i went and partied it up in rapids tonight.
andrea was going to meet katie and she talked me into joining her.
i'm kind of sad, because my mike t was in town and i didn't get to see him. but i didn't want to back out on andrea because i already told her earlier in the week i'd join before i knew he'd be around. poo. hopefully i can visit mike t in december. he lives in milwaukee and i am trying like all hell to go and see the in flames show there on december 10th.
ANYWAY, i digress.
i only intended to stay out until around 11:30, but i didn't end up leaving the bar until almost 1:30. for the love @ me.
it was the first time i'd been out anywhere in over 2 months though, so can you blame me?
i ended up running into greg.
my GOD i'm glad dating him didn't work out. the more i see him the more i realize he is SO NOT FOR ME. yes, he's a metal guy and that's hot. but....greg + erica is not a valid combination. i'm really happy that i made the right decision on that one.
we went to hollyrocks and it was nice to be back there. haven't partied there in...months. for a good...hour and a half, katie wandered off to talk to some guy she used to date?? not sure. but andrea and i just sat and waxed philosophical and it was great. i love that woman, i'm not sure how i functioned without her. and apparently her fiance thinks i'm the shit. she told me that any time i go over to their house, after i leave he goes on and on about how awesome he thinks i am. not sure what i'm doing, but i guess whatever it is is pretty freaking sweet.
i drank way too much tonight. i meant to have 1 drink. that turned into 4. this is not a lot, but considering all i had to eat today was a 2x2 inch square of lasagna, i was DRUNK.
not to get too sidetracked, but for the past week i have not wanted to eat. this is odd, because i eat at very specific times everyday. and normally if that varies even a little my body freaks out and demands that i stick to the schedule. but i've been eating about 1 meal a day for the last week, which is incredibly unhealthy. but i don't want to force myself to eat and then feel sick. so *shrugs* i guess i should just keep drinking a lot of water until i feel back to normal??
anyway, i was really drunk. i had to get sober, that's part of what delayed me getting home. i absolutely refuse to drive drunk. but i sober up extremely quickly (my german and alcoholic genes have combined to make my drinking powers superhuman).
so on my drive home i blared in flames with the windows down to keep myself focused on the road. not from liquor, but because i'm so friggin tired.
again, to get sidetracked, i haven't been sleeping well. about 5 hours a night. i'm exhausted all the time. hmph.
i really should go to bed now. i have to work 9 hours today starting at 8am. blech.
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