don't know how much longer I can stand it. Please, come back.
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[October 16, 2008 @ 6:36am] |
Ahh, so I have almost recovered entirely from the plague! :D Which is gleeful for me because skjdhjawe plague.
Or, you know, a kinda very bad cold. :| But all the same - I spent almost two weeks being toxic and being forced to go to work anyway, spreading disease to little elderly people. :| I hate disease.
This said, I got the weekend off because I am minorly toxic. :D Working in a casino, even though I'm affiliated with the food and beverage part and not the actual casino itself, is sort of soul destroying. It makes me feel really really terrible to walk through it because casinos sort of ruins peoples lives.
Ahhh, social guilt complex. XD; That don't even pretend to be not evil and for someone that has... worked for evil all her life, this is a bit... it feels worse than working for Nova. Even though Nova was a pretty awful place, you enjoyed the people there and knew the people liked you also. In a casino, it's just soul destroying guilt.
I really really hate it. :D :Db
Meanwhile, when my eyes have focused enough, I've been writing terrible fic. I am almost completed with je_holiday though ohgod, ficgames. ;; So behind on ficgames.
It kinda makes me glad that the word limits are so low because I get bored otherwise. :D Ahh, world.
In other, other news: Tone Deaf Test.
91.7%, baby. Not bad for someone who is so tone deaf it hurts. XD I can't tell the difference between most pop songs from the same group. Tackey&Tsubasa's voices, except for a minor pitch difference, sound almost the same to me - I can only do Kinki because it's stupid obvious with Tsuyoshi's rolling timbre and Koichi's somewhat thin restraint - and NewS, I have to concentrate really, really hard. TegoMass are easiest, Shige's deeper, Pi has this weird style of slurring or uh, swallowing his consonants and Ryo is just so very YEAH YEAH YEAH and Koyama sounds like a majorly unpolished Massu with the nasal but higher pitched. :|
This said, I had to do the test in a silent room and listened with my eyes closed because ahaha, concentrating. ;; It's pretty damned long and you start losing concentration about a quarter of the way through, but it's fun!
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[October 15, 2008 @ 1:26pm] |
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I got the most awesome present as a late-late-late-laaate Bd present from my_fay - book "Pearls before Swine" ))) For some odd reason she thinks that I resemble the Rat *lol*
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| [One-Shot] With Nights Like These |
[October 15, 2008 @ 12:56pm] |
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Title: With Nights Like These Author: Knowmonsta Pairings: AkaKamePiRyo Words: 752 Genre: Romance/Fluff/Humor Rating: PG-13 Summary: A typical night in the AkaKamePiRyo household. This time I was inspired by silver_rose88 and flufy_umbreon who did such an awesome job with their OT3s. So, I wanted to give an OT4 a try. ( Because AkaKamePiRyo is love. XD )
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[October 15, 2008 @ 12:35pm] |
Go to urbandictionary. com and type in your answer to each question in the search box, then write the FIRST definition it gives you.
( here's what i got )
haha~ that was entertaining. :) out of my first class. i need to pack, shower, find some of my clothes i want to wear up. hmm~ i need to eat, too. and do homework! i really hope this weekend turns out all right.
goodnight, grandma. ♥
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| The Price of Fame - Chapter 13 |
[October 15, 2008 @ 9:40pm] |
Title: The Price of Fame Author: hanez Genre: Angst, AU Theme: Celebrity Jin / High School Student Kazuya Rating: PG Summary: Kazuya is a third year high school student, and is a great fan of Akanishi Jin, Japan's most popular and hottest male singer, who is cool but cold on the outside. His appearance is simply a facade, wanting to please the high expectation of fans. Deep down inside, Jin was a lonely young man, who lacked of love. Kazuya's one wish is to meet his idol one day, and when he was given the chance, he had fallen for him hard, getting himself involve into a world so different from his.
( Chapter 13 )
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[October 15, 2008 @ 8:31pm] |
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| World's Wing Premium 2008 |
[October 15, 2008 @ 9:31pm] |
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( LET ME GET THIS OUT BEFORE I FORGET IT ALL )
In conclusion: TSUBASA IS ABOUT 100000x CUTER IN PERSON AND IF YOU EVER GET THE CHANCE TO SEE HIM OMG DO IT.
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| Utaban 500th SP - SMAP |
[October 15, 2008 @ 2:05pm] |
 Utaban 500th SP - SMAP vs Utaban - part 1 - talk, previous battles, cream bun battle [75Mo] : Megaupload
 Utaban 500th SP - SMAP vs Utaban - part 2 - basket [22Mo] : Megaupload
 Utaban 500th SP - SMAP vs Utaban - part 3 - golf [35Mo] : Megaupload
 Utaban 500th SP - SMAP - kono toki, kitto yume janai [23Mo] : Megaupload
 Utaban 500th SP - SMAP vs Utaban - part 4 - end of golf and winner [10Mo] : Megaupload
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| 見つからないまま、暗くなちゃった |
[October 15, 2008 @ 7:52pm] |
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Behind that closed door,
I mistook mirth for sobs of sorrow A joke for an angry turn of word
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| I was late for work 2 times already because of this... |
[October 15, 2008 @ 6:18pm] |
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Just can't get enough of Eito's perf of Musekinin Hero in MS that i just had to repeat it over and over again evey time i watch it.. and it has been 5 days already....
I just love how all of my Kanjani Boys are all dark haired nowadays...
that's all...
-^___________________^ -
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| Sleepy, sleepy, berry berry sleepy... |
[October 15, 2008 @ 9:34am] |
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I think I'm a little more tired than I want to admit to myself, actually... I came back from school at about 2 oclock, and I was supposed to do some studying. I just woke up a little while ago, and the time is just about 4:30 in the afternoon. ^^;;; I'd fallen asleep on top of my books, so I had some serious cramps in my right arm as I woke up; I was still holding the pen, too. ^^;;;
Yesterday, after school, I also fell asleep on my bed when I'd came hoe from school. And it's not like we have very long or tiring days, so I think I might still be sleep-deprived. ^^;;; The first week was crazy what with all the running around, trying to find the time to do EVERYTHING at once, before lady_eleihna was supposed to go back to Sweden. And now, the time after that, I think I have yet to realize that this isn't just a 2 weeks vacation... because I still don't feel like I have enough time to sleep. So I don't! ^^;;; Not even during the weekends I've been able to sleep for as long as I'd like, as I've had concerts to attend every single day! XD I've had to set my alarm clock Every Single Day since I got here...
I need sleep soo bad! =__= Maybe tonight I will finally be able to go to bed early? Keep your fingers crossed! XD
There is a Johnny's-fan in my class, by the way. She's from France and seems really sweet! Her favorites are kanjani8; Ryo is her ichiban. But it seems like she loves all of Johnny's? Yey, for new Johnny's-RL-friends! \^_^/ I'm gonna drag her along to a concert or butai or something soon, I've decided... kekeke! ♥
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| ~birthday + exam~ |
[October 15, 2008 @ 12:57pm] |
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it's donghae's birthday!!!!! yeay!!!!

i love this picture of his so much that i even have this as my desktop background.. hehe~
can't be celebrating the birthday much.. my final exams starting back tomorrow until 18th of October.. wish me luck!!! love you guys a lot!! *runs to study*
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| スクラップ・ティーチャー 01 |
[October 15, 2008 @ 11:57am] |
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( F3? F4? ehhh?? )
okay time to download Hana Kimi SP.
HOMG BLOODY MONDAY CAST WILL BE ON TOKYO FRIEND PARK 2 OCT 20!!!
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| How do you compare a car to your wife? |
[October 14, 2008 @ 4:24pm] |
- I had a dream where I made out with Imai Tsubasa. In a shower *dies* I think Takki will kill me (or perhaps join in? XDD)
- My Geology classroom smells like Urine :/
- I got a B on my Geology mid-term *yay*
- I have been defriended? DD: *STARTS CRYING*
- I have performed a brief f-list cut. But only of unused journals, so most of you are okay.
Taken from wad, but just to remind me to download WARNING:: GHEI AHEAD (no really!) Antique Bakery, the Korean Movie. Japanese version, why couldn't you be like this?????
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[October 15, 2008 @ 8:51am] |
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i finished eclipse last night now im craving breaking dawn, i really wanted to read bella as vampire too bad it didnt even happened in eclipse T_T anyways i still hate jacob and BELLA FOR BEING CONFUSED!! how could she love to two men in the same time!! (or if they are really men) and I hate the fact that Edward is soo selfless, if i was him i could seriously rip out bella and jacob faces for what they have done. jacob's scars and injuries are not enough for what they did to Edward, its sad.
and i dont get it she just said she loves jacob but then she goes off edward and wants to get married and soo soon WTF but i still bella is doing this because shes obligated to? she doesnt even want to get married to edward in the first place.
oh well i suggest she should go to the dog and me and edward will just get married HAHHAHAHA okay, i should line up too Y/Y?
anyways, just downloaded Scrap teacher will watch in awhile, i kinda miss my Yamachii you know, especially Yamachan.
speaking of them, i heard their winter tour was announced OMG WHY SO LATE YOU SHOULD HAVE SAID EARLIER DAMMIT T_T NEWS AND HEY SAY JUMP HAVE A TOUR THIS WINTER MORE REASONS THAT I SHOULD HAD COME AND WATCH THEIR CONCERTS. *sighs*
btw, total shock leah dizon is already married?? why so soon ;_; but anyways, congratz at least shes not gonna hit on the JE boys anymore :x
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| WE NEEDZ MOAR HANDS ON DECK!!1 |
[October 14, 2008 @ 9:48pm] |
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Attention fans of Johnny's Entertainment. Are you obsessed with the fandom? Would you like to share this obsession with the masses? Do you have spare time in the evenings? If you answered yes to the above STOP RIGHT NOW. We need you. /dundundunnnn Basically jesummary needs some extra hands and we know that somewhere in the the fandom masses there are people crazy enough to join the insanity that is this wee little newsletter.
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( Those o' ye interested be peering into the depths~ )
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What we'll do is a trial run system. We'll work on getting a starter kit for the newbies and essentially dump you in the deep end and see how you fare, think of it as the interview process since we don't particularly mind if you're meek or strong willed. So long as you get the job done and don't cause any drama there's no reason for us not to keep you.
If you have modded any previous comms, specifically newsletters feel free to let us know. We'll check them out and it'll only look better for you if we can see you've handled something similar if not so insane before.
I think that's about it. So-- who amongst you dare to join us BWAHAHAHAHAAAA~
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[October 14, 2008 @ 2:35pm] |
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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=akjHwk9ur2Q
Through this world I’ve stumbled So many times betrayed Trying to find an honest word To find the truth enslaved Oh you speak to me in riddles and You speak to me in rhymes My body aches to breathe your breath You words keep me alive
seriously.
yes~ i love this song. found it online for download and i had to make a new cd mix anyway. goes with my mood.. ahh. ~_~
got a 92 on my film test. :3 hurray! didn't have to turn in my paper after all; it's next week.
spanish tonight~ :3 a li li li li li li~ i believe it's just review in class. i haven't really looked at what i'm supposed to study again, but i understand it.
all right... going to go eat. princess is being whiny and needs attention. lol~ goodnight, grandma
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[October 14, 2008 @ 8:10pm] |
Yosh,
in the morning somebody gave me a blue dino egg and just now I caught a silber egg. *.* I wanted to have one for so long.
Also, at work it's a bit lonely since some coworker are on vacation. *sighs* I guess I will go to bed early today. I am feeling exhausted and tired.~
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| without realising it, it got dark |
[October 14, 2008 @ 8:46pm] |
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Well, I survived cooking today! It's not just ordinary cooking - I was cooking stuff I'd never cooked before, and the biggest irony was, I was teaching my maid how to do it. So yes, I just cooked it purely based on smell, taste and intuition. XD But HEY, it tasted alright okay, and one of them is going to be my signature dish in future. Giong cong gai. ♥
In sadder news, Piano Style was SOLD OUT. What in the world, it just came in LAST NIGHT! >:( I wasted a trip down to Orchard, though I did get a really good (and expensive ;_;) lunch from Da Paulo's as recommended by my colleague. Cheesy potato gratin in cream! After Sunday and today, I'm not touching cheesy lunches for sometime.
And to a certain you, I hope you're feeling better dear! ♥
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